LOGINOdessa's eyes shot open, her heart beating loudly, beads of sweat thick on her forehead.
She was supposed to be dead. It was crazy, but her chest had slammed against her steering wheel, and broken glass from the windshield had pierced different parts of her body. But here she was, awake. She looked around at the familiar walls. In her own room. Her hands moved to her chest and then her face, but she did not feel any pain. She tried to stand, but black spots flickered across her vision. She stumbled and fell to the ground, her mind reeling. She had died. She was sure of it. She reached for her phone lying flat on the bedside table. It was 5 a.m. Her eyes moved to the date below. She shook her head and let the phone slip out of her hands. February. Six months before the accident and four months before she got pregnant. She wrapped her hands around her stomach and broke into quiet sobs. A wave of nausea washed over her, and she rushed to the bathroom. She leaned against the toilet seat and emptied the contents of her stomach. She did not understand what was going on, but she was certain she had died. It was not a dream. It had been September. She went to the sink and splashed her face with cold water. She wondered if she had gone insane. She walked back into the room and lowered herself onto the ground. She lay flat on her back, looking up at the ceiling. She reached for her phone again and noticed she had an unread text message from Tristan. He was asking her to be at the Blackwell meeting tomorrow. Odessa clenched her jaw. That cheating asshole. She thought about the phone call in the car, how all he could think about was her working for the company when she had just lost her child. She started typing. She called him the spawn of the devil and announced that he would be hearing from her lawyers. She wanted a divorce, and she cursed the day she met him. Her fingers hovered over the send button. Blackwell meeting tomorrow. She closed her eyes and tried to remember why it felt so important. Yes. She had pitched her proposal for the Manhattan project to Silas Blackwell. The deal would end up being one of the biggest and most successful projects their company was involved in. She had been present because Tristan had failed to memorize the script she had prepared, and she had to do it herself. Afterward, Mr. Blackwell had given her his card. He had asked her to come work for him instead, where her talents would be appreciated, instead of letting her husband take all the credit. She remembered how shocked she was. She had wanted to know how he had figured it out, how he knew that her husband's talent was actually hers. He had asked her to think about it before he walked away. She had stared at the card for almost a minute before she threw it away. Oh, what a horrible mistake she had made. If she really was back, this was her chance to set things right. This time, she would find out what would happen if she accepted his help. She quickly deleted the message she had typed and rushed to her home office. She pulled out the proposal she had prepared and stared at it. She could not let Tristan go through with the deal with the Blackwell Group. Odessa knew she had to play her cards right. Everything she did during the meeting had to repeat. Mr. Blackwell had to approach her like last time, only this time she would take the card and give him a call. This time, she would convince him to back away from the deal. She would have to convince him to pour his support into her instead. The project was hers anyway. She would not only destroy Tristan but also take the first steps to secure her own future. She lowered herself onto her seat and rubbed the bridge of her nose. There was no guarantee that everything would go exactly as it had the last time. She could barely remember what she had said, and she was no longer the Odessa Tristan had neglected. How would she hide the hatred in her heart? She would have to pretend to be the dutiful wife until she was able to walk away from him. She thought about his cold words before she died. The smug way he had thrown her decision to marry him back in her face, even though he knew exactly what kind of man he was. If pretending to still love him was the sacrifice she had to make, then she would do it a thousand times. She flipped the proposal onto her desk. The plan was simple. Ensure the meeting turned out exactly as it had the last time. When Mr. Blackwell offered his card, take it and schedule a meeting. Make sure he backed away from the deal. Convince him to pour his support into her instead. Odessa exhaled and rubbed her hands together. It wasn't as easy as it sounded, but she would try her best. She had been given a miracle. It would be a shame to do anything less than her best. Her eyes moved to the picture frame sitting on her desk. Her wedding day. She was holding roses, smiling brightly, with Tristan's arms around her waist. She thought about throwing it across the room, the glass shattering into pieces. Instead, she turned it face down. She would sabotage every step Tristan took. She would take everything from him. She would make sure he was nothing but a pathetic man without her. She would make