ログインThe sound of my alarm jolts me from sleep. That darn By the Seaside tune will forever burden my hopes for eternal, uninterrupted rest.
I sit upright in bed, eyes still closed, letting muscle memory pat around for my phone until I finally hit snooze. Five more minutes wouldn’t hurt. I plonk back down and hug my pillow—
“Ahhhh!” I shriek.
I’ve accidentally brushed the back of my hand against Vance’s hair and mistaken it for a giant hairy spider.
The uncomfortable shiver slowly fades as I climb out of bed.
I don’t know how or why I forgot I had a husband. That fright truly sent a chill down my spine.
Well, I’m fully awake now. No point trying to sneak in that last snooze.
I sloppily grab my phone and make my way to the bathroom.
I play an audiobook by Robert Greene while brushing my teeth and washing up. His calm voice fills the room while I try to shake off the strange unease clinging to me this morning.
After slipping into my activewear, I lean down and give my husband a light kiss on the forehead—hopefully I didn’t wake him—then grab my phone and head out to the gym.
The dash in my car reads 7:03 AM.
“Great,” I groan sarcastically. “Just in time for NYC’s rush hour.”
An hour later—after enduring endless honking, drivers cutting me off, and pedestrians risking their lives crossing the street—I finally pull into the parking area outside my gym in SoHo.
I always feel amazing after Pilates.
Afterwards I usually treat myself to an everything shower, especially since I spend most of my day holed up in my study working.
Let’s just say I thrive in chaos.
As I stand beneath the hot shower, letting the steam melt away the tension in my shoulders, my mind keeps repeating one word.
Study.
Study.
Study.
The word echoes louder each time, almost like a warning.
A strange discomfort crawls over me.
I rub my temples, trying to recall my dream. I must have had a nightmare about it.
Come to think of it… I’m having trouble remembering what I did yesterday.
A flicker of panic rises in my chest.
That’s weird.
I quickly finish rinsing off and wrap a towel around myself before stepping out of the shower—
Only to collide with a solid chest.
I look up.
A man.
Tall. Easily over six feet. Broad shoulders under a perfectly fitted navy suit. Dark hair swept back like he’d just run a hand through it, and those intense amber eyes watching me with obvious amusement.
Unfortunately… he’s annoyingly attractive.
I gasp.
“You pervert! Get out! This is the women’s changing room!” I accuse.
The man freezes, staring directly into my eyes.
“Oh no, no, no,” he says calmly. “You don’t get to play the victim here. If you look around, this is clearly the men’s changing room. I think I should be the one calling security.”
I quickly glance around.
Oh.
Oh no.
He’s right.
My face burns bright red.
“I… sincerely apologize,” I mumble awkwardly. “Turns out I’m the pervert.”
I offer him a guilty smile before slowly retreating out of the room.
I practically sprint to the parking lot, clutching my towel.
The only thing I managed to grab before fleeing was my phone.
Everything else—my bag, my keys, my dignity—is still sitting somewhere inside the men’s changing room.
Fantastic.
I storm across the parking lot toward my Genesis GV60. The sleek SUV recognizes me the moment I approach.
A soft chime sounds as the door unlocks.
Thank God for biometric entry.
I collapse into the driver’s seat, gripping the steering wheel while I try to mentally recover from the most humiliating ten minutes of my life.
Then it hits me.
My keys.
My bag.
Still inside.
I drop my forehead against the steering wheel.
“Of course they are,” I groan.
Honk.
The horn blares loudly beneath my head and I jump in surprise.
Perfect. Now I look insane too.
I’m still trying to gather the courage to go back inside when—
tap tap tap
I jolt again.
Slowly, I turn my head.
The same man stands beside my window, wearing a smug grin.
I roll the window down.
“Hi,” he says casually. “You left your belongings behind. I figured it would be best to return them before any further… misunderstandings.”
“Ah,” I reply dryly. “My knight in shining armor. Or should I say my knight in a navy suit.”
Now that I’m actually looking at him…
Wow.
He cleaned up well.
His suit fits perfectly, and those intense amber eyes are staring at me like he’s studying something interesting.
For a brief moment, something strange stirs in my chest.
Not attraction.
Not irritation.
Something else.
Something unsettling.
Like I’ve seen those eyes before.
I shake the thought away.
“Uhhh… could you stop looking at me like that?” I mutter. “And seriously—thank you.”
“How am I looking at you?” he chuckles. “I’m just waiting for you to grab your belongings.”
Fantastic.
Another incorrect assumption.
I’m really on a roll today.
Flustered, I reach out—and he suddenly shoves my bag through the window.
Smack.
My purse hits me directly in the face.
“Ow!” I shriek, clutching my nose.
The world spins slightly.
Probably from the constant waves of embarrassment hitting me today.
The man quickly opens my car door.
“Oh gods, I’m so sorry, ma’am,” he says apologetically. “I’m never this clumsy. It’s been a strange day.”
I glare at him.
“Did you just call me ma’am?” I growl.
And right on cue—
My towel splits open.
Everything is exposed.
I slam the door shut and shove him away before reversing my car in panic, nearly hitting him.
“Look, I’m sorry sir,” I yell through the window. “As you’ve clearly witnessed, I’ve had an odd day too!”
“Can I at least get your name?” he calls after me.
“What the hell? No!” I shout back.
“Well,” he yells with a grin, “you clearly don’t like being called ma’am.”
I don’t respond.
I’m furious.
Mortified.
And deeply confused about how today spiraled so quickly out of control.
As I drive away, I hear him shout one last thing.
“Enjoy the rest of your evening, Pervert Tomato!”
