Chapter 6

River

The logical side of me was yelling, ‘Think about it! He’s a stranger. You're gonna end up getting hurt. This is your v-card, it’s supposed to be special.’ I squeezed my eyes tightly to drown out my thoughts.

Who was I kidding though, I wanted this…and badly. For so long I’ve waited to feel something exhilarating happen in my life. The butterflies I felt with Zach at times, were nothing compared to the swarm of angry hornets in my stomach. His touch, his kiss, the swell of his manhood, and his stare woke up a desire, an arousal within me. Maybe it’s because Zach hasn’t ever tried touching or kissing me.

Today I, River Barlowe, ‘the prude’, a name that was given to me by my sexually active friends, was going to lose her virginity to a guy in college, a hot stranger. Yup, me! Now what would they call me? Wait, don't answer that.

I’ll deal with the consequences later because I would later have to remind myself that I was doing this out of thirst and want, not out of love.

“Raven? Is that your real name or is that a stage name you're going with?” He said grinning. I shrugged. “Look…” I had started to say but then closed my mouth when I realized I didn’t even know his name. He raised his eyebrows, surprise written on his face when he became aware I had no idea who he was, “You don’t know who I am?! Are you new here?” He asked, surprise evident in his tone.

I replied by shaking my head then in an indifferent tone I said, “No, I don’t,” and paused, “Does it matter if I’m new? It's not okay to assume.”

He stared at me for a few seconds and curled the corner of his lip up, still holding me with a firm grip, “My name is Alec. Alec Madden, but you can call me Daddy since you want me to call you Raven.” He winked at me and gave me the sexiest grin I’ve ever seen, showing me the cute dimple on his right cheek.

He’s gorgeous with soft features and an athletic body. I gave him a bored look and rolled my eyes, I didn’t want him to notice I was gawking. “Alec, do you want to do this or should I just…” His lips were on mine.

I caved in, wrapping my arms around his neck, and deepening the kiss. I’d hoped my inexperience didn't show.

My body was livid, feeling aroused, sparks rushing through my body. I’ve never felt this excited before. My gosh, the feel of his tongue exploring in my mouth felt hot and I tried mimicking his movements.

Our bodies drew closer to each other and the sexual tension built into something indescribable. His hands were feverishly exploring my body, “I need to be inside you. I promise to go slow since this is your first time gorgeous, but it needs to be now.” He whispered, with hooded eyes. His words were my undoing, I licked my lips and nodded. I needed him inside me too.

He unzipped my dress from the back, my heart pounded fast and my legs became weak knowing that he was about to see me almost naked. I was gripping my dress for dear life, but he reached and pulled my hands away. “Don’t hide yourself from me, Raven. Let me see your beautiful body, baby.”

Baby? My heart did a little flip. Calm down woman, it’s just an overused word. Not a term of endearment.

The moment the dress slid off, his breath hitched, “F*ck, your body is gorgeous, Raven.”

His eyes became dark and I could see desire evident in them. He rolled his bottom lip in between his teeth. His fingers softly stroked my stomach. “Damn, Raven.”

I had a toned frame because I exercised daily, well almost daily.

“It’s your turn, Alec?” I said, blushing and hoping I sounded bold. He pulled his t-shirt over his head and tossed it on the floor. Then he unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. He pulled them down bringing his briefs with them.

My breath caught in my throat. Oh. My. Gosh. I was sure my face was crimson red, not because I was shy, but turned on. The tension was electric, pulsating through my body. It was my first time seeing a naked person. I couldn’t stop staring at the Greek god in front of me. He is gorgeous and he is packed. I suddenly became nervous. What if I’m not good? What if I screw this up? What if I can’t–...

Alec slammed his lips on mine, silencing the negative questions in my head. His tongue plundered my mouth, making me moan. I felt this hand make its way to my back, then bottom. He squeezed my cheeks and lifted me to straddle around his torso. My back arched giving him access to my neck and chest.

“You’re beautiful. Your breasts are perfect, they fit right in my palms.” He laid me on his soft bed, his sheets smelling just like him. He sucked my hard nips, making me whimper, kissed, and licked my stomach ever so slowly as he moved down my body. I felt his fingers hook on the elastic of my undies, pulling them down, sliding them off, and letting out a guttural groan as he tossed them on the floor.

