LOGINChapter Three
Soleil
"Let me help you with this." I grabbed an armful of wood, piling them where his stack was. With my chin up, I pretended I didn't hear his words. Okay, I can do this. Or I should, since staying with him is the better thing to do than to wander around like a lost pup.
"Didn't you hear what I said?"
Of course, I heard him. Loud and clear. But it doesn't mean I couldn't force myself in his care--maybe slash that care thingy, he doesn't really give a damn about me. But I need a place to be, and so far, I feel safe with Quillon.
"I did."
He let out a frustrated groan and the hairs on my nape rose. Damn, his deep and low sound made me shiver. "Then, what are you doing?"
I grabbed more woods, hugged them to my chest, and then I faced him.
His deep golden brown eyes welcomed me, and I was lost for words. The way his face darkened from irritation just does things to me. It doesn't scare me; if anything, it drew me more to him.
"I'm helping." I walked towards his stack but he blocked my way. He really is big. Not the overly bulked kind of big, but his wide shoulders were enough to wash away the background. Don't get me started with that chest. Damn, it looked so hard that I didn't need to touch it to know I was right.
"I don't need your help. I want you to leave."
My gaze went to his eyes and only then that I notice I was gawking at his body.
"I don't want to leave," my voice was low but I managed to make it firm. He was about to speak but I continued. "I know I have no right to force my stay, but I'm desperate. I'd do anything. I'll help you around here, cook you food, hunt, whatever you want me to do. Just please let me stay."
The way he looked down at me made his authority clear. He didn't even make a face, so I couldn't read if my words got to him.
We stayed silent. He might be measuring the situation, and I'm clearly praying for all the gods and goddesses to let this man give me some mercy.
"No."
Of course, my prayers aren't heard.
I stepped back to get a good look at him and he exhaled.
"Come on, please! Just for a few days-"
His jaw clenched. "No."
I narrowed my eyes. "You can't make me go. You don't own the forest."
His brow arched. "But I own my tent, child."
I gasped and my eyes widened. "I'm not a child!" I swear, smoke came out of my nose. I hate being called a child and being treated like one. I had it back on my pack, and I'm not letting Quillon treat me like one now.
"That's what a child would say."
"I'll be eighteen soon!"
He shrugged one shoulder. "Like I said, a child."
There's no way I'd be considered a child for my age. Every werewolf knew that eighteen was the age of adulthood. Doesn't he know this because he was a rogue? But I swear, I believe he got a pack before. Did he leave too young? Didn't he have educational lessons about ages, mates, and the sort?
I stomped my feet as I walked towards his wood stack and threw the wood there. Turning around to face him, I crossed my arms over my chest.
"Look, it seems you don't know a thing about werewolf stuff, so let me educate you. Eighteen is not a child, it's a fruitful age. When she-wolves turn eighteen, they can find their mate and bear a pup. Child wouldn't do that, right? So again, I'm not a child, I'm an adult."
He copied my stance, crossing his arms on his chest and my eyes betrayed me for looking at his biceps as it tightened. Damn, why does that look so good?
"You said you'll be eighteen soon, right? So you're not an adult yet. Why don't you come back and lecture me once you hit the right age, child?"
The way sarcasm rolled off his tongue when he said the last word made my anger charged.
It's my birthday tomorrow. I'd be eighteen tomorrow, but he doesn't need to know that.
I placed my hands on my hips. "I'm not going anywhere. I'll stay here."
His jaw tightened again. Did I mention how hot his sharp jaw looked?
"Alright." He exhaled loudly. "Stay. But don't you dare come close to me or my tent or else..." He gave me a hard look from head to toe. His eyes narrowed, darkening from whatever threat he refused to voice out.
Without another word, he turned and walked to his tent.
"Oh, I won't!" I yelled. I really won't come to his tent. The day is young, and I can walk around and look for materials to make my own shelter. I could build my own little room with wood that the forest could certainly supply, right?
I looked at the pieces of wood lying on the ground.
"But I'll take the scraps of wood here--"
"Don't even dare, child."
I groaned and stomped away, heading to the deep forest with a mission to build my own shelter.
Back on my pack, I didn't entirely live as a princess despite being the daughter of a high-ranking Alpha. I used to sneak out a lot, travel around the pack and join multiple activities. Woodwork is simple for me. Though it would be a challenge without any tools but I'll figure it out.
Tomorrow is the day I'll open a new world of my own. Technically, I could find my mate, the one fated only for me. But without the mapping ceremony, which an enchantress will point out which pack my mate resides, I don't know how I'd find him.
