The day had finally come, and I could literally feel nerves eating away at me.
I haven’t spoken to Colton since the day of our picnic, and I found that odd. The only time we communicated was when I suggested that we all hang out so he could know Fabian better, and all he did was send a message saying 'that's cool' and that was all.
I saw him at school today, but he barely looked at me. I felt like I hurt his feelings when I walked away from him at the park, and then texted him a few hours later telling him that I'd like him to meet my new love interest or whatever. It must’ve been quite obvious that I left him to go see Fabian on Saturday, and I felt pretty bad about it.
At the moment it felt like my act was justified. He was being childish by trying to chase Fabian away when he took my phone, and I didn’t like that. But he is my best friend and instead of talking to him about it, I went to the very same guy who he obvio
It was 4:57 and I was the only one sitting in the diner.My legs shook in anticipation, as I glanced through the window ever so often for the other two boys. I knew they still had three minutes to spare, but it didn’t help my nerves one bit.After everything was cleared between Colton and I, I had spent the last two and a half hours with a new thing worrying my mind--the meeting of the two boys.4:59.Only one minute and still no sign of them. I grabbed my phone, deciding to make a few calls but then the familiar roar of a bike had me gazing through the glass window.Fabian.He looked devilishly sexy in his full black outfit--black jeans, black T-shirt with a black leather jacket and definitely a dark bad-boy aura as he whipped the helmet from his head and did that sexy hair shake thingy.God help me.As if feeling my eyes on him, he met my gaze across the parking lot and of
Anastasia and I watched in anticipation as Colton stopped in front of Fabian.For a moment I thought he'd punch him, simply by the way he walked over to him like some Alpha male, but I sighed in relief when I noticed that they were only talking. Still, my nerves were never soothed as I anticipated what they must've been talking about.I had no clue, but I hoped they were both being mature young men like I knew they were. Well, to an extent."What do you think they're talking about?" Anastasia asked in a hushed whisper for whatever reason. I shrugged."I don’t know. Doesn’t look like they're exchanging numbers," I pointed out. They were both tense, but they didn’t look upset either. I wanted to move closer to eavesdrop, but it'd be too obvious.Anastasia and I stood in silence for a while before I heard her sigh."You know, I know about you and Colton," she said out of the blue, causing me
It has been three days and I have heard nothing from Fabian. Literally nothing.He said he was going to call, but I didn’t even receive a text. I was quite annoyed with him for avoiding me like this, since I literally had no idea what Colton could’ve told him. Then again, I felt horrible. If what Colton told him was enough to have him avoiding me, then what the hell was really happening?It was the way he said goodbye that told me that he didn’t want to be avoiding me, but obviously what Colton said was taking a hard time on him. He kissed me, held onto me so tight as if he didn’t want to let go, and then when he did, the sadness was evident in his eyes.I desperately wanted to know what the hell Colton told him, but Fabian wouldn't return my text or calls, and Colton refused to tell me.So, I refused to talk to Colton. Simple.I decided that as long a Fabian is ghosting me, I would ghost Colton
I pulled up at a huge house at four thirty in the afternoon.I decided that it would be better to go home and change before coming to see Fabian. Hopefully, he wanted to see me too.He lived on the other side of town—the rich side if I should say so myself. I couldn’t say I was surprised either. He goes to Hamilton High and that’s a huge giveaway. However, he never acted like he was wealthy. He didn’t even dress up in expensive, designer clothes either. If they were, then it wasn’t obvious and he didn’t show off with them.The house was huge and white, almost looking like the white of America minus the fancy columns and whatnot. I was a bit intimidated and I wanted to turn around and try calling again. But then I re
"What the hell do you mean she just fainted?" The voices around me had been becoming clearer as I stirred awake. My head pounded, and it sounded like they were whisper shouting angrily. "I mean she just fainted, Fabian. She was fine one minute and then-" "I swear to God if you did something to her water I'll f**k you up." I could recognize this voice as Fabian’s. I could literally hear the venom dripping from his voice. "I gave her bottled water, genius. And why would I hurt the one f**king human being who can stabilize your f**ked up mind?” This was getting too much. I shuffled a little as I tried to move, but the pounding
Fabian led me through his bedroom door into a huge hallway with a ton of pictures. He had to keep me up in his arms, since I was far too weak to do so on my own. Still, I didn't mind. I loved having him hold me like this. I never want him to let go, ever again. I wish he would've just told me what Colton knew right now, but obviously to him my health is more important. It's not like I was starving myself on purpose. I didn’t even realize that I wasn’t eating much. I just simply didn't have the appetite. After what felt like a five mile walk, we appeared in a dining room, where Chad, Alex and an awfully beautiful woman were. Without anyone even telling me, I knew she was their mom. Fabian resembled her the most, and so did Chad. But Alex looked a bit different. The woman beamed at us as we walked in
Fabian's Pov I watched her sleep like a freaking psychopath. She looked so beautiful. The most angelic face I’ve ever seen was right in front of me, and I wish it will stay that way forever. I’m aware that I may seem like a creep, just staring at her sleeping state with her lips slightly ajar and her chest rising and falling in slow breaths. I’d done the same thing last night too. After hours of talking and cheering me up, she finally fell asleep like this in front of me. I’d watched her sleep for at least an hour before my own slumber took me whole. Her entire presence radiated peace. And I never want to lose that.
I stepped from the bathroom in a great mood.All I could think about was breakfast with the boy I’m falling so deeply for. However, since the universe hates me, I knew that wouldn't happen when I saw his face.He was sitting in front of his laptop, staring in my direction with an expression I couldn't decipher. I immediately became alert and concerned.The look on his face worried me. It was obvious that whatever he had on his laptop was serious. That’s saying a lot, considering that Fabian is barely serious.Oddly, my body began to shake as I sat beside him. He shot me an unsure look, and I saw that it was actually a video. The cursor was positioned over the play button, and as much as I wante