I was burning hot as his eyes gazed at me like a hungry predator. No one has ever looked at me like that. The music in the back was soothing. ‘Standing Still by Sabrina Claudio’ began to play at that very moment. Gosh, it was perfect, just like a fairytale.

My eyes widened as he parted my thighs and licked his lips. I realized I was completely naked in front of him and he was staring at my private area like it was a gourmet meal.

I watched in slow motion as his hand reached between my legs, cupped, and rubbed my bare center, slipping a finger in my folds. I gasped and jerked. The way his finger felt moving up and down and in and out hurt a little.

My body was elated. “You’re so f*cking wet and tight, Raven. Has no one ever touched you…here?” He asked, caressing my soaked lips.

I shuddered with need and arched my back, releasing a moan from my mouth, as his thumb played with my clit. His filthy mouth only pepped the fire in my core and body. I shook my head.

I’ve never been touched. I was breathing hard when he slipped his finger out, chuckling at my disappointed look.

My lips parted in shock when he lifted his finger to his mouth and sucked it clean, “Mmm…you taste so good, Raven.” OH MY GOODNESS! That action had me burning. I wanted him badly. I needed to feel him inside me, NOW!

“Do you want me, Raven? I can see it in your eyes.” He asked in a raspy tone. I nodded and whispered, “Yes.”

He leaned down slowly and kissed me. His lips moved down and nuzzled in my neck and behind my ear, whispering, “As much as I want to taste those pink swollen lips…” he said, touching my hot wet core, “The need to be inside you is greater.”

My rom-coms were nothing compared to this. His lethargic pace was driving me crazy. Was he taking his time with me? He reached by his nightstand and pulled out the drawer, grabbing what looked like a small metallic packet. He brought it to his mouth and tore it open with his teeth.

I watched him with a hooded gaze as he rolled it down on his thick hard length. I began to heave when I felt his shaft right in between my legs, poking my innocence, rubbing it up and down and it felt so good. I was soaked and warmth flooded my body. He kissed me softly and then began to kiss me feverishly cupping my breast in his hand. He kissed my neck and collarbone, sending a jolt through my body right to my core.

“This is going to hurt a little, but I need you to relax, Rav.” He said in a lustful tone. I was scared but also aroused.

“Please…please go slow, Alec.” His eyes softened and he leaned down to capture my lips once again.

I’ve heard girls in high school talk about how their first time hurt. I never stayed to hear the rest of their story and learn what happens after that.

To say it hurt was an understatement. The moment Alec slowly pushed the tip of his erection inside, a sting electrocuted through my body. He eased his length into me stretching my walls inch by inch. I squeezed my eyes shut. “Are you okay? F*ck your so tight, Raven. So…tight.”

The sound of his voice brought me back and I opened my eyes. The muscles in his biceps contract while concern is etched on his face. I nodded, but it was far from the truth. It hurt so much. I could feel my tears rolling down the side of my face.

“Raven, do you want me to stop?” He asked, sounding concerned.

I shook my head rapidly, “No…please don’t stop.” I’m sure I looked in pain but there was no going back. If this is how the first time feels, then so be it.

He pushed in further, biting his bottom lip. “Damn, Raven, you feel good…so tight. I feel like cumming.” He pushed again, and I could feel him deep, all the way in. He stayed like that for a few seconds.

“Let me know when the pain has subsided, baby.”

“Okay,” I whispered.

He kissed me so tenderly trying to distract me, keeping my lips busy, making me contract my walls, “Raven! Don’t baby, you’re squeezing my c*ck and..and–” he breathed, unable to finish his remark. After what seemed a minute or more, I began to feel the pain numb away.

The feel of him inside of me was becoming bearable, “You can move now,” I whispered. He smirked and his blue eyes held a hint of mischief.

He slowly pulled out and pushed back in. I could still feel a hinge of discomfort but it was nothing compared to the agony I felt three minutes ago.

He looked breathtaking drilling himself inside of me. A moan left my lips as he set a steady pace, moving back and forth, slowly and gently.

“Wrap your legs around me, baby,” he growled. I obliged.

“You feel so good,” he said huskily. His thrusts were turning into something so pleasurable.

