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Locked up in Hexen Manor, I was supposed to be working instead of birdwatching. Still, when that cloud of sparrows burst out of the trees beyond the backyard, I couldn’t help my curiosity. Lately, the call of the forest had become irresistible.
With my binoculars hanging from a strap around my neck, I got up from the floor and opened the porch door. Immediately, I was hit by a potent coppery smell that made me nauseous, reminding me of meat and iron; it had to be blood. My feet took me across the yard and into the tree line without even realizing it. The deeper I went into the forest, the stronger the smell became, fusing into a mixture of sour fear stench and animal musk. One smell reminded me of dogs. The other was grassy, fresh… tantalizing.
The air suddenly sparked with vicious growls and bays of hungry predators. I pressed closer to the sound, navigating through the trees in my bare feet until bright sunlight glistened out of the leaves up ahead. Pushing through, I found myself teetering on the edge of a steep slope. In the valley below was the source of the smells—a herd of elk in disarray. Nine wild and savage wolves swarmed around them, their hunt obscured by the canopy.
I’d never been able to watch a hunt before.
A gnarled oak tree clung precariously to the ridge beside me. Desperate to see more, I climbed its splaying limbs, my feet scuffing the bark and knees scraping, snapping small twigs until I was high enough to get a clear view of the valley. Evening sun beat down on my back, the humidity wringing a bead of sweat from my hairline that trickled down my temple. I raised the binoculars to my face and watched the wolves—my packmates. At eighteen-years-old, I didn’t have my wolf yet, but for some reason… the sight of that bloody elk made my stomach coil excitedly.
In flawless synchronization, the wolves wove around one another, deftly avoiding snags in the undergrowth and clearing clumps of tall grass as they closed in on the injured elk. It wheeled and jogged in different directions, yet a wolf was there everywhere it turned. They had it surrounded, but the hunt was far from over.
Two shadows cut through the group with deadly intent, and my adoptive siblings were immediately recognizable: Catrina and Colt Hexen. I didn’t envy their black pelts in the summer heat, but it didn’t seem to affect them; they were focused on the elk, searching for an opening to attack. Colt, a year younger than Catrina and a year older than me, was more reserved than his audacious sister. While Catrina impatiently snapped at the elk’s haunch, he hung back and assessed the situation. The elk jerked away and kept moving, seeming to know that if it stood still for just a second too long, it would lose the battle. My blood sizzled with the craving to join my siblings.
As children of our pack’s Alpha, Colt and Catrina stood out from the other wolves, most of whom were shades of grey and cream. Yet there was another wolf with them that stood out even more. He was an Alpha, but not of our pack.
Three towns bordered the mountainous terrain of Gunnison National Forest in western Colorado: the small and quaint Grandbay, the enigmatic and rural Eastpeak, and the town I grew up in, industrious and sprawling Dalesbloom. The man that adopted me, David Hexen, was the Alpha of a pack of wolf shifters—werewolves, some call us—the largest pack of the three towns. The wolf hunting with my pack was the Alpha of Grandbay and nothing like the tranquil town he came from.
Robed in warm autumn colours, Gavin was striking shades of brown and bronze, brutally muscular, and nearly twice as big as most of my packmates. His fur bristled as he stalked alongside the elk, flashing his teeth at anyone who got too close to him, even Catrina. As her boyfriend and the future Alpha of Dalesbloom, I suspected he was here to help with the hunt. Alpha Gavin was known for being a fierce and cruel hunter, but watching him now, the aggression in his wolf looked almost like it was beyond his control. A lunge at the elk awarded him a death grip on its throat, forcing the elk to a trembling halt. Its front legs collapsed, but as the other wolves drew near to topple the elk, Gavin let go and turned his teeth onto them.
Alarm bells rang in my head. “What are you doing…?” I whispered.
I’d heard about how shifters without the mark of their fated mate could sometimes lose control of their beast, and Gavin wasn’t marked.
The Grandbay Alpha swung his head at the nearest wolf and bit down on their muzzle, eliciting a squeal from my packmate, then shook his head in violent rage. Blood darkened my packmate’s face. The others nipped Gavin’s flanks to stop him, but the chaos only escalated as Catrina jumped in on the fray. A vicious racket of growls and yelps broke out from the valley as the pack self-destructed, allowing the ruddy elk to climb to its feet and amble away. I stared on in shock. The hunt had gone terribly wrong, and I was the silent witness to it all up in my tree.
I’d seen Alpha Gavin before when he visited Hexen Manor. I knew from the way he treated Catrina that he was a callous brute, but it never hit me how truly savage he was until then. The sight sapped all the heat from my body and turned my skin into ice. Was this what I would be exposed to once I finally channeled my wolf? Was I even strong enough to handle that?
Some of the Dalesbloom wolves realized the skirmish cost them the hunt. They broke apart from Gavin and raced after the elk, led by Colt, and managed to prevent it from reaching the trees. I still had hope they could salvage the hunt until Gavin, incensed by Colt’s show of leadership, took off after Colt like a blazing arrow.
