I felt a kind of discomfort in me as I gazed at him. Various thoughts raced through my head as I clenched my hands into a fist. My anger was eating deep into me and the very first thing I wanted to do was to strangle him to death for his past Actions but I couldn't do so. I had to be careful with this chance that was given to me all over again.
He walked into the school building with a brisk movement, his bag dangling from his hands. He walked in a way that would appeal to Anyone with his head held high. "The son of a bitch!" I clenched my hands into a fist and then banged it on the wall in front of me. I had been nothing but a fool to have trusted him as much as I did.
"The nerve he has to act all bosy and cool like nothing had ever happened or he didn't kill me. Gosh! I can barely stand any of them. They disgust me for real… geez!" Spittle gathered in my mouth and I had to throw it out. I Walked off to the restroom to do just that, holding a straight and unfriendly face. I turned the doorknob that led into the rest room and right there stood the same bastard who had killed me.
"Eii! Are you aware this isn't a male's restroom? This is for the female!" I snapped at him, clenching my hands into a fist. I was trying hard to control myself, my anger and all.
"And how does it affect you if I decide to use a toilet meant for the ladies?" He muttered in response, glared at me for a split second and then dashed off at once, his head still held high. I was dumbfounded and couldn't bring myself to utter a word after him even though I had a zillion of them that were waiting to be offloaded. He slammed the door as he left and somehow, the sound of it echoed in my chest.
"Damn it regina! What did you just do? Just what? You should have shown him a bit of you? Is this how you plan to exact your revenge?" A voice snapped at me. I needed no one to tell me it was the receded part of me longing for justice that spoke.
"Come on! It came so suddenly and I wasn't preparing for a confrontation with him!" I said in my defense as I sat into the sink, rinsed my mouth and then glared at myself through the mirror.
"That's no excuse for the display of stupidity. That's not an excuse at all. Let's see how this goes by the way, you weakling!"
"Damn it! I'm not a weakling and you shouldn't call me one! Got it?"
"Then you have to fucking prove that you are not a weakling. You have to prove it and do the necessary thing."
The bell went off, signaling the commencement of classes. I cleared my throat, straightened myself and then went out of the restroom to my class that was just a few walks away. The class was full by the time I got there with everyone already seated. I walked up to my seat and then sat still and silent while waiting for the teacher to arrive. I played a bit on my phone but soon got bored. I reached for my bag and was about taking out my pods when the teacher Walked in with her heels heralding her arrival. I laughed because it was quite funny but my laughter didn't last all the while. Someone came in just a few seconds later with his hands clasped to his back. It was the same fool I met in the restroom, my evil boyfriend. The sight of him alone disgusted me.
"Good morning class!" She greeted with a wide grin laced to her brows. She looked really young whereas she was in her Forties already.
"Good morning ma'am!" The entire class chorused in one voice, forming a kind of melody to the ear.
"It's great to see you all in class and on time. It's nice because I have someone to introduce to you. He's a new student and he'll be in your class. He's Dean Parker and he's a really nice guy!" She mumbled and then paused a while to see our reaction. When she felt impressed by our reaction, she asked him to go sit. The moment she sat that, my heart skipped a bit. There were only two vacant seats. Our gaze locked and somehow, he grinned evilly at me. Something told me from the way he grinned that he would want to come to sit beside me and that was the last thing I ever wanted. I didn't even want to have him by myself for even a split second and that showed how disgusted by him. I looked to my left and just beside Jason was an empty sit. Nice ..
I flew to my feet with immediate alacrity, packed my load and moved to the vacant sit just beside Jason, taking everyone by surprise. I could see the disgust in his face but I dodn give a damn. I poked my lips at him and then turned my head towards Jason who was in shock as to why I came to sit by him. "Do you mind if I sit beside you?" The words trailed out of my mouth with a bright smile that revealed my sparkling dentures. His eyelids flickered uncontrollably like there weren't being controlled by an invincible switch.
*Yes… yes . You can sit beside me… I do not have a problem with it!" He finally said after taking him almost thirty seconds to speak. That was the first time I heard Jason stammer and it was shocking but not more shocking than the look on the faces of everyone in class and most especially the look of anger that adorned the face of the new student… yeahh, dean parker. I quite forgot his name. Much less important he was that I couldn't even remember his name. Lol. He was left with no choice than to sit on the other chair.
