تسجيل الدخولJaylene ##I was staggering forward, my steps uneven, slow and overly deliberate. The polished concrete floor was tilting under my gaze as I walked.The next thing, I was grabbing onto the door handle of my car. In the next second, I was falling on my knees as I threw up, the bile tasting like alcohol and acid in my throat.My stomach flips painfully, causing me to retch up even more. Even my body spasms violently but I force myself inside the car as I drive out, speeding, everything passing in a blur until a truck is crashing into me and then silence, darkness, and then a sharp voice, with a painfully concerned tone calls out to me.“Jaylene, Jaylene, Jaylene, stay with me.” ##A loud thunder grumbled angrily across the sky as I jerk awake, gasping for air as my heart drummed loudly against my ribs. The same dream again, but this time I’m aware that I was drunk on the day of my accident. I was grieving , I was in agony and hopeless.I could not help but wonder what went wrong w
RowanI’m currently at MoonLight Throb, a popular nightclub located in the central city of San Zero. I'm seated in the VIP section, my legs spread, my fingers tapping away calculatively on the armrest of the red-velvet tuxedo sofa. My expression is unreadable, maybe slightly rigid as I watch the male and female strippers marry the pole sexually, with earnest devotion.Their sweaty lithe bodies sways around the pole, embodying and dissolving into the rhythmic beats. It wasn’t just a minimal beat, it was one that lives inside the cavity of your chest. And they also sync with the frantic strobes of light, flashing, like a laser cutting through the fog. I wish the laser could also slice open the dark fog hovering over my chest, before I suffocate for good. “What’s with the look on your face, hmm? Not to your peculiar taste?” Maverick shoves me with his elbow.“Fuck off man,” I sit back, loosening the tie around my neck.“Why did I bother to ask? A simp like you should not be asked suc
Jaylene The following morning, I did not need Remi to drag me out of bed. I was already standing in front of the mirror, observing my reflection as I struggled for the life of me to knot the long maroon tie around my neck. I could not do it, I could not tie a tie correctly. A mere trying to move my fingers around the satin material causes a flood to my brain.I quickly dump the idea of using a tie and button up the shirt to my neck instead, when Remi knocks and opens the door to the bedroom.“Uhh, you are already ready?” She takes me in with excited eyes.“Hmm,” I acknowledge her with a nod, drawing in a deep breath as I catch my own reflection in the mirror again, trying to feel something, remember anything.But I feel nothing, just a simple observation of how the expensive white shirt fits my body perfectly. Even the black pants are tailored for my size, the shoes made for me as well.It was clear that Rowan knows the sizes of everything I wear. “You look the same,” Remi looks at
Jaylene I sit back on my heels, my hands falling limp to my side as I watch Rowan walk out of the door. His steps unwavering and steady as he leaves the threshold of our bedroom, taking all the warmth in the air with him. A heavy sigh of relief I did not know I was holding escapes me sharply, causing me to cry out brokenly. But I immediately cover my palm over my mouth to stifle my cries, controlling myself not to cry too much. It will change nothing!Rowan’s heart was dark and evil. There was no excuse.He was not my savior.The man is my doom.He should have just allowed me to die in that accident.What is the point of living like a slave dog at his feet?“Omega?” Remi hung by the doorway, her expression filled with pity. She hurried towards me, “Here, take your pills please.”I don't take it, I stare at the empty doorway thoughtlessly, tears rolling down my temple. “Omega, now that you have had your first heat, your womb is very fertile. You need to take your birth control pil
Rowan I cross into the balcony with shaky tired steps. I could feel this gripping weakness in my legs, trying to send me to my knees but I pushed myself forward, holding onto the balcony rails, my body bent over. I let out a low growl, my eyes flashing red with anger. I hold onto my chest, feeling breathless from pain, from rejection… from the rage boiling under my skin.Jaylene! Jaylene! Jaylene!I grit my teeth, my throat constricting in pain. I think I’m going to burn alive. What the fuck can I do for you to accept me? For you to love me? For you to understand me and for you to give me your heart?What the fuck do you want?I am doing everything I can… everything I know!Why can’t you accept them?I am one step closer in securing your family company for you. I have your own company under control. I have your family lawyer under my control. I am going to get revenge for you.I am giving you my time, my attention, my love, my heart. Everything I have been giving you for the past
Jaylene He cups my face with his hands and pulls my face closer to his own, the tip of his nose rubbing against my own teasingly.In a few seconds, he is capturing my lips in a rough kiss, his fingers already tangling in my hair as he inhales sharply, kissing me even more desperately.I could taste him, his tongue, the taste of alcohol.He had been drinking, while I was suffering to not lose my mind. He was out drinking while I could barely walk on my own feet.He was out drinking after causing all of my pain, turning me into this, reducing my body, my mind to a mess he finds pleasure in.How could he be so heartless? So wicked?A few days ago, before that stupid heat occurred, he disappeared with his fiancée and ignored me for days.Now, he says he had to meet an important person. If I asked him who it was, he would not tell me. He will wave me off and change the topic. He is always acting as if nothing was wrong, as if everything was cherry and wine.“Stop, stop! Just stop alread
Jaylene “I’m sorry,” I don’t know if it’s the right thing to say. Or if my apologies would appease him in any way. I apologize sincerely, feeling scared. I don’t want to be left alone in this basement. I don’t want Rowan to be angry anymore. “Your apology means nothing to me!” The side of hi
Jaylene “Stay away from me,” I wailed at the shadows forming into a dark demonic army of creatures with red eyes and dangerous long fangs. I huddled in the corner of the cold basement, pressing my trembling body against the wall, trying to merge with the it to escape the attack of these wild mon
Jaylene The time had to be now. Immediately Rowan steps out of the bedroom, I stare at the R.H customized biro I had sneaked out of his breast pocket. This is the only weapon I have. I have taken my time analyzing this place and everything I have learned from Remi. I do not know how many floo
Rowan He is surprised to see that I’m not angry at his words. He looks at me as if my apology is the most shocking thing he has ever heard. “Alan will not return to the Penthouse, be rest assured, hmm? And I will buy you a new pot for your flowers, don’t be mad anymore.” “That will not solve t







