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152: First Loves Aren't Forever

Author: Marywan
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E L L E

I could never see him the same way again, I could never love him anymore. He was the one who broke me and he thinks a simple realization of the lies told about me would make me jump back into his arms.

It's laughable.

Sebastian has a lot to learn about me, and how he could never hurt me again.

The moment I was free from his hold, I never looked back.

And it's a choice I don't regret.

The hatred I had for him faded away the moment I fell in love with someone else. I didn't even understand it. How did the thought of Mikhail's eyes, his lips, his hands, his words, his smile, replace every single thought about Sebastian?

The hate.

The pain.

The fear.

It all disappeared when I thought about Mikhail, and everything he'd done for me.

And everything he will continue to do for me.

Sebastian had lost his hold on me and the only thing left for him was an empty void.

And he will keep searching, but he will never be able to fill the hole left in me by Mikhail.

My phone rang, breaking my tra
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