But it isn't called fate without a reason, right? I'm sure fate will do its job and I'll meet my mate. Eventually.
You must be wondering why my father was arranging a marriage for me, right? Well, our family is different. My father is powerful enough that when he blessed any wolf to be my mate, we would have a bond like true fated ones should have. And I would be able to bear his pup.
But I abhor the act. I watched other werewolves from our pack to find their own mate, the magic in the process of it always amazed me. It was magical, something I’d love to happen to me one day. When the time is right, and when I find the one. The one for me.
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After hours of looking for materials and building my own tent, I managed to make a little shelter of my own. Although 'little' must be an overstatement. I think I'll fit inside, but I would be sleeping in an uncomfortable, fetal position.
Fuck. Great at woodwork, huh, Soleil?
I can't help it. There were no tools to cut trees, and the branches I found were either too thin ot too short. This is the best I could do.
It doesn't matter. At least I'll have a roof over my head for tonight. Sighing, I eyed Quillon's tent. How did he make it like that? It's spacious, high-ceilinged, and looks sturdy. I won't call it a tent at all.
Whatever. Mine is cute and it'll do.
I stepped backwards, taking in my work. I could add bark sheets for the roof, the pine branches aren't enough if rain comes.
Stepping back again, I got a good view of my tent in comparison with Quillon's.
Damn it. Mine looks like a dog house.
I took a step back again, but gasped when a familiar warmth enveloped my skin as my back hit a hard chest. I felt my foot was stepping on his, and heat flooded my cheeks. I spun around as if burned, the sudden motion stealing the air right out of my lungs when I met his eyes.
"Oh, hi!" I chuckled awkwardly and looked away, taking another step back, since his large body felt like he was taking more of my personal space.
His jaw tightened as he looked down at me. Honestly, his height makes him look rude from down here.
His eyes gazed past me, arching a brow as he looked at my artwork.
"I know it's not that big, but I'll make renovations tomorrow so-" I scratched my brow. "Yep."
He looked at me again but didn't say a word. It was awkward; he was awkward. The silence was enough to make me uneasy but the way he stared at me pinned me in place.
Clearing my throat, I looked over his shoulder.
"Uh, I saw a river nearby. I'll fish later, do you wanna join me?"
I waited for his answer without looking at his eyes again but none came, so I turned my heel.
"Alright. Nice talk, neighbor."
"I told you not to use my wood." He said. His voice was low and deep, and I almost jumped from how it echoed in the trees. He didn't yell the words but the timbre of his voice does the same effect.
"Uh," I cleared my throat and looked away. "Oh! It's getting late! I'll be at the river, neighbor!"
I quickly run away from him, grabbing my backpack as I head to where the river is.
Those are just scraps, for God's sake! Well, it doesn't change the fact that it isn't mine, but still.
Chapter TwentySevenSoleil"I don't know where to start," He paused, sighing deeply like he needed the air so much right now. "Or how."I pursed my lips as I watched him collect himself. He looked bothered, unruly, and lost. And I know--I can feel it--I know his mind goes back to everything that happened.He doesn't know how to give me answers without reliving the memories he had.I should feel remorse towards him. I wanted to tell him that it's okay, that he doesn't need to tell me.But I can't.I wanted this. I want to know.But I also understand him."Maybe just narrow it down to the things I think I deserve to know about."He chuckled without humor. "There's no narrowing down this thing, princess." He looked at me, a smug smirk plastered on his face.The blank pit I saw in his eyes brought me shivers.Cold. He looked at me with those cold eyes, the browns almost got waved off by a shade darker.I looked away before my tail got tucked deep between my ass cheeks. Damn. Quillon looks
Chapter TwentySixSoleilI woke up and was welcomed with a blinding darkness. There are no open lights, and the sunrays coming from the window when I slept weren't there anymore. What time is it?After eating breakfast, it only took two yawns and I was out. My body ached like crazy from the long run, and my mind was almost melting.It took me a minute before I noticed that there was a heavy thing on my stomach, and another minute for me to realize that the weight was an arm of a man.I groaned.Of course, Quillon would sleep beside me. He was as exhausted as I was, and he needed his fill--doesn't matter if I was dead asleep, it seems.Ugh. That was irritating. Why did I sign up for this?I was sleeping on my side and he was almost spooning me in this position.I couldn't stop admiring how good his warmth feels lingering on my back. There was comfort, satisfaction, and I liked it. Even though I'd hate to admit it, I really enjoyed waking up like this with him every time. Sometimes I ha
