LOGINChapter Three
Soleil
"Let me help you with this." I grabbed an armful of wood, piling them where his stack was. With my chin up, I pretended I didn't hear his words. Okay, I can do this. Or I should, since staying with him is the better thing to do than to wander around like a lost pup.
"Didn't you hear what I said?"
Of course, I heard him. Loud and clear. But it doesn't mean I couldn't force myself in his care--maybe slash that care thingy, he doesn't really give a damn about me. But I need a place to be, and so far, I feel safe with Quillon.
"I did."
He let out a frustrated groan and the hairs on my nape rose. Damn, his deep and low sound made me shiver. "Then, what are you doing?"
I grabbed more woods, hugged them to my chest, and then I faced him.
His deep golden brown eyes welcomed me, and I was lost for words. The way his face darkened from irritation just does things to me. It doesn't scare me; if anything, it drew me more to him.
"I'm helping." I walked towards his stack but he blocked my way. He really is big. Not the overly bulked kind of big, but his wide shoulders were enough to wash away the background. Don't get me started with that chest. Damn, it looked so hard that I didn't need to touch it to know I was right.
"I don't need your help. I want you to leave."
My gaze went to his eyes and only then that I notice I was gawking at his body.
"I don't want to leave," my voice was low but I managed to make it firm. He was about to speak but I continued. "I know I have no right to force my stay, but I'm desperate. I'd do anything. I'll help you around here, cook you food, hunt, whatever you want me to do. Just please let me stay."
The way he looked down at me made his authority clear. He didn't even make a face, so I couldn't read if my words got to him.
We stayed silent. He might be measuring the situation, and I'm clearly praying for all the gods and goddesses to let this man give me some mercy.
"No."
Of course, my prayers aren't heard.
I stepped back to get a good look at him and he exhaled.
"Come on, please! Just for a few days-"
His jaw clenched. "No."
I narrowed my eyes. "You can't make me go. You don't own the forest."
His brow arched. "But I own my tent, child."
I gasped and my eyes widened. "I'm not a child!" I swear, smoke came out of my nose. I hate being called a child and being treated like one. I had it back on my pack, and I'm not letting Quillon treat me like one now.
"That's what a child would say."
"I'll be eighteen soon!"
He shrugged one shoulder. "Like I said, a child."
There's no way I'd be considered a child for my age. Every werewolf knew that eighteen was the age of adulthood. Doesn't he know this because he was a rogue? But I swear, I believe he got a pack before. Did he leave too young? Didn't he have educational lessons about ages, mates, and the sort?
I stomped my feet as I walked towards his wood stack and threw the wood there. Turning around to face him, I crossed my arms over my chest.
"Look, it seems you don't know a thing about werewolf stuff, so let me educate you. Eighteen is not a child, it's a fruitful age. When she-wolves turn eighteen, they can find their mate and bear a pup. Child wouldn't do that, right? So again, I'm not a child, I'm an adult."
He copied my stance, crossing his arms on his chest and my eyes betrayed me for looking at his biceps as it tightened. Damn, why does that look so good?
"You said you'll be eighteen soon, right? So you're not an adult yet. Why don't you come back and lecture me once you hit the right age, child?"
The way sarcasm rolled off his tongue when he said the last word made my anger charged.
It's my birthday tomorrow. I'd be eighteen tomorrow, but he doesn't need to know that.
I placed my hands on my hips. "I'm not going anywhere. I'll stay here."
His jaw tightened again. Did I mention how hot his sharp jaw looked?
"Alright." He exhaled loudly. "Stay. But don't you dare come close to me or my tent or else..." He gave me a hard look from head to toe. His eyes narrowed, darkening from whatever threat he refused to voice out.
Without another word, he turned and walked to his tent.
"Oh, I won't!" I yelled. I really won't come to his tent. The day is young, and I can walk around and look for materials to make my own shelter. I could build my own little room with wood that the forest could certainly supply, right?
I looked at the pieces of wood lying on the ground.
"But I'll take the scraps of wood here--"
"Don't even dare, child."
I groaned and stomped away, heading to the deep forest with a mission to build my own shelter.
