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Making The Choice

last update Last Updated: 2025-03-20 19:48:11

Kade POV

Harlow is fussing. Ever since Rook left the room, she hasn’t settled unless I’m holding her. It’s like she knows I’m not the one she wants and is determined to make me suffer for it.

I shift her slightly, rocking her gently, but she lets out another little whimper, her tiny fists curling into my hoodie like that alone might summon him back.

“Come on, kid,” I mutter, adjusting my hold. “I’m not that bad, am I?”

She doesn’t answer, obviously, just fidgets more.

Moving in here—to Rook—is easy. Too easy. I agreed, but I haven’t really thought about it. Not the way I probably should. There’s still something holding me back, something I haven’t put words to yet.

The sofa dips beside me, and I turn to see him settling in, stretching out like he owns the place. Because, well, he does.

“She not settling?” he asks, glancing toward Harlow.

I sigh. “She doesn’t like me.”

Rook snorts, full of amusement. “Bullshit, Mercer. She can sense your unease. Relax, you’re tense.”

Before I can argue
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