Anna’s POV
“Where are you heading to?” His voice stopped me cold. My feet felt glued to the ground, like the floor had turned to quicksand beneath me. Panic swirled in my chest. I’d planned it all out—how I’d slip out unnoticed, maybe even check up on him quietly before leaving. But here he was, standing right in front of me like fate had other plans. “Hello?” he called again, snapping me out of my frozen daze. Slowly—slower than usual—I turned around to face him. “Where are you going to?” he repeated, this time softer, with a genuine hint of concern in his tone. I looked at him—really looked. Straight into his eyes, as if I were gearing up for a fight. I expected suspicion or anger. But instead… his face held worry. That threw me off. “Just trying to sneak my way in… so I can follow you to work,” I blurted, forcing a playful tone and a weak smile to match. A lie. A bad one. The truth was, I wanted to go out alone. To breathe. To clear my head. Maybe even find Ethan. I wasn’t sure why I needed to see him again, but something inside me told me I had to. And yet, here I was—caught in the act, pretending to be the kind of woman who wanted to tag along just to spend time with her man. I hated how easy it was to lie. Even more, I hated how much of me still needed the truth. He blinked at me, caught off guard by my answer. I could tell he wasn’t convinced, not even a little. But he didn’t push. “Really?” he said, his brow lifting slightly. “You really want to follow me to the office.” I chuckled dryly, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear to mask my unease. “Yeah, well… maybe.” He studied me for a moment—too long. The kind of silence that feels like it’s peeling layers off you. I shifted my weight from one foot to the other, heart drumming against my ribs like a warning. He finally sighed. “Anna, you don’t have to pretend.” My smile faltered. But before I could speak, he stepped aside, giving me a clear path to the door. “I won’t stop you,” he said. “Just be careful out there. The world isn’t always kind.” And with that, he walked away—leaving behind a quiet that felt louder than any scream. I stood frozen in the silence, the echo of his footsteps fading behind me. My fingers clenched at my sides. What am I doing? I didn’t even know where I was going exactly. All I knew was that I couldn’t stay here. Not like this. Not when I still felt like I was suffocating in someone else’s life. As I stared at the door, my thoughts swirled like a storm—and that’s when it hit me. A memory. Sharp. Uninvited. FLASHBACK – TWO YEARS AGO Max & I. Our home. Our beginning of the end. I was laughing. Genuinely laughing as I sat at the kitchen counter, stirring pancake batter while Max kissed the back of my neck, his arms wrapped tightly around my waist. “You always burn them,” he teased, pulling away and grabbing the spatula from me. “Let the master handle breakfast.” I rolled my eyes. “Master of what? Ruining my non-stick pan?” He grinned, the smile that once melted every ounce of doubt I had in him. We were happy—or I thought we were. But then, in a blink, that moment warped. Laughter turned to shouting. The kitchen became a battlefield. Me, crying. Him, with cold eyes I didn’t recognize anymore. “You think sacrificing everything makes you special?” he had snapped that night. “I never asked you to give up your life for me!” I remember the ache that split my chest in two. I remember the silence that followed me for weeks. I remember thinking—This isn't love anymore. It's war. I remember how he came back pledging on his knees and wanting me to forgive him. Navie me did as he wanted. PRESENT DAY I blinked away the sting in my eyes, my jaw clenched as the memory faded. Max. The man I gave ten years to. The man who watched me break and never reached out to catch me. And now? I wasn’t going to be that woman anymore. I wouldn’t bleed for someone who never once offered me a bandage. I took a shaky breath, grabbed the coat from the rack, and stepped out into the morning air. This is my beginning. Even if I had to carve it out alone; I just know that I would survive this new chance have been offered.Anna POV The soft click of the apartment door closing behind me was the loudest sound I had ever heard. It was a full stop. An ending.I stood frozen in the hallway, my small duffel bag hanging from my numb fingers, half-expecting—half-hoping—for the door to fly open again. For him to run after me, to stop me, to tell me we would figure it out, that nothing was more important than this.The door remained shut.A sob welled up in my throat, and I choked it back, pressing the back of my hand to my mouth. I couldn't break down here. Not in this hallway that smelled of our neighbor's cooking and the faint, floral scent of the floor polish we both hated. I had to move.I made it to the elevator and pressed the button, my entire body trembling. The descent felt like it took a lifetime. When the doors slid open into the pristine, cold lobby, I walked through it like a ghost, not seeing the doorman's nod, not feeling the cool evening air on my skin.I hailed a cab and gave my sister’s addres