Chapter Twenty FiveQuillonAfter showing Soleil where my usual cabin is, I didn't bother giving her a tour inside and left her shouting curses at me outside the cabin door.She was mad, alright, and I get why she felt that way. I also knew I needed to do what I did, hiding some facts from her, scaring her... That latter wasn't necessary, but well, it was entertaining.The angry yelling and dagger-like glare weren't close to entertainment, and I had the need to get out of her way, so I did.Don't get me started with the cabin I've been using ever since I can remember, and being in that same studio-type cabin with my mate. Gun to my head.I headed straight to Dylan's library because I knew he'd be there waiting for a report. He knew I never came for unannounced visits, unless it's an emergency."Any survivor?" Dylan asked, raising a brow as I sat on a couch facing him."And let them report back to Zeron? Come on. I'd never let a soul slip, you knew me better than that."He hmm-ed and s
Chapter TwentyFourSoleilTen years ago, I lost my mother to a curse that my father himself couldn't cure or break.I was eight years old at that time.My father, Zeron, the Alpha King of the werewolf realm, possesses a powerful wolf, was changed after our loss. For me, his heart was too broken with the loss of my mother, and it showed. But I don't know what's happening behind his closed doors.He was always angry and that's my earliest memory of him.Two years after my mom's death and I was ten years old, he started giving weird commands to the hunters and trackers of our pack.His focus changed. During the two years he spent as a hermit, he also spent researching a certain boy.'You need to capture that boy, Callix! I need that boy!'That's what I heard him say once. From then on, trackers and hunters went to look for that boy.None came back.And now I know why.Quillon was the boy my father was talking about with his right-hand man.The mark on the dead hunter's arm was the symbol
Chapter TwentyThreeSoleilI packed my things in a blink. It wasn't a lot. I came with only a backpack, so I'll leave with it only. I also brought some food we could eat on the way to nowhere, and that's it.With a coffee in hand, I waited for Quillon, standing out in the forest clearing.My mind wandered about where he wanted to go. Back to my concerns about which cardinal point he aims to go, and drowning in the thoughts, I forgot the most important thing.Am I dumb to just let him take me with him? I didn't even go against him as I should have, and now I must look like I've been dying to come along.Okay, saying it that way did make me feel dumb.I could cancel. Right. I should. I can just tell him that I'm not going with him.Right. Damn, I'm an idiot for not thinking about this earlier!Well, Quillon really has that eerie commanding trait in him, so it was hard to go against his words sometimes.Pfft. Stop kidding yourself, Soleil. You're doing nothing but going against him."You
Chapter TwentyTwoQuillonI was in my wolf form as I sank my canines into one of the hunters' necks, breaking it and ending his life.I was traced.Fuck, I thought I still had more time left, but they are quick hunting this time.Alpha King Zeron's hunters found my hiding spot.Kissing Soleil charged me to the brim. It was too much and more than sleeping next to her that I sensed the hunters even when they were still far.When I sensed them heading towards the clearing, my mind didn't have time to think. All I could think of was to stop them from getting closer. Closer enough that they would sense I wasn't alone.I don't want to compromise being known that I was with someone. And that someone is Soleil.Thank fucking god for Soleil's kiss, or else I'd be late and they would've reported to Zeron that I wasn't alone.'She could be a liability.' Shade's words echoed in my head that I shook off.No, I don't see her that way. She's not a burden; she's someone I need to protect from Zeron.
Chapter ThirteenSoleil"I, uh..." I cleared my throat. "About what?"I'm panicking. Him being close was already making me feel uneasy, and now he wanted to talk?Ugh.Quillon sighed heavily behind me. The hairs on my nape stood when a groan followed his sigh.Damn. Why was he having this kind of e
Chapter EightQuillonI endured the mate bond's pull for a week. A week!Her presence stole my attention; her scent lingers even if I kept my distance. And her voice... Damn, I'm so fucking doomed.
Chapter SeventeenSoleil"W-What?"My heart feels like it's jumping out of my chest from how hard it was beating. My whole body shivers with something close to a need that I couldn't define.He inhaled on my neck again, his lips brushing on a spot that made me close my eyes."I need your body close
SoleilThe awkward, cat and dog chase rolled for a week. I tried being friendly and he kept acting like a stranger. I'll give him credit for his consistency with his rudeness."Hey!" I called. It was dinnertime and I never saw him all day but now. He just came back and I noticed his chest with stre