It would take a lot of work for me to truly become the leader that Gavin needed to be alongside him. I still had a lot to learn about both what it took to lead and make decisions for the pack, and myself. My entire life, I had been meek and shy, easily stepped on, and afraid of my own voice. I couldn’t defend myself, or I’d be cast into the spotlight and forced to justify why I challenged my superiors. I had been a toy for David without even knowing it, and a punching bag for Catrina, and an object of pity for Colt. The family I thought I knew never wanted me; they only sought ways to use me, and had I not mustered the courage to run away, I would still be suffering under their sick and cruel authority. I owed it to my wolf for giving me the determination to become free.“Are you still happy being Billie Jesper?” Gavin asked me in the evening.I hadn’t thought much about it. “Elizabeth is my real name,” I pondered out loud, “but I’m still Billie. Just not a Jesper.”“No. You’re a Stee
The subtle pain in my side from my healing wounds didn’t stop me from thrusting between her thighs, slowly and carefully eliminating the space between us until I felt her warmth consume me. She bit back nervous sounds, and neither of us felt it when I broke her hymen, and I glimpsed pale streaks of blood on the condom—but it didn’t stop me, and it didn’t seem to affect Billie. She all too quickly accepted the meter of my hips rocking against hers, pulling me in and pulsing around me. She was so tight it made me dizzy.When she started moaning for me, I thought I would die.Our fated bond came to fruition. This was how it was supposed to be between us. This was how we were meant to be. Every inch of our skin touching, her panting in my ear, her fingers on the back of my neck, her lips on mine. And when her body writhed at the crux of ecstasy, she pulled me along with her, uniting us in an overpowering climax that smothered all senses and left us burning.By the end of it, I was braced
I nodded. “There will always be a place for you here.”Muriel’s expression faltered, but it was only because she feared how her presence could endanger us. I knew she didn’t want to drag us into any more adversity than she already had. Her smile returned a moment later and she squeezed my hands. “Thank you.”We all stood up, preparing to go. Muriel would head back to the Mundy’s house for the next few days so that I could spend time with Billie. After a reassuring hug from the silver-haired unicorn, I stepped back and watched Billie bury her face in Muriel’s shoulder, embracing her with all the love for a mother that Billie never had. Muriel Vale had become more than a refugee to us. She was a source of comfort that we all needed, and she unified us, whether she had intended to or not.On the drive back to my apartment, we were silent. Billie had been tense all night, and I wondered if she would even speak to me after what I’d done to Catrina. I let her lead the way up the apartment v
As Dalesbloom and the Inkscales retreated, we were left in the heavy darkness of the storm, the yard stinking of blood, metal and bitter betrayal. There was no relief in seeing our enemies fall back. It had only unearthed in us a terrible foreboding of what would come next, and what had been revealed; what we now had to process fifteen years after it had been done.Everett trudged up to us, rain trickling off his arms and the damp coils of his beard. “We’ll take Muriel and protect her,” he said.“No,” grunted Gavin. “That wasn’t part of the arrangement.”“Gavin,” growled Everett.“You heard what David did. You saw what he’s done to us. The Mythguard has no reason to abstain from exterminating him now.”Everett stared firmly at Gavin, but it was clear neither man would be willing to back down, nor did they have the energy to continue arguing. Despite Eastpeak and the Mythguard’s assistance, Everett had only complied out of duty; there was no camaraderie in the wake of the battle. He tu
That wasn’t what concerned Colt. “But your mate bond with Mom,” he croaked.Even if he and Rebecca were separated, David should still be at his highest potential now without the need for a Lycan form. He should be at his strongest—but from what we had all seen during the battle, it was clear that David wasn’t as strong or fast or in control of himself as he should have been, despite being marked by his fated mate. He’d been lacking power all this time.“I have no mate anymore,” he growled. David’s eyes slid to me, threatening me to stay silent about what happened earlier, and with the gravity of a fact he had not shared. “Rebecca is dead.”All of us held our breaths, though the news burdened our lungs and made our tongues feel heavy. It seemed the only one who already knew this was Lothair, who slowly took his hands off David and let the maddened man support himself, accepting our judgment. Accepting what this would create of him to tell us the truth about his wife, whose fate had at
We ran together through the carnage. Thunder rippled above us as the rain fell harder, stinging my eyes and impeding my footfalls on the slickened ground. All around us, wolves from Grandbay and Eastpeak clashed with wolves from Dalesbloom and the insidious Inkscale dragons. Catrina tore into my packmate Philip. Oslo was locked in battle with David. Aislin and Niko savaged Lothair, and even Everett had joined the fray, holding two dragons at bay alongside three Mythguard humans.The moment I reached the lawn of the pack house, I collapsed, panting as pain seized my body. Billie slid off of me and cried into my neck. “Please be okay,” she spoke, clutching my pelt.Muriel appeared beside us. “You have to get to safety,” she urged Billie.I growled out the same sentiment to her.Billie looked up, eyes glistening. “Can you help him?”“Yes. I’ll try,” she said. But when I felt her palm on my flank, she recoiled, the sticky texture of my blood too poisonous for her. Muriel clenched her jaw