"Great! Now that you have all settled in, we may start the class!" She mumbled, turning her back to us as she began to write on the white board. I sighed, wondering when she was ever going to advance more than she was at the moment. Isn't she aware that the interactive board is being used by all and is what she should adopt. I stole a glance at Jason and was surprised to see him smiling. it was weird but not as weird as it would have been if I was to sit with Dean parker.
"Why do you have this bright smile? Is anything the problem?" I couldn't help but ask, though in low whispers as I couldn't afford to get caught by the teacher.
"Huh!" He stared at me, a bit confused. I could bet he did that on purpose, pretending like he didn't hear my question. Perhaps he was trying to process the right answer to give me and was only trying to buy time for himself. Well, I repeated myself as I scribbled the notes down. "Why do you have this bright smile?"
"Oh that! It's nothing much, just that I find it strange that you should come to sit beside me. I thought you hated me so much and couldn't stand the sight of me?" He muttered as he stopped writing. He fixed his gaze on me.
"Yeah… I do hate you but I still will choose sitting down with you than that good for nothing bastard."
"Excuse me!"
"Oh! Don't mind me. I still hate you though.. " I scoffed.
"Ouch! That hurts. It's nice having you beside me though…" He still had that grin..
"Yeahh.. let's concentrate so we don't get sent out. We have lot of time to chat…" I whispered, smiling back at him.
Somehow and only God knows what made me turn my head in Dean's direction. I was shocked to see he still had that frown on his face. "Gosh! Why is he so affected by my Actions? He should be extremely careful with me the next time… this is just the beginning." He raised his head and again, our eyes met. His was filled with anger for what I did to him and mine was filled with hate. It was so intense and unfriendly that somehow, the teacher noticed our stare and had to clear her throat. '"is that a kind of chemistry I'm noticing between Mr Dean and our beloved Regina?" She teased but I didn't find it funny.
"Definitely not. You're highly mistaken ma'am. I do not speak with those who don't know how to speak to someone or even differentiate a male gent from the female…" The entire class erupted in laughter and this time, Dean's face had turned extremely red. He was mad as fuck.
DEAN'S POVAs I laid in bed, various thoughts raced through my mind. I gazed at the ceiling with an indifferent look. My eyes continued to blink like they were controlled by some switch.It had been a really stressful day for me and every effort to relax had proved abortive. I felt a nagging headache. I rose to my feet in search of some drugs to help cool myself but there was none. There was only one solution and that was for me to go to bed. I was sure I'll be fine by the time I awake.I laid back on the bed and continued to gaze at the ceiling with the hope that I would be asleep in a few minutes but the sleep refused to come again. It was frustrating. Shutting my eyes tight did the magic for I was asleep in a jiffy. I woke up in another realm with my eyes flickering around. It was dark all over and nothing could be seen except the sharp ray of darkness that enveloped the entire place."Hello! Who's here?" Somebody save him!" I yelled in a loud voice that echoed through the place.
I was infuriated and mad as hell. I wanted nothing to do with him and I still couldn't understand why he was always coming to me over and over again. "Gosh! Can't he just stay away from me!'" I muttered under my breath but somehow, it was loud enough for him to hear. "Are you perhaps talking to me?" He queried, with his eyes fixed on me. My eyes drooled all over him for a while as I was trying to process whether he heard what I said or he didn't. The latter appeared to be the case and somehow, I felt a kind of reassurance. "No, I'm not. Why do you ask and by the way, why are you here? How did you know I am here?" I asked all at once with a look that told him and everyone else that I am not interested in whatever discussion he wanted to have with me. "It's nothing really. But I was hoping to speak to you for a brief while. Can I? I promise not to take your time!" He said to me with his hands clasped to his side like one waiting to be judged. I glared at him with a look that would
I was shocked and irritated as well and if I was to be sincere , I just couldn't hold it in. The nerve she had to ask such question of me after all the harm she had caused to me was quite appalling and placing that behind, she had no right to speak that way because I had never said I wanted to speak with her and neither had Jason. "What do you mean by what's going to happen to you? When we decided to come to the cafeteria to grab some lunch, were you asked to tag along?" I slammed at her with a friendly grimace adorning my face. I couldn't afford to show her how upset I was with her as I never wanted any of them to suspect anything. "Come on! You all shouldn't act this way. It's not fair. You can't leave me all by myself, can you?" She muttered with her lips pouted awkwardly. her hands were clasped together and she looked like she had just been seriously beaten. "Well, I wouldn't mind leaving you all by yourself. You aren't a baby, are you?" I said and burst into a long round of la
