"Aiden...." I plead for him to end the maddness brewing inside of me. Slowly he pushes into me. His tongue flicks over my right then left nipple. This time is different from any time before. We move slowly and in sync. Aiden stare into my eyes and I see the change in them reflected back at me. No claws. No canines. My dragon and his hellhound just peak through our eyes to the one they belong too. They savor the feel of our bodies coming together. As they become one the pressure builds. A swivel of his hips. Slowly moving in and out. Holding himself deep inside of me with another swivel of his hips. I meet him; slow long deep thrust after thrust. "Fuck baby you feel so damn good. I love your tight little pussy." Aiden groans. His words cause the inferno to grow larger. The world tilts on it's axis as he kisses me slowly. My breath catches. A tingle starts in my toes. The higher the tingle climbs the more intense the building pressure becomes. The pressure builds and builds until it h
My voice is raspy, deep and low. "I can feel you right here." I take Remi's hand and place it over my rapidly beating heart. It's panicked beating mimicking Remi's. I raise her hand to my head."I can hear what you're thinking right here. Remi, you have it all wrong. My confussion is from not seeing it before now. I helped hone the weapon Payne has become. I never put two and two together. I'm confused because you can easily forgive and look past the things I have done. Yet you feel as though I wouldn't be able to do the same for you. I feel betrayed because you didn't feel you could come to me with this. Yet your family and Blaze knew. Gunner is my best friend and even he didn't feel he could trust me with this secret. My heart breaks for all the pain and suffering you've had to endure in your short life."I pull a weeping Remi into my lap and kiss the top of her head. I hold her as tightly as I can to my chest. "Your worries about me forgiving you of all you've done is pointless. Ju
When I pull into the cirular driveway of the giant white brick mansion; there's cars here that shouldn't be. We turn left and drive to the gardens of the old shifter compound. Only stopping once Payne can longer take being confined. Sobs ravage my body again. The pain of my heart and body overtaking everything. Nothing matters. I don't matter. That realization has Payne acting out if full force. I double over in agony hitting the horn of the truck. With the blaring of the horn males coming running around the house and surround my truck. I open my door and spill out onto the pebbled walkway of the garden. Sharp tiny rocks drive into my palms and knees. I struggle to right myself as my father comes barreling through the crowd. As he pushes and shoves his way through the crowd with my brother hot on his heels; I crawl away as fast as I can. "Remi, sweetheart...." My father's worried shouts sound more like whispers. Blaze and my father are on either side of me. Gunner keeps the securit
The next time I open my eyes; three days have past. I look around at the unfamiliar room. The closet door is open and I recognize some of my clothes. There's a knock at the door as my father let's himself in. "Hey sweetheart. It's nice to see those big beautiful violet eyes." "I want to be alone. I need to be alone right now." "Tell me what to do to fix this. I don't want you back in that dark depressed state. I can't stand by and watch you isolate yourself again. You built a wonderful life, Remi. You can't abandon it. There are people that love you. A business you love and that needs you to run it. There are friends and family waiting and wanting to see you." "Nothing you say or do can fix this. You lied. Gunner lied. Aiden lied. My life is built on freaking lies. The only thing I want to do. Is get as far away as possible. As far as the club; Shade and Myka can run it." "318 is your responsibility. It's not fair to Shade and Myka to dump the club in their laps and just lea
All of Aiden's emotions and certain memories assult me; coming through the thread that connects us. It's too much all at once. I clutch at my chest and stomach gasping for air. I can't breathe. I can't speak. A sound like that of a wounded animal comes from my chest. Tears sting my eyes. My heart bangs against my chest as if trying to break free. "Remi! Remi, I need you to calm down and breathe. Listen to me. Deep breath in. Now slowly breathe out." I shake my head trying to shove my father away. He's crowding me. The walls are closing in on me. Dark spots invade my vision. It feels as though my lungs are collapsing. "Remi, deep breath in. Exhale slowly. Come on sweetheart. In. Now out. In. Out." Kieran rubs circles on my back as he coaches me on how to get my breathing under control. Eventually I no longer feel the panic. As soon as I feel as though my world isn't collapsing in on me; I throw up a shield blocking everything and everyone out. I don't want to feel anything. Not my em
"She's mated! They sealed the fucking bond! Then he destroyed her. Aiden will answer to me! Not for sealing the bond. But for leaving her wanting death afterwards!" My father's anger causes his voice to slightly raise. Something slams against the table. I'm assuming it's his hand. "Keep your cool! And keep your voice down! Remi will hear you. She told you to leave him alone!" Gunner scolds my father. "I don't understand. They were happy together. I know they sealed the bond. I seen the marking on her arm, and the bite mark on her shoulder. Why would she want to die? What the actual fuck went on that day?" Xavier talks cool and calmly to the Dragon King. "Apparently they sealed the bond accidentally. Then he got a text about his baby. Remi lost it. Her dragon was forcin a shift. It was brutal to watch. Can't imagine the pain she felt. She was begging for death." Gunner summarizes the situation leaving Payne out of the equation. Everyone isn't privileged enough to know that Payne is
Minutes pass by as I shuffle through Aiden's memories. Female after female passes before my eyes. None of them resemble each other. It's as if Aiden was at an all you can fuck female buffet and he sampled the whole damn buffet. They all had two things in common. One, they were all beautiful. Two, they all wanted to bare his children. A few of them had a child before they got with Aiden. It was heart breaking to see how he interacted with their children. Treating them as if they were his own. After seeing this; there's no way he could tell me he was fine with not having children. My heart broke all over again. I want to stop digging. But I owe it to myself to look for the truth. I continue to flip through his memoried like a rolodex. I figure out how to skip through them until I find the ones with Savanah. Like so many others; Savanah is a clingy attention whore. The night he tells her about me; she totally loses her shit. Like full on batshit crazy. She throws stuff around the house
Riding my bike used to calm the raging beast inside. Now it does nothing as I speed down the highway. When I reach the residential area of my destination; my anger begins to spike higher. The closer I get to the faded yellow split level house; the more restless Rage gets. We both know this trip is a mistake. But we both want to see the look on that lying bitch's face when we call her out on her lie. I ease into the gravel driveway and kill the engine. The front door flies open hitting the wall inside. I watch as a petite blonde haired heavily pregnant Savanah pushes the screen door open. It takes her a minute, but she realizes its me. Savanah freaking Clark rushes down the step. I climb off my bike. Her scent leaves a foul taste in my mouth. She runs straight into my unaccepting arms. Savanah flinches when I grab her arms a little tighter than I should and pull her off of me. "Aiden, I can't believe you made it. I've been waiting for you." This delusional chick puckers up her lips