I flip him off through the window before channeling my inner Dom Toretto and speeding away.
In the rearview mirror, I catch one last glimpse of him standing there.
Watching my car disappear like he’s trying to solve a puzzle.
The front door clicks shut behind me at exactly 7:00 AM.The penthouse is quiet.Too quiet.For a brief moment, I just stand there, keys still in my hand, taking it in. The familiar space feels… different. Not because anything has changed — but because I have.I’m not the same woman who left here at 3:16 AM.I move further inside, slipping my heels off by the door, my body still heavy from exhaustion and whatever remnants of medication are lingering in my system. The faint scent of antiseptic clings to my skin, barely masking the metallic memory of blood.I barely make it three steps before I hear it—Footsteps.Fast.Rushed.Panicked.“Charlotte—”Vance appears from the hallway, his eyes wide, hair slightly dishevelled, shirt half-buttoned like he threw it on in a hurry. His gaze drops to me instantly, scanning, searching.Relief floods his face so quickly it almost looks convincing.Almost.“Oh my god, Charlotte—what happened?” he breathes, closing the distance between us. “There wa
The room falls into a silence that doesn’t belong.Not the kind people pay for — not the curated quiet of luxury penthouses and soundproof glass — but something heavier. Denser. Like the air itself has shifted.Like something irreversible has just been said.I don’t move.I just watch her.Charlotte.Scarlett.Lottie.Too many names for one woman.Too many versions of the same person standing right in front of me — and somehow, none of them feel wrong.This is my second life.The words don’t settle. They don’t make sense. They don’t fit into anything rational, and yet they echo in my head with an unsettling clarity.I should question it.I should dismantle it, pick it apart until it falls into something explainable.I don’t.Because I’ve seen it too.Not in words.Not like this.But in fragments. In moments that never made sense until now.Her body in my arms.Too still.Too cold.Her voice — faint, strained.Don’t take me there.I did anyway.My jaw tightens.I thought I was saving h
I wake earlier than usual, my body stirring before my mind can catch up. Something feels… off. Not wrong exactly — just unfamiliar, like I’ve been pulled from somewhere I wasn’t meant to leave.My sleep has been erratic lately — probably from yesterday’s nap after I fainted — but this feels different.I reach for my phone in the dark, my hand brushing against something warm.Wet.I freeze.A memory surfaces — faint but undeniable. Not quite a dream, not quite real. Just… there.This moment.This bed.This feeling.Pain.Blood.Doctors speaking in hushed tones about a miscarriage.Twins.My breath catches as the memory settles deeper. I don’t remember ever being pregnant, yet the knowledge sits heavy in my chest like it belongs to me. Multiple birth. High risk. Missed symptoms. Too busy to notice.Too late.Slowly, I turn on the light.The sheets are soaked in blood.My stomach drops — but I don’t scream. Don’t panic. Don’t cry.Because I already know.A quiet grief washes over me inst
“What on earth are you doing here?” Vance accuses.I almost laugh, because the ones who should be questioned are standing right in front of me. Instead, I smirk and test him.“Oh darling, I just met our friendly neighbour,” I say sweetly. “He’s a real charmer. My first impression was far from the gentleman he is.”They both freeze, and it’s almost too easy.“Are you two okay?” I tilt my head slightly, letting out a soft laugh. “It’s almost as if I’ve caught you both committing a crime.”Their laughter follows a beat too late, forced and hollow.“No, gal, nobody’s guilty here,” Anya says quickly. “We’ve just had an… eventful afternoon—” She cuts herself off abruptly, covering her mouth as if she can take the words back.I glance at Vance, catching the subtle tick of his jaw.“What did our neighbour say?” he asks, voice tight. “What did he tell you?”There it is. Panic.I chuckle lightly, easing the tension on purpose. If I’m going home with them, I need to play this carefully.“Well, h
I’m stumped.Completely, utterly stumped.Because I cannot understand why Azriel has my name scribbled through his diary.Not just written.Scratched in.The pen strokes are aggressive, pressed deep into the page like whatever he was feeling refused to stay contained.Frustration.Anger.Obsession.And that’s what unsettles me the most.Because there is no logical explanation for this.He didn’t have time to write it after I told him my name.Which means—My stomach twists.I need to get out.Now.I rush toward the door, grabbing the handle and twisting it frantically.Nothing.Again.Nothing.Five long, dreadful minutes pass before—Click.The lock releases.The door swings open.Relief floods me——and I slam straight into a solid chest.Of course.I don’t even need to look up.At this point, I’d recognise him anywhere. By scent. By presence. By the sheer inconvenience of him.“Going somewhere?” he taunts.I try to brush past him, but he’s quicker.His hand wraps around my wrist, pul
I instantly regret saying all of that out loud.Saying it makes it real.And I don’t know what’s more terrifying; that I’m wrong, or that I’m right.I force myself to look at my tormentor.He looks… stunned.He doesn’t laugh. Doesn’t argue. Doesn’t even interrupt.He just stares at me like I’ve completely lost my mind.Fair.The silence doesn’t last long.Thud.A muffled moan follows.Then another.My stomach twists.I let out a small, awkward laugh, trying to break the tension.“Wow, who needs porn when you get it live?”He doesn’t laugh.Doesn’t even smirk.Instead, his expression shifts into something between annoyance and confusion.“At this point,” he says flatly, gesturing upward, “I assumed you wouldn’t find it amusing, considering it’s coming from your penthouse.”The words hit instantly.And this time, I really listen.The sounds.The voices.My breath catches.I know that voice.I know both of them.My husband’s low groan — unmistakable.And Anya…Anyone within a ten-mile ra