“Alec…” I whispered. “I love the way you say my name. What do you want me to do, baby? What do you need from me?” I loved the way he talked to me. He was turning me on in ways I’ve never thought could happen.

“Faster, Alec…faster, please.” I pleaded, and he obliged.

My toes began to curl as pleasure overcame me. He was touching something inside so deliciously, making me moan loudly. He increased his speed, filling me with his length. His hips pushed against mine in long, pulsing strokes.

“Alec…I don’t know…I…” I couldn’t talk and I had no idea what this feeling inside me was. It was building in my stomach making me roll my eyes to the back of my head as his thrusts increased, becoming harder, faster, and firm. I felt my juices slipping from my opening making their way to my bottom.

“You’re so wet…look at me, Raven. Look at me while I f*ck you, baby. I want to see your beautiful eyes when you come undone.” I forgot for a second that I still had my mask on.

He circled his hip penetrating deeper, “Ah, Alec!” I screamed out in pleasure. You could hear the sounds of our bodies slapping skin to skin, our juices plopping and splattering, our moans and groans, sweat glistening on our skins, and our rapid breathing making it humid.

I couldn’t help but stare at this gorgeous man on top of me. I claimed his delicious lips. That feeling I couldn’t name earlier became stronger. I couldn’t hold it any longer, “Come for me, Raven. Let go.”

I did as I was commanded.

My body trembled and I felt overwhelmed by this pleasure, a wave of ecstasy washed through me making me explode all over his member.

“F*ck Raven, you're squeezing me hard, baby. I’m not going to last.” Alec’s voice was barely audible.

I was shaking when I felt him bury his face in my neck and grunt shooting his load in the condom. We were panting. I couldn’t catch my breath. We stayed that way until we calmed down. He pulled out of me and rolled onto his back. “That was amazing, Raven.”

“It was. I can’t believe I just did that.” I was still high on whatever just happened between us and shocked that I finally lost my virginity. I didn’t regret it at all.

He stood up to dispose of the condom. His butt looked toned and sexy. I wasn’t even ashamed of being naked, spread out in front of him. He grabbed a small hand towel and a bottle of water. He poured water on it, “Lay back down, Raven,” he ordered.

I looked at him confused, “Why?”

“This was your first time. You're bleeding.” He said softly, with a caring tone. I gaped.

“Wha– but…?” I didn’t know that.

“It’s your first time it happens, now lay down for me, baby. Let me clean you.” I laid back down on his bed again. “Spread your legs wider, Rav?” He said grinning.

I blushed and opened my thighs slowly. He wiped and patted, and I jerked a little from how cold the towel felt, but also from the discomfort. He chuckled, "Sorry, the restroom is down the hall and I'm naked, so warm water is out of the question." I couldn’t help but stare at him with admiration for the way he gently wiped my swollen core. It felt too intimate.

“Thank you. You didn’t have to do that, I could’ve done it myself, Alec.”

“It’s okay. It’s the least I could do. You gave yourself to me, I just wish you would let me see your beautiful face, Raven.” He said in a deep, husky voice.

“I–I’m serious Alec. It’s better if you don’t know me. Trust me, I’m not your type, and you…you're not mine.”

Suddenly I felt weird being naked. I stood up and bent down to grab my undies and dress. I still had my shoes on. I never took them off. I grabbed the towel from his hand to wipe any sweat from my body before I put my clothes on.

“You keep saying that, but what does that even mean, Rav? You know what, never mind…fine. If that’s what you wish, then fine.” His sexy grin was now a frown.

I slid my undies on and then the dress. I was about to zip it up when I felt his hand. He was behind me.

Zipping me up, he whispered, “Raven, if you don’t want me to know who you are I won’t fight you, but know this…I will search for you and I will find you and make you mine again. You will belong to me, baby.” His tone was deep and serious. It may have been a harmless threat, but I would make sure he never did find out who I was.

He kissed my neck and I closed my eyes, feeling warm again. I had to leave. I didn’t know how long we were in his room and my friends were probably worried, not to mention, I didn’t have my phone.

I pulled away, but he drew me closer, turned me around, and slammed his lips on me. He kissed me hungrily, passionately, and hard. I pushed him back roughly. “I’m sorry, I have to go.” He frowned but then nodded. I left in a hurry, running down the hallway and stairs, passing up the crowd, and out the front door never looking back.