LOGINElle's POV
“I still don’t understand why you’re still living with that man. You’ve been married for a year, Elle, but he still doesn’t consider you his wife,” my best friend Gemma said.
I took a sip of my coffee before answering. “We are married, Gem. We promised in front of God that we would be together forever, through thick and thin.”
Gemma rolled her eyes. “Excuse me, it should be ‘you promised,’ not ‘we.’ Because we both know that it was only you and your husband’s family who wanted the two of you to get married. If Amanda and Samuel hadn’t pressured him, he definitely wouldn't have agreed to marry you.”
I pouted at what she said. “Do you really need to remind me of that?”
She rolled her eyes again. “If only I could remind you every day that Navid doesn’t love you.” Gemma sighed. “Why are you putting up with him? There are many other men out there, Elle. Men who will love you, will take care of you, and willappreciate you.”
“But I won’t feel the same way about them,” I answered quickly.
I smiled bitterly as I looked at the cup of coffee in front of me. “I love Navid, Gemma. And of all people, you know best how much I love him. Yes, it hurts. It hurts to think that he can’t love me and that he was forced to marry me. But what can I do? My love for him is still stronger. The love I feel for him is stronger than the pain he gives me.”
Gemma’s face scrunched up. “You know what? If there were an award for being a fool and a martyr wife, you’d probably be one of the nominees.”
I laughed softly at what she said and shook my head.
“I hate you,” I said, pouting once again.
Gemma grinned. “But my husband loves me.”
I pouted even more. “You really are a good friend, aren’t you?” I said sarcastically. “Instead of cheering me up, you’re just bringing me down. So much for being a best friend.”
Gemma laughed out loud. “I’m just telling the truth. My husband really loves me.”
I snorted. “Alright, the luckiest wife in the world. You’re the one with a loving husband. You’re the lucky one when it comes to love. You got it all.”
Gemma’s laughter grew louder. “I really am.”
“Should I bow down to you?”
She grinned. “I mean, I wouldn't say 'no' to that.”
I shook my head again at her incredulity. But then sadness started creeping up inside my heart, making a bitter smile appear on my face.
If only I were as lucky as Gemma when it came to love.
My gaze shifted to my phone beside my coffee when it suddenly lit up.
I picked it up and read the message from my mother-in-law.
After reading it, I stood up and slung my bag over my shoulder.
Gemma looked up at me, frowning as she held her cup. “Where are you going? ”
“Amanda just texted me. She wants me at the mansion.” I leaned closer and kissed her cheek. “I’m leaving. See you next time,” I said before walking out of the coffee shop, not even waiting for him to respond.
Gemma’s gaze followed me, still frowning. “Who’s going to pay for your coffee?” she called out loudly, but I just waved at her with a triumphant smile.
She called my name again, but I didn’t look back anymore, until I was completely outside.
I couldn’t help but chuckle. She would definitely call me later and scold me again.
I could already imagine how shrill her voice would be.
“What are you doing there? You look stupid, smiling all by yourself.”
I turned toward the voice and froze when I saw Navid, his hands in his pockets, and his cold eyes fixed on me.
He was standing just a few steps away.
“Navid,” I called out in disbelief.
He turned his back on me and started walking. “Let’s go. They’re all waiting for us.”
I remained stunned as I watched him.
I couldn’t believe he was here. Was he picking me up?
I couldn’t help but feel giddy at the thought.
Navid glanced back at me, his gaze still cold. “How long do you plan to just stand there?”
I flinched slightly at his tone.
Our eyes met, and without thinking, I placed a hand over my chest as my heartbeat quickened.
He turned away again. “If you don’t want to come with me, just say it. Stop wasting my time.”
My eyes widened as he started walking again.
I hurried after him. “Navid, wait,” I called, but he didn’t look back.
He kept walking until he reached his car, and I followed closely behind.
When I got there, he was already inside, seated in the driver’s seat. One hand rested on the steering wheel while the other held his phone to his ear. He was on a call.
He said something I couldn’t hear from outside, then ended the call.