sure he experienced what his life would have been if she had never stepped into it. She would do it for the child she would never get to meet, and for herself. She rose to her feet and walked out of the office. She needed to prepare herself for the first day of her new life.Odessa quickly ran through replies that would steer the conversation where she wanted it to go."None that I know of," she said.Silas placed both hands in his pockets and exhaled sharply."Why do you let him do it? Loyalty or stupidity?""Do what?" she asked.He narrowed his eyes, his gaze lingering on her face.Odessa could feel her breathing intensify.Then he turned to walk away. Odessa felt her heart drop.No, no. He was supposed to give her a card. What had she done wrong?He paused and turned back to her. He pulled out his card and placed it in her palm."I think you should go where your talents are appreciated."Silas's eyes remained on the card. He did not expect a call from her. She looked like she was exactly where she wanted to be.Still, it pained him that an idiot like Tristan would get to take her work and pass it off as his own.The few minutes he had spent with the man had been more than enough for him to understand what was going on.She rose to her feet, the card be
Odessa did exactly what her husband had asked her to do.She put on grey plaid trousers that hid her hips, tucked in a white button-down shirt, and paired them both with a vest.She pulled her hair into a sleek bun and pushed her feet into black flats.She looked at herself in the mirror. She did not put on any makeup. All she did was apply some lip balm so her lips would not dry out.She looked unremarkable, like she could walk into a room and nobody would notice.Exactly what Tristan wanted.She flinched when the door pushed open. Tristan walked in wearing a perfectly tailored suit. He adjusted his cuffs, and his gaze turned to her.He looked at her from head to toe several times before he gave a small nod of approval."Are you in good enough shape to handle it?" he asked, one eyebrow arched.Odessa pressed her lips into a flat line. She had lied about being ill.She nodded, and he turned away quickly. She followed behind him.Odessa realized she had severely miscalculated her traum
Odessa sat in the living room, still dazed by the fact that she was actually back six months before she died.The door pushed open and Tristan walked in, his tie loose and his suit jacket in his arms.Odessa felt her heart drop.She forced a warm smile when his eyes landed on her.They were cold. How long had he been looking at her like that? The emptiness behind his eyes made her uneasy.Why hadn't she noticed it before?The hope she held for him had made her see things that weren't there and ignore things that were.Like the lipstick stain on his collar.He spoke before she did."I'm sorry I wasn't home last night. I slept in the office. I got carried away."Odessa tried to hide her disgust. How many times had she accepted his blatant lies wrapped as apologies?"It's fine," she said, but her voice cracked. She cleared her throat immediately.He walked up to where she sat and placed a kiss on her cheek.She could smell her perfume.She wanted to scrub the skin where he had kissed her
Odessa's eyes shot open, her heart beating loudly, beads of sweat thick on her forehead.She was supposed to be dead. It was crazy, but her chest had slammed against her steering wheel, and broken glass from the windshield had pierced different parts of her body.But here she was, awake.She looked around at the familiar walls.In her own room.Her hands moved to her chest and then her face, but she did not feel any pain.She tried to stand, but black spots flickered across her vision.She stumbled and fell to the ground, her mind reeling. She had died. She was sure of it.She reached for her phone lying flat on the bedside table.It was 5 a.m. Her eyes moved to the date below.She shook her head and let the phone slip out of her hands.February.Six months before the accident and four months before she got pregnant.She wrapped her hands around her stomach and broke into quiet sobs.A wave of nausea washed over her, and she rushed to the bathroom. She leaned against the toilet seat a
Odessa would die today.She did not know that. Her thoughts were completely immersed in something else as she clutched her purse, lowered herself into her car, and turned on the engine. Her heart hammered loudly against her ribs.The only thing she felt was anger, all the pent-up anger that had built over her years as Tristan's wife.Was she a wife? She was a slave. She was the reason he was what he was today. She had built the company from the ground up, but nobody would believe her if she told them. They would call her a bitter woman, lying because she had found out her husband was cheating.Tears stung her eyes, and she quickly brushed them aside.She thought about how she had spent this morning wiping her own blood off the ground.Her child was gone, and she was left to deal with it alone.She had pulled out her phone to call her husband even though her hands were trembling and tears blurred her vision.When he finally picked up, he was out of breath, as if he had been running.He







