LOGINRowan I cross into the balcony with shaky tired steps. I could feel this gripping weakness in my legs, trying to send me to my knees but I pushed myself forward, holding onto the balcony rails, my body bent over. I let out a low growl, my eyes flashing red with anger. I hold onto my chest, feeling breathless from pain, from rejection… from the rage boiling under my skin.Jaylene! Jaylene! Jaylene!I grit my teeth, my throat constricting in pain. I think I’m going to burn alive. What the fuck can I do for you to accept me? For you to love me? For you to understand me and for you to give me your heart?What the fuck do you want?I am doing everything I can… everything I know!Why can’t you accept them?I am one step closer in securing your family company for you. I have your own company under control. I have your family lawyer under my control. I am going to get revenge for you.I am giving you my time, my attention, my love, my heart. Everything I have been giving you for the past
Jaylene He cups my face with his hands and pulls my face closer to his own, the tip of his nose rubbing against my own teasingly.In a few seconds, he is capturing my lips in a rough kiss, his fingers already tangling in my hair as he inhales sharply, kissing me even more desperately.I could taste him, his tongue, the taste of alcohol.He had been drinking, while I was suffering to not lose my mind. He was out drinking while I could barely walk on my own feet.He was out drinking after causing all of my pain, turning me into this, reducing my body, my mind to a mess he finds pleasure in.How could he be so heartless? So wicked?A few days ago, before that stupid heat occurred, he disappeared with his fiancée and ignored me for days.Now, he says he had to meet an important person. If I asked him who it was, he would not tell me. He will wave me off and change the topic. He is always acting as if nothing was wrong, as if everything was cherry and wine.“Stop, stop! Just stop alread
Jaylene I am quiet as I stare at how the foams and bubbles dries on the tip of my fingers and clings to my skin with an exhausted expression.Remi fills in the silence in the bathroom, humming softly to a song that sounds like a nursery rhymes as she washes my back slowly. “Omega, don’t you feel cold?” Remi’s voice is filled with concerns as she asks me, “You have been soaking yourself for over four hours now. I even changed the water three times. I have been scrubbing your skin, look, they are looking red now and…”“Remi,” I cut her short, my voice tired. Even though she was right, I was feeling cold and I was feeling little shivers corrupting my inside but I do not mind it. The coldness was numbing. It was icing on my thoughts. I did not want to think about the last three days. It was nothing but a hot blur. I wanted nothing… I was nothing… I was just on the bedsheet writhing under Rowan as he fucked me consistently. He plunged into my inside with no breaks, digging and attacki
RowanI am not surprised that we arrived at a no sign hotel a few minutes later.Cain knocks four times on a metal knock door and the door immediately squeaks open. He turned around and grabbed my wrist again and pulled me inside with him. I try to control my hearing senses as I step into the red lighted lobby with so many closed doors. But it doesn’t filter the heavy sound of different voices and moans. The heavy sound of sensual cries, screams and love making. The heavy sound of flesh pounding against each other.A loud crash of someone falling down resounds from the left side. The heavy breathing and the sexual thickness in the air is enough to switch off a normal human brain.But it didn’t affect me one bit, instead I took in the back of Cain’s head as he kept dragging me along.I think of so many different ways I want to continue playing with him and leave him with nothing.He suddenly pushed my back against the wall, closing the small space between us.He looks at me gently
Present Day Rowan Then, I couldn’t help but think of when I was going to meet Jaylene again but I was content and happy that I was able to protect him. So maybe, Cain still has his childhood memories intact but he couldn’t really recognize me or my face. And that is not going to stop me from achieving my goal tonight.“But I don’t think you are him,” Cain slightly rubs the rim of his whiskey glass, his muscle stiffening in terror at the thought that washes over him and eats him from the inside.I lean forward, pouring myself another glass of whiskey, copying Cain’s actions as I slowly rub my index finger over the rim of glass, my gaze settling on his face.I even let my gaze fall on his lips on purpose, feigning a lustful hunger that was not there. I needed to get him to open up more and spill every secret he has harboring inside of him.“Who do I remind you of? Don’t tell me you see your past lover in me? You know that will really hurt me and would strain our friendship.”Cain
10 Years Ago RowanI was 14 years of age.If I remember clearly, it was during summer. I had just returned from the Alpha’s Institute. We had a three weeks summer break so I had decided to return back home. Not because I wanted to see my father but because in three days from that day, it was an important day for me.It was going to be a complete one year since my mother passed away.I wanted to visit her, pay her some respect and buy her favorite chocolate cookies, her favourite honeycomb with that special sauce. I had an even better idea of the bouquet of flowers I wanted to buy for her. I was so excited and I couldn’t wait. I had returned home that day and everything had changed since. Firstly, I was too excited to be home, a place even though now it’s a bit empty, it still held the warmth of my mother. I had run inside the Moon Villa with fast steps, ignoring the guards who had deeply bowed and greeted me with loud cheers. “Young Alpha, welcome home!”I ran into the li
Jaylene I stir awake as a kiss is being pressed on my forehead. “Good morning, biscuits,” Rowan winks at me as he buttons up his white shirt. It looks like he came out of the shower, not long ago. It was also morning and streams of sunlight were already cascading into the spacious bedroom with
Jaylene “What are you going to do to me?” I peel the words from the back of my throat with every boldness left in me. I don’t want to say the wrong words and get him upset. He has not come here for a few nights and I couldn’t be happier. I do not understand why he would show up tonight with f
Rowan “I feel bad for the staff, the creative directors and the fans,” Charlotte expresses her worries and frustration over her work. This was a photo shoot for San Zero annual rising star magazine. This was a good deal for her career and sadly her activity has been halted by the company. I’m sit
Jaylene My mind is blank. I only stare at the view outside this window. I put my weight on my elbow and pull my body forward. I crawl on my stomach, dragging my torso across the shining tile until I’m close to the window to get a closer view of the world outside this place. I blink away the t