Back on my pack, I didn't entirely live as a princess despite being the daughter of a high-ranking Alpha. I used to sneak out a lot, travel around the pack and join multiple activities. Woodwork is simple for me. Though it would be a challenge without any tools but I'll figure it out.
Tomorrow is the day I'll open a new world of my own. Technically, I could find my mate, the one fated only for me. But without the mapping ceremony, which an enchantress will point out which pack my mate resides, I don't know how I'd find him.
But it isn't called fate without a reason, right? I'm sure fate will do its job and I'll meet my mate. Eventually.
You must be wondering why my father was arranging a marriage for me, right? Well, our family is different. My father is powerful enough that when he blessed any wolf to be my mate, we would have a bond like true fated ones should have. And I would be able to bear his pup.
But I abhor the act. I watched other werewolves from our pack to find their own mate, the magic in the process of it always amazed me. It was magical, something I’d love to happen to me one day. When the time is right, and when I find the one. The one for me.
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After hours of looking for materials and building my own tent, I managed to make a little shelter of my own. Although 'little' must be an overstatement. I think I'll fit inside, but I would be sleeping in an uncomfortable, fetal position.
Fuck. Great at woodwork, huh, Soleil?
I can't help it. There were no tools to cut trees, and the branches I found were either too thin ot too short. This is the best I could do.
It doesn't matter. At least I'll have a roof over my head for tonight. Sighing, I eyed Quillon's tent. How did he make it like that? It's spacious, high-ceilinged, and looks sturdy. I won't call it a tent at all.
Whatever. Mine is cute and it'll do.
I stepped backwards, taking in my work. I could add bark sheets for the roof, the pine branches aren't enough if rain comes.
Stepping back again, I got a good view of my tent in comparison with Quillon's.
Damn it. Mine looks like a dog house.
I took a step back again, but gasped when a familiar warmth enveloped my skin as my back hit a hard chest. I felt my foot was stepping on his, and heat flooded my cheeks. I spun around as if burned, the sudden motion stealing the air right out of my lungs when I met his eyes.
"Oh, hi!" I chuckled awkwardly and looked away, taking another step back, since his large body felt like he was taking more of my personal space.
His jaw tightened as he looked down at me. Honestly, his height makes him look rude from down here.
His eyes gazed past me, arching a brow as he looked at my artwork.
"I know it's not that big, but I'll make renovations tomorrow so-" I scratched my brow. "Yep."
He looked at me again but didn't say a word. It was awkward; he was awkward. The silence was enough to make me uneasy but the way he stared at me pinned me in place.
Clearing my throat, I looked over his shoulder.
"Uh, I saw a river nearby. I'll fish later, do you wanna join me?"
I waited for his answer without looking at his eyes again but none came, so I turned my heel.
"Alright. Nice talk, neighbor."
"I told you not to use my wood." He said. His voice was low and deep, and I almost jumped from how it echoed in the trees. He didn't yell the words but the timbre of his voice does the same effect.
"Uh," I cleared my throat and looked away. "Oh! It's getting late! I'll be at the river, neighbor!"
I quickly run away from him, grabbing my backpack as I head to where the river is.
Those are just scraps, for God's sake! Well, it doesn't change the fact that it isn't mine, but still.
