Pain!
That was the first thing I felt. A deep, aching pain that settled in my bones like they had been shattered all over and put back together in the wrong joints. My head was pounding, and my limbs weren't left out either because I felt heavy as if I had been submerged underwater. I tried to move, but my body wasn’t listening. ‘Was I dead?’ That was the only thought that quickly flashed through my mind in a split of a second. I remembered running through the cold wind as they sliced against my skin. I could remember like it happened just a few seconds ago, the sound of paws pounding the earth behind me and the sharp, tearing pain of claws sinking into the flesh at the corner of my neck. I should be dead. But then, why did I feel like I was waking up? Now, I traced my hands up slowly to the corner of my neck, to check the magnitude of the wound but I felt nothing—not even a single scratch or whatsoever. A soft murmur drifted through the haze, words just out of reach. My fingers twitched on my neck. The air smelled different—rich with pine and something heady, something unfamiliar from what I have always known. Slowly, my senses sharpened. I was lying on something soft. A Sheets? A bed? I questioned myself rhetorically. Then I began to hear voices, not far fetched from the spot I laid. “She’s been out for days. How is this possible?” “We don’t know. It shouldn’t be.” A beat of silence ensued and then a third voice followed, the voice was low and commanding at the same time. “I’ll handle it.” Something in that voice sent a shiver down my spine. Let's say, a warning—or possibly, a threat. I had no choice than to hysterically force my eyes open, blinking against the golden light filtering through sheer curtains. The room around me was elegant. It was covered in deep reds and dark wood, with the scent of burning cedar curling in the air. Where the hell was I? I shifted, trying to push myself up, and that was when I saw them. Three men standing near the doorway, their gazes locked onto me. One of them, tall with silver-streaked hair and piercing amber eyes, stiffened the moment our eyes met. Something flickered across his face, I wasn't sure if it was shock or maybe anger. No. It was something else, it was suspicion. I tried to speak, but my throat was raw. “Where…” My voice cracked and was weak at the same time. “Where am I?” I finally mustered a little courage to speak though I was still scared out of my wits. None of them answered at first. Then the silver-haired man stepped forward, I couldn't read the expression on his face as he made an attempt to speak. “You’re home,” he said. His voice. I knew that voice. The one from before. The one that had sent chills through me even in the darkness. I swallowed hard, my mind racing thrice to what it used to. Home? No. If I wasn't certain of anything, I was so sure that this wasn’t my home. I forced myself to sit up, ignoring the way my body had protested. That was when I saw that my hands were much smaller and more delicate than I remembered. My skin was smooth, paler than mine had ever been. I lifted one to my face, my fingers trembling as they brushed against unfamiliar features. Something was very, very wrong. A mirror. I needed a mirror, I wanted to see what was happening to me. I turned sharply, my breath quickening as I scanned the room. There—across from the bed, a gilded mirror stood against the wall. I swung my legs over the edge, nearly collapsing as a dizzy wave overtook me but strong hands gripped my arms before I could fall. I gasped at the touch. The silver-haired man was holding me up, his grip was really firm but he held me with caution. Up close, I could see the sharp angles of his face, the way his dark brows pulled together as if he was trying to solve a puzzle he didn’t like. “Easy,” he said, but there was no warmth in his voice. I jerked away from him, stumbling toward the mirror. The second I saw my reflection in the mirror, my stomach dropped. The woman staring back at me wasn’t me. Dark waves of hair cascaded over delicate shoulders, deep green eyes wide with horror. Her lips, full and slightly parted, trembled as she reached toward the glass. "No, this can't be!" I muttered. The woman staring back at me in the mirror was...she was.... "Raven Blackwell." I said rather too loudly. The name hit me like a sledgehammer. I had seen her in photos during my investigation. She had been a ghostly figure in the stories surrounding Kieran Wolfe—the mysterious mate of the feared Alpha, dead only days ago in a rogue attack. And yet, here she was. Here I was, in her body. But how was this possible, this ought to be a dream of some sort. My breathing suddenly turned shallow and, my pulse thundering in my ears. This wasn’t possible. It couldn’t be, I had been human and I remembered being murdered, I was supposed to be dead and not here. And now… now I was her?! “Raven?” The man’s voice cut through my panic. I turned slowly, dread curling in my stomach. He was watching me closely, his jaw tight. I knew who he was now, it was Kieran Wolfe standing in front of me. My pulse raced. The Alpha of the pack. The man who had ruled over this secret world with an iron fist. And now, the man who was supposed to be my mate. Hell No! But I could only wish there was a way out of this. Except I wasn’t Raven. I didn’t know how or why this was happening, but one thing was clear—I was trapped in a life that wasn’t mine. And if anyone realized the truth… I wouldn’t survive it.Selene’s POVLetha nudged my elbow and whispered not loud enough for the next person to even hear her. “You look so excited tonight, my luna”“You can say that again Letha, thanks.” I replied, sipping my wine. I made sure that she sat next to me at the other side while Alpha Kieran sat at the other side.She grinned. “I mean it. You actually seem so relaxed and I love that.”I haven't experienced such heartfelt movements in Silvercrest Pack ever since I got here. I had thought the feast was not going to go down well with me but here I was having a lot of fun already even when they seem not to have gone half way to the event of the night.It was nightfall and the courtyard looked like something out of a dream—warm lanterns floated overhead, shining like fireflies, and long wooden tables stretched from one end of the grounds today the other, weighed down with roasted meat, fresh bread, berries glistening with syrup, and sweet wine poured into cups. The kind of moment that made you forge
