Prologue

Sitting in the bathtub near the ceiling to floor window, she can see the city still awake though it is past midnight. The city lights and cars that look like ants, her lips curled up into a mocking smile.

So alive... Why are they so fucking lucky to have a real home... And why am I... Ha! 

Shaking her head to remove such useless thoughts. For her, it is too late, so late that only sleeping forever would give her relief. She took the small blade that she bought at the pharmacy in front of the motel she's staying in. Without any hesitation, she slits her right wrist cutting off her radial artery and without a second gap, she does the same to her left wrist.

Seeing the blood flow out of her own body she feels that sadness, anger and betrayal is leaving her, numbing more her 'dead' heart even those fleeting specks of happiness she felt under his protection.

'This is the only way for me to be free... So painful... Bear with it Raine, it won't be long befo...'

Her vision starts to blur even though her eyes are open as if they're still appreciating the beauty of the city lights, though she took her last breath. Her blood, though mixed with water, still has its striking red color overflowing from the bathtub as her body sinks in ending her suffering.