I wake feeling like crap again. And it has nothing to do with the workout I had last night. I have been feeling off for a couple of weeks now. I thought I had the flu but it just keeps coming and going. One day fine, next I feel like crap. And some seriously crazy dizzy spells. I'm not sure what to make of it. Lug Nut has been with me most days because of Viper's sudden overprotective streak. I know he has noticed something isn't right but so far he hasn't said anything. But he is watching me more closely than before.
I reach to get a cup of coffee but the smell makes me nauseous. I grab some ginger ale instead. The twins are in the living room watching cartoons. They are going to Anna's later because of a party my brother insists I have to go to. I would rather stay at home tonight and veg out on the couch. Viper says it is important. Something about a coup
Merigold" This is very impressive. Do you do the tattoos yourself?" Casper asks. " No, I don't. I just do the designs. Someone else will have to do the tattoo if you choose one of my designs." I tell him to turn back to face him. " I came here to see about some work for my helmet but I think I might be interested in a tattoo as well," Vice says. " Well, we can set up a time for us to sit down to discuss what you are looking for. And can draw you out a preliminary sketch to make sure we are on the same page before I do the fine details. I also just set up a space in the back bay at our auto shop to do detail work" I say.We set up to meet next week here at the clubhouse. " Now that our business is taken care of, how about a dance, little lady?" Casper asks. I look to Viper for his ok. Honestly, the last thing I want to do is dance with anyone. Viper puts his hands on my shoulders
RowdyI'm sitting at the bar with Axel when he taps me on the shoulder. I look where he is pointing. I see Merigold, Tank, and Lug Nut talking. Merigold looks upset. Tank looks pissed. Lug Nut looks worried and concerned. Something about it seems off. But what? It looks like Merigold shouts at Lug Nut judging by her body language. He ignores her and talks to Tank. Now Merigold is looking at Tank and it looks like she is on the verge of tears.It even looks like she is pleading with him. But why I wonder? What the hell is going on? Tank turns to Merigold and she sits down. She says something then hangs her head while Tank makes a phone call. Who is he calling? Everyone is here.I have an uneasy feeling. Something is wrong. Now that I think about it something has been off all night with Merigold. She wouldn&
Axel The next morning We are on our bikes getting ready to ride out. I look at my phone again. Still nothing from Merigold. My texts to her have gone unread. I look at Rowdy and he just shakes his head. I will try to call one more time this morning. Fucking voicemail. " Baby girl please just call one of us. Text. Anything. Let us explain. I miss you so much. When we get back we are going to make up for this misunderstanding. We are going to make it right by you." I put my phone on vibrate just in case she does try to call or text. I put it in the front pocket of my kutte so I'll feel it. Yea I told her I miss her. I do and she needs to know that. She needs to know we are going to fix this and get her back. Rowdy's phone goes off. He looks at it and shakes his head. It wasn't her. Fuck. We start our bikes and head out. Every stop we make
MerigoldI managed to make it through most of the week without too many issues. I still had a lot of nausea but not as much vomiting. I only fainted once. But I was still getting dizzy. I was tired all the time. I had no energy. I was able to eat little plain meals and a lot of toast and crackers.I'm at the clubhouse sipping water waiting for Casper and Vice. I have my portfolio ready and brought paper and pencils ready. But really I want to put my head down and take a nap. And I have only been up for two hours. Viper sits down beside me. He has been busy with club stuff and the business they own that I haven't seen him much lately.He throws his arm over my shoulder and pulls me close. " Hey, sis." I snuggle into his shoulder " Hi big brother." " What's this?" he asks, pointing to my portfolio. I slid it to him and gestur
MerigoldI wake up feeling worse than ever before. My nausea is horrible. All of my muscles hurt. I couldn't make it down the stairs without getting dizzy. I have to stop several times and hold on to the wall until it passes. And the worst of all I felt weak, just no energy. I managed to get some toast and ginger ale down and just sat on the couch and watched the twins play.I wish I had the energy to play with them. Lug Nut and Tank have taken up some of my slack with them but it isn't their job. It's mine, I'm momma. But don't think I'm not thankful for the help that they have given me because I am. I just wish I didn't need it. But I’m going to the doctor today so hopefully, we can figure out what's wrong. I’m hoping for some drawn out flu and not something serious. Like the cancer my dad had. I have stopped calling him Raider recently. It feels like I’m close
MerigoldI woke up with a splitting headache. I'm laying on a cold, dirty concrete floor. I try to sit up and whimper in pain. Small hands grab my arms. " Let me help you." a sweet soft voice says. I let her help me sit up. It is dark where we are. Just a sliver of light coming through a small window. " Where are we?" I ask. " I'm not sure?" she says. When my eyes finally adjust I can get a good look at the girl with me. She is young, can't be more than 18, 19 maybe. She has brown hair I think but I can’t be sure. It is hard to make out her features with the little light we have. But one thing I did notice is that her clothes are torn and she is dirty." What's your name, little bit? I'm Merigold" " I'm Lilly." she says. " How long have you been here Lilly?" " I'm not sure. A day, maybe a week. It all runs together," she says. " Do you know how long I have been here?"
RowdyWe finished our run ahead of schedule and are pulling up to the clubhouse gates. Brick got a call yesterday that said we needed to get our asses back as fast as possible. We were told nothing more. We kicked our bikes in gear racing back home. The gates are not only shut but locked. Immediately I know something is wrong. The gates are never shut. I can’t remember the last time they were locked. A prospect comes to the gate and opens it. " What's going on?" asks Brick. " Lockdown" the prospect answers. That’s it. No explanation. We all look at each other then head in. We park our bikes in front and go in.The energy in the clubhouse is off. I can't put my finger on it. I get it we are on lockdown but I feel like I walked into a funeral home. There is no music playing. I only see a few bunnies and they are sitting off to the side. Not entertaining any b
MerigoldLilly is huddled up close to me. It has been that way since I got here. I keep her close so these assholes can’t get to her. I promised I would protect her and I have. I will continue to do so until we are out of here. When someone would try to grab her I punch, kick, scratch, whatever I had to get their disgusting hands off her. I would get rewarded with a slap, kick, or a punch myself. As long as they don’t touch Lilly I’m good. I don't know how long I have been here. I don't even know what day it is. I know days have passed since I see the sun fade and rise out the window. But that is all I know. I haven’t figured a way out yet. They keep the door locked and the window is too small for either of us to fit through. But they made sure I wasn't bored, that's for sure. Someone would come, bind my hands behind my back so I couldn't get my hands on them. Then they would take me to the fat ass slob that runs this place. Wherever we are. I found out his name is Axe. When it should