"Goodness! Why has he decided to come meet me at this time?" I wondered aloud but loud enough for only me to hear. I was pissed beyond imagination and couldn't hide it no matter how hard I tried to. "Hi Regina!" He greeted, waving right at me. I waved weakly back at him with a frown with the hope that he would understand what i was trying do but it seemed he was adamant at pissing me off at the slightest provocation. He moved towards me, giggling with excitement. "Hello! What do you want from me again?" I snapped at him. I made sure to show him just how much I was pissed at him for pestering me all the time. "Come on! I'm only trying to speak to you. Isn't that what you said that for me to become your friend, I have to Work towards it? That's just what I'm trying to do..:" he said with a wide grin that did nothing but infuriatie me the more. I rolled my eyes with disdain and then focused my head on the meal I was eating. It felt so good and somehow… "Yes, I did tell you that to
"Help! Someone help me!" I immediately yelled from the bathroom, hoping that someone would hear me but there was no one in sight and neither could anyone hear me. Watch room in the house was sound proofed so there was no way anyone would hear me except he comes close to the room and to worsen the situation was the fact that I was in the bathroom. I tightened my hand against the wall and managed to get myself out of the toilet. The moment I got out, I felt relieved at once. It was strange and weird with no explanation for it. "Oh my God! Thank goodness!" I sighed, clutching my neck lightly until I felt much better. I laid on my bed staring at the White washed ceiling and then suddenly, I smiled. I tried to kick it off my face but it just wouldn't get itself off. I remember Jason and how beautiful our conversation was all through that day. I was starting to get really comfortable with him which was something which never happened in my life perhaps the fact that I knew he was a nice man
Night came soon enough and with it came a kind of weird feeling within one. It's been a while since I last felt that way though. I continued to roll on the bed with my hands racing through my hair. The discomfort was eating through me and no matter how hard I tried to get it to stop, it just wouldn't stop. I was in a world of my own, a world completely different from the one that was inhabited by everyone.I was yet to understand one thing and that was, why the universe had to replace every single thing that happened in my life from a year ago. It was bizzare and kinda Strange to me but somehow, I felt it was a kind of warning to me or would I say guide. Yes! It was a kind of guide to prevent me from committing the same mistake that was commited by me in my previous life. "It's all nice and good as long as I get to exact my revenge on those who had killed me. The sight of them alone disgusted me and I wanted to strangle them right away but then I couldn't allow myself act in a rashy
I needed no one to tell me what his dreams were all about. It was all over him and it kinda made me sweaty. Geez! His dream was about how I was killed in my past life. Was the universe trying bro play some kind of weird game with me because none of it seemed to make any sense."Wow! That's a pretty sad dream. Thank goodness it's only a dream and nothing else…" I muttered, panting hard like I had just completed the marathon. I glared at him for a few seconds before I managed to speak up. He noticed the discomfort on my face and began to worry."Are you alright? You look so troubled!" He asked as he ran his hand through my head. "I'm alright. I was deep in thought. I'm fine.." I assured him, even though I wasn't. My voice was quaking uncontrollably. I couldn't help it."Yes, and that's not all as well. I heard someone say it's
After keeping mute for a few seconds, I decided that I couldn't take it. I would feel so miserable all through the project and that was the very last thing that I wanted. I didn't want anything to disrupt my thoughts."I'm sorry sir but can I request that my partner be changed?" I asked, startling even myself. My hands shook as I feared his response. I didn't know how he was going to reply. The entire class was as quiet as a graveyard and I could see the shock on their face as well. The math teacher glared at me like I was some strange being before he cleared his throat and finally spoke up."Are you sure you want your partner to be changed!" He queried without taking his gaze off me. It was kinda weird that he spoke to me in such a cool and calm voice. I had to pinch myself to be sure I wasn't hallucinating."Yes sir. I do want my partner changed. I do not feel so comfortable with the partner you assigned me to…" The moment I uttered those words, I moved my gaze in Dean's direction c