Novels by Mary Swan

E M O R YIt's been three months of peace and quiet. Well, that's what they thought. Three months of making everyone think that their problems are over, three months of hiding in the shadows, three months of making them think I have finally gone and disappeared.But, the truth is, I haven't.On those three months a lot has happened, Elle gave birth to her daughter, Sebastian and Laura's relationship was blossoming, and I have to keep pretending to my obsessive boyfriend that I have no plans up my sleeve.It was the hardest, trying to stop myself from not hurting each and every one of them. From not killing them and putting an end to their miserable existence. But, I knew, it wasn't time yet.I was planning.For three months, I have been planning.And, soon enough, they'll know.They'll know that no one messes with me, and gets away with it.I have been watching from a distance, trying to figure out the best way to get what I want, trying to come up with a plan that would bring them do

E L L EIt was finally weekend, and my mom had come to take Elena just like she had promised. It felt weird to have the house so quiet, without constantly worrying about my baby's cries or changing her diapers or feeding her.I felt slightly guilty for feeling relieved that we finally had the house all to ourselves. But, I was sure I wasn't the only parent who felt the same."What are you doing?" Mikhail asked, stepping into the kitchen, wearing a white t-shirt and black jeans. His hair was still damp from the shower, and his skin was glowing. He looked so damn good, it was criminal.My mouth watered st the sight of him, and h felt like a teenager with hormonal rage. I haven't had a taste of his skin in so long, I haven't felt him inside me for weeks.I was horny and in need of a good fuck."I'm making dinner.""Elle, I could've ordered something. You don't have to cook.""I know. I want to, though.""Alright."He wrapped his arms around me, and pressed a soft kiss to the side of my ne

E L L E"So, how's the wedding preparation going?" My mom asked, smiling at me from across the couch.She came to see Alina and I today, and I didn't realize just how much I'd missed seeing her. Motherhood had almost made me forget that I was also someone's baby, once."It's going well. It's so crazy that we are finally getting married again. This time, I'm sure. I'm not scared of it ending badly like my last one. Mom, he makes me happy. He loves Alina, and he treats us like a princess. He's the man I always wanted and dreamed about. I'm so excited to finally have my fairytale.""Good. That's all a mother wants for her child. Happiness. I'm glad he treats you right. And he loves you unconditionally. This is all I've ever prayed for, Elle. For you to finally get your happy ending, and the man of your dreams. It was so hard watching you lose yourself after your divorce. I saw behind all the smiles and fake happiness. You weren't happy, but you were strong. Always were, and still are.""

L A U R AI finished my last session, and said goodbye to everyone. It was a good day, and I was exhausted."Hey, baby. How was your first day back?" Sebastian asked, kissing me, and wrapping his arms around me."It was good. Really good.""Yeah? Tell me more.""Well, I had a full day. I had five sessions. According to my assistant, I've been fully booked for the rest of the month, which is quite surprising. I didn't know just how much my clients cared about me. I thought that after leaving for a month, they would've found another therapist, but they didn't. They waited for me.""See, I told you, baby. They care about you. Just like I do.""I'm just overwhelmed. Today was the best day ever.""I'm so happy for you, baby. I'm glad you're back. You've been working so hard, and this is what you deserve. You've been through so much, and you're finally getting your happy ending.""I guess so.""You guess? Baby, look around. You're here, alive, and breathing. Viktor can't hurt you anymore. Y

L A U R AIt's been three months of healing. Three months of being free from Viktor's shadow. Three months of Sebastian being my boyfriend. Three months of therapy and self discovery. After the incident, we went home and Sebastian didn't leave my side. We both had a long road to recovery.Sebastian was released from the hospital the same day. His wound was healed, and he was doing a lot better.Viktor did damage, but it wasn't permanent. The first month was hard, the nightmares, living in constant fear of Viktor returning, my mind playing games on me and bringing scenarios where I might have not actually killed him, that maybe I missed and he was coming for us.Sebastian was there whenever I woke up screaming, drenched in sweat, and in tears. He was there to calm me down, to tell me that I'm okay, that Viktor won't hurt me anymore.He would kiss my scars, and tell me how beautiful I am. He would remind me that he loves me, and that will never change.He was there.And, for that, I wa

E L L EThree months. It's been three months of becoming parents to the most beautiful, and cutest baby girl.Our baby girl.The first month was rough, sleepless nights, and lots of crying. But, now, everything was calm.At least, the calm before the storm.Because, I knew, as soon as she started talking, she was going to have me wrapped around her little fingers.She was perfect, and reminded me a lot of myself. Today, we were having a little friends picnic with our friends, seeing as Mikhail and I haven't had time for ourselves since our baby's birth.But, now, it was time for a little reunion.And, I couldn't wait.I walked out of the shower to see Mikhail all dressed up, carrying Alina in her pink dress."Oh my gosh. Look at the two of you. How is it possible to be so beautiful? It's not fair.""You're one to talk. You're the most beautiful woman in the world, and no one can compare.""Thank you, babe. But, you're not bad yourself.""Thanks, doll."I went to my closet, picking out