He looked at me again with those cold, piercing eyes. He rolled down the window slightly. “What? Are you coming or not?”
I quickly opened the passenger door and got in, placing my bag on my lap.
Navid started the engine and drove off.
Silence filled the car. No one spoke. The only sounds were the distant honks of other vehicles.
I wanted to start a conversation. I wanted to ask where we were going. I wanted to ask if his mom had asked him to pick me up.
But I knew it would be useless.
He wouldn’t answer me. He never liked it when I asked questions.
So it was better to stay quiet.
Otherwise, I might ruin his mood, and I didn’t want that to happen.
I didn’t want him to get angry at me again… even though he was almost always angry with me.
Elle's POVA moan escaped my lips when Navid started sucking my tongue. All of a sudden, my drunkenness evaporated—not that I was that drunk to begin with. I was just tipsy, which meant I was still capable of knowing what I did and what I said.But I had to put in an act to make Navid make a move. And now, my action was finally bearing its fruition.Resisting the urge to throw up and run away from the bar and pushing those men, especially the last one, was definitely worth it.I tried acting like I did not want it, but the pull Navid had on me was stronger. Adding the fact that he was also a goddamn good kisser—my act quickly failed. Before I knew it, I was kissing him back, my hands clutching onto his jacket.A guttural groan escaped Navid's mouth as I fought back. I sucked his tongue and lower lip and even bit it. I was desperate to give him the same pleasure he was giving me, wanting him to lose his mind the same way he was doing to mine.When we both couldn't breathe anymore, we r
Navid's POVI was supposed to end it as quickly as possible. I was only having sex with her because my body needed it. It was just lust, and nothing more. And because it was just lust, then my pleasure should be the only thing I needed to think of. But for some fucking reason, there was that need inside me, something, once again, I had never felt before, to provide Elle the same pleasure she had been giving me for years.Before I knew it, I was not just fucking her because I needed to get off. I began fucking her with the intention of making her feel good.That was fucked up, I know. And yet I couldn't stop myself.A voice inside me was telling me to stop, to just do Elle like how I usually do her. But both my body and my brain were not listening, and that was bad news. Still, knowing it was bad news wasn't enough in keeping me in check and brought back my rationality.Until Elle's moaning slowly drowned the voices I was hearing inside my head, and all I could finally think of was to f
Elle's POVA moan escaped my lips when Navid started sucking my tongue. All of a sudden, my drunkenness evaporated—not that I was that drunk to begin with. I was just tipsy, which meant I was still capable of knowing what I did and what I said.But I had to put in an act to make Navid make a move. And now, my action was finally bearing its fruition.Resisting the urge to throw up and run away from the bar and pushing those men, especially the last one, was definitely worth it.I tried acting like I did not want it, but the pull Navid had on me was stronger. Adding the fact that he was also a goddamn good kisser—my act quickly failed. Before I knew it, I was kissing him back, my hands clutching onto his jacket.A guttural groan escaped Navid's mouth as I fought back. I sucked his tongue and lower lip and even bit it. I was desperate to give him the same pleasure he was giving me, wanting him to lose his mind the same way he was doing to mine.When we both couldn't breathe anymore, we re
Elle's POV"Are you excited, Elle?" Kento asked me the moment we got inside his car. It was a new car, by the way. Not the same one he drove when he came to find us, but it was equally flashy and, surely, expensive as hell. "You know what? I am actually surprised you agreed to come to the party. I remember you told me that you are not a huge fan of bars and clubs because you don't like crowded and loud places—""If you knew that already, then did you have to invite us?" Navid said, cutting off Kento's sentence.But Kento ignored him and continued to focus his attention on me, which I was sure made him uncomfortable because he literally had to turn his head as he was sitting in front of Navid and me. He actually tried to sit beside me, but Navid pulled him away immediately, leaving him with no choice but to sit ahead of us."Clubbing and partying could actually be fun. Especially if you're with the right people, like me!"Navid scoffed but got ignored again."I will make sure that you w
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