Chapter NineteenQuillonI know I lied, but what could I say aside from the truth? I hated how she kept on pushing me toward another woman. Soleil didn't think I was her mate, but I still felt betrayed and rejected when she insisted there was a woman out there somewhere for me.I wanted to laugh at myself when she called our bond pull as my wolf problems. And for a moment right there, I wanted to snap the lock concealing our mate bond just so both of us would deal with this wolf problem.Of course, I didn't.Soleil and I walked back to the clearing in a silence that deafened me enough to play with my thoughts.What was she thinking? Why did she agree? Was it sincerely just because of doing me a favor? Not that I'm complaining.I don't want to read too much into it. I'd settle with this. With her letting me close. I'm done pushing her away, and fuck if I wasn't bothered when she was the one doing the pushing."Where are you going?" I asked when we reached the clearing, and she walked t
Chapter EighteenSoleilI stopped breathing because once again, Quillon has trapped me. His body was so close, his scent fucking with my head, and his warmth coiled around me like a vice. It's hard not to keep on craving it, craving him, when he's this close.Still, I regained my posture and acted like I wasn't bothered, even when my insides were in chaos."That's not how mate bond works--""Fuck how it works, Soleil."My teeth bared. "If you don't care about mate bonds, I do and--"His palm slammed back on the tree above my head and I flinched.Fuck.He looked scary right now but he also looked delicious. I didn't know those two feelings were possible to have at the same time."Shut the fuck up and listen to what I'm saying. I. Fucking. Want. You!"The possessiveness in his voice made me gasp but I quickly growled, not backing down."I'm not having sex with you just to scratch your itch. If you don't care about the bond, I do! It matters to me, I believe in it! So want me and all lik
Chapter SeventeenSoleil"W-What?"My heart feels like it's jumping out of my chest from how hard it was beating. My whole body shivers with something close to a need that I couldn't define.He inhaled on my neck again, his lips brushing on a spot that made me close my eyes."I need your body close to me like this every second you're near." He said, sounding almost like a confession.I don't understand him at all. Everything he was saying reached something deep inside of me but I couldn't pinpoint which.It affects me. He affects me.But this is wrong. This is not supposed to be happening..."Are you out of your mind--" He cut my whispers with tightening his arm around my waist.There was no space between us right now. I could feel something hard poking on my butt, pulsating like it's alive.Fuck, it was his cock. He was rock hard and he let me feel it!"You're right, I am. You're a distraction I never knew I'll ever have, and now I can't stop myself anymore. I'm more out of my mind w
Chapter SixteenSoleil'He's coming! He's coming!''Can you please calm down? Please!' I groaned inwardly when my wolf continued pacing back and forth.Quillon's footsteps sound louder as he walks towards me.He wanted me to know he's coming, I guessed, since he didn't try to hide his presence or movements like he used to.And my wolf has been restless.Since that night when he hovered over me, I couldn't stop feeling something stirring inside of me.At first, I thought it was irritation or annoyance, but I kept on having these tingling, unfamiliar things coiling around my body every time I think of him or when he was near.My wolf feels it, too.I decided to ignore him most of the time and it was easy when Shade and Kat was around. But now that we're alone, I know we'll bump into each other again.Not this soon, though.It was weird because while I hated the thought, I also felt excitement of some sort.Very, very weird."Hey," Quillon's voice was low and calculating but I still flin
Chapter FifteenQuillon"I can't believe we're already out of your hair." Shade said, coming up from behind me.I was standing by the tree in the clearing, sharpening the edges of my sword while they prepared to leave.I shook my head."I can't believe you stayed for two nights." I countered without looking at him.Shade groaned. "As if there's anything that could change Kat's mind. And two nights? Man, we used to stay for four or a week."I know I implicitly told him to leave after one night but Katerina was the kind that couldn't be negotiated with.I just shrugged and said nothing."Why do you want us to leave, by the way?"I exhaled loudly. "I used my power recently. If Zeron's hunters come for me, I don't want you and Katerina near."He scoffed. "I think we should be here if that were to happen.""Well, I don't think the same." I placed my sword back in its sheath. "You know I can handle it, Shade.""Yeah, yeah. So were we."I shook my head again, wanting the conversation to end.
Chapter FourteenQuillonMy wolf growled inside me as I watched Soleil. Her being beneath me like this makes my pulse beat ten times faster.The imagination I had doesn't compare with how she looks right now.Her eyes were wide, but I could see the glimmer of arousal in them. The way her lips parted was just like how I envisioned it, but when she bit her lower lip, I had to groan."What are you doing?" She asks in a whisper, and her usual lively voice sounds sultry and seductive.She doesn't know how the sound stirred my cock into stiffness."You asked what I imagine when I'm thinking of you..." I said, crawling my eyes down to her pulsing neck, her heaving chest. "This is how I see you in my head, Soleil."When I felt her hands weaken, I let it go, and it stayed on her head.I kneeled, straightening my spine, to have a good look of her.She looked so helpless beneath me, and it's killing me for real.I'm losing control, I know I was."This. Your body under me," I said in a low voice.