Selene’s POV“I learnt that you were looking out for me. I hope there is no problem, my Luna.”Letha asked the moment she got into my chamber and I had asked her to bolt the door right behind her.My fingers clenched at the edges of my clothes. What was she even thinking? Why wouldn't there be a problem in the first place? How could she stroll in, her tone casual, like I hadn’t been losing sleep or like my chest wasn’t about to cave in from how hard my heart kept pounding.“You should have known better,” I muttered, my voice sharp with the frustration I had been bottling up, “that I have been here alone, scared out of my life. And at least, you are the only one I can trust enough to relate to what is bothering me.”Letha’s face softened as she walked toward me. “I fully understand, my Luna, but you know that there is a way I will get close to you and everything would seem too suspicious. Besides, yesterday and the day before were my off days. We do it here—two days off, two days on.”
Alpha Kieran’s POV“My Alpha, I hope you are aware that our Luna got to know about the secret dead bodies?”Lucian’s words cut through the four corners of my chamber the moment he made himself comfortable in one of the seats. I wasn't taken unawares of the question though. I had been expecting this conversation from him.“Yes, Beta Lucian. In fact, that was why I called you,” I said, with my tone heavy and jaw clenched. “I want to hear your thoughts. What do you think should be done?”Lucian leaned forward slightly and his brows furrowed, more like a twitch of disapproval flashing across his face. “I only think that she deserves a good punishment. That place was off-limits to her, and she had no business being there. You warned her, Alpha and you were clear about it when you did.”I pinched the bridge of my nose, feeling the start of a headache inching behind my temples. “Sure, I did. But that was before everything went sideways. Before it seems like many things about her changed. You
Selene's POV“Ding Dong!”The sharp chime of the room bell sliced through the silence. At first I didn’t flinch, but my body registered the sound with the subtle tightening of my jaw. Then a voice followed, polite but firm.“My Luna, Alpha wants you to join in at the dining.”But I said nothing.Didn’t they already know? Didn’t he?I thought somehow Alpha Kieran had stated that I would come on my own, whenever I was ready. Why was he going against what I felt we agreed on already.I stayed still in the silence, staring up at the high ceiling with its delicate carvings, wishing it would collapse on top of me just so I wouldn’t have to deal with anyone. My fingers gripped the edge of the blanket curled around me.Fifteen minutes must have passed, though it felt like hours before another sound came.More of a bang or let's say a boom like someone was trying to knock the door off its hinges.My heart jumped and my breath caught at the same time.“Open the door now.”There was no mistaking
Selene's POVI didn’t speak at first because I honestly didn't know what to say.He shut the door gently behind him, then turned to face me with that cold and elegantly calm appearance he wore on his face.“I got back and I learnt that you’ve been keeping to yourself and that you locked yourself in here for like two days now,” he said.I didn’t answer. I just stared at him with my arms crossed tightly over my chest, as if that could keep me from shattering.He glanced around the room slowly, like he was taking in the damage, like the way the curtains were drawn so tight that it felt like the sun wasn’t allowed in here.I wouldn't know what his eyes caught or maybe what creeped through his mind and so out of nowhere, he asked abruptly. “You’ve not eaten in days too, right?” he murmured.Still, I said nothing.He took a step toward me and I took one back.“Selene,” he said softly.He had never called me in that manner before.And so, I froze at once.Something in his tone made my throat
Selene's POV After Letha had left the room two days ago, I paced the floor restlessly here and there. And to think I haven't left my room for two days now.But somehow, the knowledge that someone knew the truth should have felt like relief—but instead, it clawed at my insides like a ticking bomb.Tick. Tick. Tick.Each second stretched like hours and my thoughts wouldn’t stay still but rather they circled like vultures over a carcass which seemed to be my peace and sanity. The walls of the room might as well have been closing in on me, inch by inch, breath by breath.‘What if Letha was a trap?’‘What if Kieran had sent her?’Because at this stage trust was a big deal indeed. The thoughts came like sharp jabs, slicing into every bit of hope I tried to hold onto. I kept replaying her words and the weight of her voice when she whispered what she knew. But the look in her eyes when she said everything she said hadn’t been fake. That kind of grief couldn’t be faked, you know.Still, I cou