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Monika Pov's .I don't know how many hours I slept, but when I opened my eyes, I found Ryan sitting beside me, and like before, he was staring at me."You woke up," he said with a smile on his lips."Since when you're sitting beside me?" I asked and tried to sit. He didn't reply and helped me to sit and arrange the pillow behind my back. My heartbeat rose when he came so close to me."He didn't leave for a second," Anika replied to my question."How are you feeling now?" Ryan asked anxiously."Feeling better. Anika healed me.""But you're looking pale," he whispered. I can feel how worried he is for me through his voice."Yeah... Little weakness... It will take me time to heal completely." I replied honestly. He nodded and kept his hand on my cheek, surprising me."Anika used all her energy to heal you but thanks to her, you're fine now." He whispered, caressing my cheek. I was looking at him, widening my eyes, I didn't expect him to show care."Ryan", I called him amusingly and then
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Author Pov's.Monika returned to her room, fuming in anger, throwing everything that was coming into her hand."Why? Why does he love her so much but doesn't even notice me? Why?" She yelled before breaking down into tears. She falls to the ground, losing her balance."Why doesn't he love us, Anika? why?" Monika sobbed, lying on the ground. She cried until her eyes and body gave up, and she fell asleep. The heartbreak snatched her desire to live this life. Monika's sleep broke when she heard the commotion from outside. She blinked her eyes to adjust to the light and then looked at the time. She hardly slept for three hours. "What is happening outside?" She thought and stood up. "Gabriel," She mindlinked her best friend."Yeah""What is happening? Why is there so much commotion outside?" Monika asked and yawned."Aaron agreed to become Alpha of the pack." Her eyes shot up when she heard him."What?""Yeah... You heard it correctly. Aaron accepted this pack" He replied. Anyone can s
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Ryan Pov's."Now, if you're done staring at me, then bring something for me to eat. I'm starving." Anika growled in annoyance. I turned my head in another direction, realising I was openly staring at her."Go... I'm starving" She again shouted. I kept both my hands on my ear."Moon goddess! Why are you screaming? Are you planning to make me deaf?" I groaned."I'm in this condition because of you and my stupid human. I was warning her not to eat seafood, but like a crazy person in love, she ate seafood for you, and I had to use all my energy to heal her. If I were fit, then I wouldn't have to request you. I would've morphed and gone to the forest for the hunt." she said, glaring at me."I'm sorry" I again apologise to her for my behaviour."I don't need your sorry but food" she again shouted like a kid. "Okay... I'm going" I yelled in response and then shut my mouth when she started laughing. I shook my head, realising I started behaving like a child with her and then a smile broke o
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Ryan Pov's.I smiled loving how freely Monika was laughing. It made my heart flutter. If possible, then I want this smile never to leave her face.I don't know why things went sour between us in the past or say I don't want to think about those memories again. I just want her to be happy."And for that, you have to give up on your plan of snatching her daughter from her," Wild scowled."You're still hanging over that topic. I dropped that plan last night, realising how horrible I'm turning day by day. Thankfully, her tears and care for me stopped me on time; otherwise, I wouldn't be able to look at myself in the mirror," I replied, looking at Monika, who started blushing after catching me staring at me. She turned towards me and raised her eyebrow as if asking me, 'why am I staring at her?' then bowed her head shyly."I'm amazed you look gorgeous at the age of thirty-five," I said, teasing her."Thank" She clamped up and then narrowed her eyes at me. "Were you admiring me or making f
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Author Pov's .Ryan raised his eyebrow at my action but didn't say anything in front of me. The girl sitting beside him passed me a smile."Hello, Monika," She greeted me, but I ignored her and took the toast in my plate and butter, then looked around for a knife to butter my toast."Here" that girl passed me the knife. My eyes went to Ryan, who gestured for me to take the knife. I rolled my eyes and snatched the knife from that girl's hand, startling her."Wow... Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed," she muttered."At least I didn't wake up with someone else's husband," I scoffed, not able to hold myself anymore. I was fuming in anger after seeing her flirting with my man, Ryan, who was hearing our conversation. He started coughing while that girl was looking at me, widening my eyes."Ryan... Didn't you teach your wife how to behave?" Welda asked, gritting her teeth. "Monika," Ryan called me and glared at me. I ignored him and looked at Welda's side."Why are you saying an
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Monika Pov's .(Back To Present).I was lying on my bed and biting my nails anxiously while thinking about Ryan and that girl who asked him to come into her bedroom. "I can't believe the guts of that girl... She flirts with Ryan in front of me." I groaned and then whined like a baby."More than her, I'm mad at myself. Why didn't I give her a good reply that time? I should've hit her on the face so that she would think a thousand times before roaming around my man," I muttered to Anika and then smirked, imagining hitting that girl."Anika" I called her when she didn't respond to me. She was awfully silent for the past hour. "Hmm," she hummed in response then yawned."What happened? You're silent for so long?" "Don't get me but please don't get too attached to Ryan," Anika mumbled."Why? What happened?" I asked surprisingly as this is the first time she is doubting Ryan and saying something like this about him."After how he broke our hearts so many times, I don't trust him anymore
