Ratchet’s birthday party was a blast and we all had a good time. The best surprise was when Merigold brought Alaric and the rest of the Alabama crew in for it. Well, that is when Ratchet pulled me to the side and told me he was gay. I’m not bothered by the fact, he is my brother and I will love him no matter what. What bothered me was that he was scared to come out to me. I have always thought of myself as a very open and accepting person. Love is love no matter what form it is. Merigold has two husbands for crying out loud and that doesn’t bother me at all. Alaric and Mac are married and have been in a relationship since high school. It has never been a problem. So it baffled me that Ratchet was worried. That is until he explained to me that it was my problems that made him think that. Once I clarified my problems with myself have nothing to do with me accepting him. Then we were a
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Gretchen I haven’t seen Speed since Ratchet's birthday party and I can’t stand it. I have talked to Brick and I know he spent some time with her the day after. He told me they talked for a bit and he has an idea of what some of the problem with Speed is. She is convinced that she is broken. Brick says the way she talked about how it was wrong to want to be with either of us, it was like a programmed response. Like someone has brainwashed her or something. He thinks judging from the scars on her back, it is more like someone has beaten it into her. I almost broke down in tears when he told me that. I have spent all week coming up with ideas to break down what Brick and I are calling her programming. Brick says the biggest thing is that we can’t give up. We have to keep going after her with everything we have. Even when she pushes back. He said she tried with him the day they were together.
Speed I finally got my car fine-tuned just the way I like it. Thankfully I didn’t have much more interruptions from Gretchen and Brick. What the hell were they thinking showing up like that. I could barely think. I was tightening the same bolt for ten minutes hoping they would leave. But no, they just hung around. And when they found out I hadn't eaten in two days they came up and not only confronted me but wouldn’t leave until they made sure I ate. It wasn’t like I did it on purpose. I just forgot to eat. I didn’t even realize it had been two days. I had been so focused on getting the car ready and myself it just slipped my mind. At least they saved me from Merigold. The last time I forgot to eat she went ape shit on me and wouldn’t leave my side for two days. She even threatened to hand feed me to make sure I ate at least twice a day but she wanted me to eat at least four times. That wa
Gretchen When Brick came back from the track after watching Speed’s time trial he pulled me aside. I admit I was curious as to how it went but could find a good enough reason to go. I knew she had a lot of people there to get prepared for race day and I didn’t want to get in the way since I had nothing to contribute. So I worked around the clubhouse to keep myself busy and my mind occupied. So when Brick came back I was relieved wanting to know what happened. Brick pulled me into the playroom and sat me down. Brick paced for a minute before I couldn’t stand it anymore. “ Brick, will you stop and tell me what happened? Is Speed ok?’ Did something happen?” I know I was spouting questions rapidly but he was making me nervous. “ No Speed is fine. Hell, she is more than fine. You should have seen her. It was amazing and scary
Ratchet After talking with Gretchen last night I decided to take her advice and talk to Brick. I have eyes and I’m not stupid I know something is going on with the three of them. I just don’t know what. I respect Gretchen for only telling me her part in all this. She is right it isn’t her place to speak for Brick or Speed. I also know that my sister isn’t ready for me to know anything yet or she would have something already. I feel like she is battling with herself. I can see it with the way she tries to push Gretchen and Brick away. But I’m happy to see that Gretchen isn’t letting her do it. And when Gretchen asked how I felt about Brick and her pursuing Speed it felt good that she wanted my opinion and I got the feeling she was also looking for my acceptance about the situation. All I want is for my sister to be happy the way she deserves. I don’t care how or with whom it happens.
BrickAfter talking to Ratchet I knew I needed to know more. Ratchet didn’t have the answers I needed so I’m going to have to talk to Merigold. And I was going to have to take Gretchen with me since we were in this together. She should hear the story first hand instead of getting the half assed version from me. I also know it will take some convincing to get Merigold to tell us the story. Merigold is a good woman and she would feel like she is betraying her friend by telling us. And it can’t be done at the club. I have a feeling this is a story best told in private. But that will have to wait for another day. Before he left Ratchet told me about his date tonight. I’m excited for the boy but I want to check this guy out for myself so I’m going to be there when Ratchet’s date shows up.The guy is s
Ratchet I felt better after my talk with Brick. I didn’t get all the answers I wanted but between Gretchen and Brick, I have a pretty good idea about what is going on. Both Brick and Gretchen want a relationship with my sister. And they are working together to win Speed over. I’m not clear on how it works but I don’t need to. The thing that I was worried about was cleared up by talking to them. They have no intention of hurting my sister. Anything else is not my concern. They can figure it out amongst themselves. I leave Brick to meet up with Gretchen and Speed to go shopping and get me a haircut. After we got home it was already late when we got back to the house leaving me only an hour and a half to get ready. It sounds like a long time but when I have to put all my stuff away, take a shower, shave, and get dressed it really
Speed After Ratchet left on his date I didn’t know what to do with myself. Ratchet has been out before but the difference between then and now is that I knew all the people he would hang out with. I don’t know this Matt guy and it was a date not just hanging out. I’m nervous for Ratchet and thrilled at the same time. I didn’t realize I was pacing until Brick put his hand on my shoulder. “ Stop little girl. Ratchet will be fine. He has all our numbers if he needs anything. You saw his face. He was excited to go out with Matt.” Yes, I could see it in Ratchet’s face and something I didn’t want to see and that was lust. But I have to let him grow up.Gretchen got me to sit down in the recliner and asked “ Do you want us to call Lilly?” Why would they call Lilly? I
Gretchen I was woken up by a clicking noise. I opened my eyes and saw Ratchet standing in front of me with his phone in his hand. He must have taken a picture of us. I took a second to survey my surroundings and noticed I was on the couch in Speed’s living room. Her feet were laying across my lap. I looked over and saw Brick on the other end of the couch sleeping with Speed’s head in his lap. The last thing I remember is Speed laying down on us while we watched a movie. We must have fallen asleep waiting for Ratchet to get home. “ What time is it?” I ask Ratchet. He turned his phone around for me to see it was eight-thirty in the morning. I carefully slid out from under Speed, stood up, and placed her feet back on the couch. She wiggled a little more towards Brick but didn’t wake. I stretched myself out before grabb