Anna POV The car ride home was a mausoleum of silence. The only sounds were the hum of the engine and the occasional, jarringly cheerful voice from the radio before Hae-Jae reached over and snapped it off. He kept his eyes fixed on the road, his knuckles white on the steering wheel. I stared out the passenger window, watching the city blur past, seeing nothing.The moment we stepped into the apartment, the tension solidified, filling the space we usually called our sanctuary."I'm going to make some tea," I said, my voice unnaturally loud in the quiet. I needed a task, something to do with my hands."Okay," he replied, his tone flat. He didn't move from the doorway, just watched me walk to the kitchen.I filled the kettle, the rush of water the only sound. I could feel his gaze on my back."So that's it?" he finally said. "You're just not going to talk to me?"I set the kettle down on the stove with a thud and turned to face him. "What do you want me to say, Hae-Jae? You've made your
Anna POV The silence in the apartment was a physical presence, thick and heavy. I stood frozen in the kitchen, listening to the definitive click of Hae-Jae’s studio door. It was a sound I usually loved—the sound of him creating, of losing himself in the music that was as much a part of him as his breath. Now, it felt like a dismissal.The two full mugs of coffee sat on the counter, steam long vanished. I picked one up, the ceramic cold against my palm, and poured the contents down the sink. The dark liquid swirled, a bitter drain. I did the same with his.I had to move. I grabbed a cloth and started wiping down the already-clean counters, my movements sharp, jerky. The domestic peace of last night felt like a dream from a decade ago.After what felt like an eternity, but the clock insisted was only twenty minutes, I heard the studio door open. His footsteps were slow in the hall. He appeared in the kitchen doorway, his hands shoved deep in his pockets. He looked exhausted.“I’m sorry
Anna POV The soft glow of the phone screen seemed to burn in the darkness long after it faded. It's important. Those two words, so seemingly benign, were a masterclass in manipulation. They were a hook, expertly baited with ambiguity and urgency. I knew Hae-Jae would feel their pull the moment he saw them.He stirred beside me, a deep, sleepy murmur, and instinctively pulled me closer. His body was a furnace of sleep and spent passion, completely unaware of the fresh crack that had just appeared in our foundation. I lay rigid in his arms, my mind racing, tracing frantic, fearful paths. What could be so important? A real crisis? Or just the usual, engineered drama designed to reel him back in?Sleep was impossible. Every minute that ticked by on the glowing clock felt like a countdown. When the first grey light of dawn finally began to bleed through the blinds, I carefully, slowly, extracted myself from his embrace. He didn't stir, lost in a depth of sleep the text message would soon
Anna POV The name hung in the air between us, a specter at our feast. Sandra.The warm, cocooned intimacy of a moment before evaporated, leaving a sudden, brittle chill. Hae-Jae was still, his body rigid against mine. He wasn't looking at me; his gaze was fixed on the dark screen of his phone as if it might come to life again with a venomous bite.My own heart was a frantic drum against my ribs, so loud I was sure he must feel it. The cozy blanket felt suffocating. I slowly extricated myself from his side, the loss of his warmth immediate and profound."Did she leave a voicemail?" I asked, my voice carefully neutral. I didn't want to sound accusatory, or scared, though I was both.He shook his head, a short, tight movement. Finally, he looked at me, and the easy warmth in his eyes had been replaced by a guarded shadow. "No. Just the missed call."He placed the phone back on the coffee table, screen down, a deliberate gesture. But the damage was done. Sandra had reached into our livin
Anna POV The kitchen was warm, filled with the golden light of a dying afternoon. I leaned against the doorframe, watching Hae-Jae. His brow was furrowed in concentration, a small army of poorly julienned carrots on the cutting board before him."Admiring your handiwork?" I asked.He jumped, then shot me a look. "They're rustic.""I think the word you're looking for is 'victimized'." I pushed off the doorframe and walked over, my socked feet quiet on the tiles. I reached for the knife. "Here. Let the professional show you."He relinquished it with a sigh, his fingers brushing mine. A simple touch, but it sent a familiar, warm current up my arm. "They never look like this when you do it.""That's because I possess a mystical, ancient power called 'knife skills'." I took a fresh carrot and began, the steady thump-thump-thump a quiet rhythm in our kitchen. Our kitchen. The thought still sent a little thrill through me.He moved behind me, his chin hooking over my shoulder, his arms wrap