Milli walked behind another nurse into the west wing of the hospital and walked down one flight of stairs in silence.
“Do you know how you would like her remains handled?” The nurse asked kindly, interrupting her memories.
Her name badge said, Stacy. Milli drew in a deep breath, trying to fill the emptiness with air as they stood outside the door. She knew her sister was on the other side, just as her parents had been, just as Roxie and Duran had been. Her soul rebelled against what her mind knew was true. She was alone again... except for Baby Emily.
Milli forced the words out. “Our parents’ ashes are at Our Lady of Angels. They can call them to... to... get... her...” Milli’s sobs shook her.
“Oh honey, is there any other family we can call to be with you?” Stacy offered.
Milli shook her head violently, “I was adopted, and we only have an old widowed aunt in Colorado and some cousins in Alaska.”
“Do you want me to stay with you?” The
“I’m so sorry… I… I forgot to eat.” Milli profusely apologized after she fainted in the NICU nursery. “Mrs. Rowling, you need to be more careful. Your blood sugar was dangerously low.” A doctor had scolded her for not eating because of her morning sickness. He was concerned, “Your baby’s heart sounds fine, and like it isn’t under any stress. Are you certain you don’t remember when your baby last moved?” “Maybe yesterday,” Milli wasn’t sure if it moved or if she had gas from binging on enchiladas, tacos al carbon, and refried beans with Marni. He left after ordering her to eat small meals every four hours and see her obstetrician as soon as she could for a complete workup. “Men don’t understand morning sickness or cravings, or the actual effect stress has on a pregnant body, mind and baby.” The nurses assured her as they rolled their eyes at the doctor, then offered Milli every sort of treat they could find. However, the nurses didn’t want her to drive herself
On the Sunday before Marni’s funeral, which was to be held the following Tuesday, Jean was flying back to Dallas to face Edgar’s mother and file the divorce papers. She would get them through the court before quitting so the divorce couldn’t be stopped. The Rowlings were evil enough to have a judge under Colleen’s claws that would approve the papers the same day. “Good luck, Milli. Take care of those little angels.” Jean hugged her. “In a few years, you can go back to doing your cake contests. If I’m still around, I promise I’ll watch the Foodie Network for you. But if you ever run across the Rowlings, just lie and tell them Emily and Jr are not their kids. They can’t make you give them a DNA sample without a court order, and a judge will need more than hearsay to order it. Show the judge those pictures of bachelor number two we doctored the dates on. The pictures of Edgar in compromising positions should be enough to discourage them from bothering you, especially if you thr
The week of Thanksgiving, Dallas Tx, six months after leaving Vegas… Heith scowled at his phone for the hundredth time this week. Tomorrow was Thanksgiving. Marni hadn’t texted or called him since Halloween, and neither had Milli, he wondered what had changed. Marni had been pleading and needy the few times they actually spoke, proclaiming that she loved him, and begging him to come home, while he demanded she move to Texas with him.Milli had pleaded for their husbands to return and he had agreed reluctantly, then asked his cousin’s secretary to book tickets for Labor Day weekend. But his bruised ego couldn’t let go of the fact that Marni and Edgar had an affair and he changed his mind. Marni admitted the affair the night they learned his grandfather died, and her heated, hateful words still burned in Heith’s mind. Edgar had shrugged off his part in the affair and his own infidelity after the funeral, sam
Friday morning after Thanksgiving, Vegas Heith and Edgar stared blankly at the “For Rent” sign in front of Marni and Milli’s house. Looking through the windows, the house was completely empty. Several neighbors were giving them very hostile looks and a police car stopped to tell them to move along or they would be arrested for trespassing. They went to the school address Heith had from Marni’s location app and asked about Marni Haywood-Rowling. The lone security guard at the gate glared at them when they gave their names. Then he threatened to call the police and have them removed for trespassing. At the Famous Vegas Cakery, no one would tell them anything about Milli or which bakery she now worked for. Desperate, they went to The Velvet Rope as a last resort, hoping that some of Marni’s friends still worked there. The evening crowd was just arriving. It was getting dark, but Edgar did not miss the hostile looks they were getting from the bouncer as th
As they walked back into their hotel, Edgar read through the TRO paperwork. His hands shook. “We’re screwed, Heith. If we go within five-hundred feet of Milli or attempt to contact her in any way, we will be arrested and charged with felony stalking, regardless of wether she agrees to press charges or not.” “What about Marni?” Heith demanded, trying not to touch his broken nose. Edgar flipped several pages as the elevator descended. He looked at Heith, confused, “It doesn’t say anything about Marni.” The hall outside their room smelled like sewage or garbage or both. Opening the door, the smell that wafted out of the room hit them both like a slap in the face and they gagged. Edgar vomited in the hall as Heith slammed the door shut, swearing colorfully. Heith was glad his nose was packed with gauze, as he left Edgar puking, and stormed back upstairs to the front desk. The girl at the front desk blinked at him with an expressionless face, then sent the bellhop
Saturday after Thanksgiving, Durango, Colorado... Milli and Camille were eating pretzels as they walked through the mall behind Willow and Gracie. The girls were taking turns pushing Emily’s stroller and sipping frappes. The 12-year-olds squealed happily and pushed the stroller into a store filled with plushies and candy. In moments, they were hovering over Emily who just yawned as they waved colorful stuffed toys at her. “She looked at this one.” “No, she didn’t, she looked at mine.” “She likes the red and orange one.” “No. The blue and light blue.” “She likes the firefish, Gracie!” “She likes the dolphin, Willow.” They were getting louder and louder, and Emily had scrunched up her face. “Girls! Babies at that age don’t see colors well, it’s about contrasting colors, find something black and white,” Camille scolded. Shaking her head as they stalked off mumbling about penguins an
Milli sat in her car, snowflakes swirled against the glass as she waited for the light to turn green. She watched them dancing, carefree like the fireflies of the summer, and couldn’t stop the tears from running down her cheeks. The only reason her hands weren’t shaking because she was gripping the steering wheel so tightly it turned her knuckles white. She was trying to keep it together until she got home from her obstetrician appointment. The doctor had come all the way back on a Monday to see another high-risk patient and to give Milli some devastating news rather than wait for her appointment on Thursday. * * * Last Thursday... The nurse took all her vitals and had her put a half-gown over her breasts and baby bump. A cart with a portable ultrasound was wheeled in. The obstetrician, an older man with thinning hair and jovial voice, asked Milli a myriad of questions, then if she had any concerns before th
Elizabeth struggled to rise so Lloyd helped her as Milli carried a crying Emily and the carrier toward them. “The doctor said we will know next Thursday if Emily got it from Edgar too. The genetic testing takes three days.” The doctor had followed Milli out, “Ms. Haywood, we really need to talk about your procedure.” “Dr. Barrows, I’m not having an abortion! I’m Catholic!” Milli snarled at him. “But you could die if you get sepsis, he isn’t really alive.” The doctor argued. “You have to consider your health for Emily’s sake. You don’t need to worry; she won’t have this.” Milli snarled at the doctor's suggestion, “You get Emily’s DNA sorted, and then I’ll worry about myself. I will see you Thursday. I’m ready to go.” Milli huffed at Lloyd and Elizabeth. “Fine, Ms. Haywood but if you have any cramping at all, fever, nausea, feeling faint, you call 9-1-1 and come straight in.” The doctor looked seriously at Lloyd and Elizabeth. “Keep an eye on he