Masuk~~ARIA~~
I stayed in the treatment room long after Ward left, trying to pull myself together. My hands still trembled slightly as I wiped down the table. I hated how easily he got under my skin after just two short meetings. Three years of building walls, and one look from those blue eyes threatened to crack them all over again. A soft knock pulled me out of my thoughts. “Aria? Are you there?” The door opened, and my best friend, Lena Harper, poked her head in. Lena was the team’s assistant nutritionist, bubbly, sharp-tongued, and the only person who had stuck by me when everything fell apart three years ago. She had been the one who helped me pack my bags and move to Chicago. She took one look at my face and stepped inside, closing the door behind her. “Oh no. He’s here, isn’t he? I saw the roster this morning and almost spilled my protein shake all over the break room.” I let out a shaky laugh that sounded more like a sob. “Yeah. He’s here. And I just finished his first therapy session. It was… awful.” Lena crossed the room and pulled me into a tight hug. Her familiar vanilla scent was comforting, grounding. “Tell me everything. Did he say anything stupid? Did you punch him? Because I can still hide a body if needed. I know people.” I hugged her back, grateful for the normalcy she brought. “He tried to apologize..” My voice cracked. “Lena, I almost cried right there in front of him. After everything he did… why does it still hurt this much?” Lena pulled back and held me at arm’s length, her brown eyes serious. “Because you loved him, Aria. Real love doesn’t just disappear because someone hurts you. But that doesn’t mean you have to let him back in. You have built an incredible life here. The players respect you. The staff loves you. Don’t let one injured hockey asshole undo all that work.” I nodded, wiping my eyes. “You are right. I just… I need to stay professional and keep my distance.” “Good plan.” Lena grinned, trying to lighten the mood. “And if he steps out of line, I will accidentally swap his protein powder with something that makes him gassy during practice. Team spirit, right?” I laughed despite myself, the sound loosening some of the tightness in my chest. Lena always knew how to pull me back from the edge. She had been my rock, the friend who never asked too many questions about the past but always showed up when I needed her. “Come on,” she said, linking her arm through mine. “Let’s grab lunch in the staff cafeteria. You can tell me more about the salad that tastes like regret. And I will fill you in on the new rookie who keeps flirting with me.” We walked down the hallway together, the arena slowly filling with the noise of arriving players and staff. For a few minutes, things felt almost normal again. Lena chatted about her latest dating disaster and the upcoming road trip schedule, her voice a welcome distraction from the storm inside me. But as we turned the corner toward the cafeteria, I spotted Ward in the distance. He was talking to one of the assistant coaches, his posture relaxed but his eyes scanning the hallway until they landed on Lena and me. Something flickered across his face when he saw us together. Lena noticed too. She squeezed my arm. “Ignore him. You have got this.” We kept walking, but my mind raced. Why did he look at me like that? Like he still cared? And why did a tiny part of me feel a spark of satisfaction knowing he saw me laughing with someone else? Lunch with Lena helped more than I expected. She made me promise to call her if the next session got too heavy. “You’re not alone in this, Aria,” she said seriously as we finished eating. “Whatever happened three years ago, you survived it. Don’t let him make you doubt yourself now.” Her words stayed with me as I headed back to my office for afternoon meetings. I felt steadier until I opened my email and saw a new message from the general manager. “Confidential news about Bennett Hip Protocol.” Ward’s hip was worse than the initial reports suggested. He had been playing through significant pain for months. The team needed him on the ice for the upcoming tough stretch of games, so they were requesting extra private sessions with me starting tomorrow at 7 AM. My stomach dropped at once reading this, more time alone with him. I leaned back in my chair, rubbing my temples. Lena’s friendship was a lifeline, but even she couldn’t protect me from the hours I would have to spend with Ward in that small treatment room. As the day wore on, one of the young equipment managers stopped by my office. “Dr. Vance..” he called making me raise my hands from the files I was glancing through. “Yeah… Mr Willington..” “An anonymous donation came in this morning,” he said with a shrug. “Addressed specifically to the performance department.” I stared at him before collecting the box from him, “No traces left?” I asked to be sure but he shook his head. “Alright, thanks.” I appreciated him but unease settled in my gut. “I should take my leave then.” And with that, he left, and in an instant opened the box I was shocked to see a brand-new set of resistance bands and foam rollers, top-of-the-line models I had been requesting for months. I was left confused. These are not things that can be easily obtained, and I am pretty sure the manager didn't even have time to force the dealers to send this on time. I could only place the box beside my cabinet as I proceeded with my job. By evening, as I packed up to leave, my phone buzzed with a text from an unknown number. “Hey… this is my new contact, hope you save it… You would need it for the session…. W” My heart stuttered at once. I didn't need to think much about that initially. It was Ward. How did he get my new number? I deleted it immediately, but the words stayed burned in my mind.~~WARD~~She still walked away, even after everything.Even after she broke down in my arms, soaked my suit with tears, and let me hold her for the first time in three years, she still refused to let me back into her life.She refused to stay with me in her apartment and even refused the villa.She refused me, she didn't want me. She has told me several times but when she sent that message to me everything drained out of me.I stood alone in the empty medical office long after she had left, staring at the closed door as if she might come back.She didn't and I deserved that. No amount of apologies could erase three years of silence.No amount of protection could erase the fact that I had been the one who broke her heart.With a slow exhale, I adjusted my jacket and left the medical wing.The sound of skates echoed through the arena as I walked toward the rink. Practice had already resumed after the medical evaluations, and the players were running drills with the intensity expected
~~ARIA~~The bloody photograph lay on my palm like a curse, the smeared red staring back at me with vicious intent. My hands shook so violently I nearly knocked the box to the floor again. A scream tore from my throat, guttural, and louder than I had intended. It echoed throughout.Footsteps thundered toward me almost immediately. A couple of assistant trainers burst in, eyes wide with alarm. “Dr. Vance? What happened? Are you okay?”I swallowed hard, forcing my face into a mask of calm even as my heart tried to claw its way out of my chest. “Nothing’s wrong,” I lied, my voice cracking only slightly. “Just… startled by a spider. Big one. I am fine. Really.”They exchanged doubtful glances but didn’t push. One of them muttered something about calling maintenance before they left. I didn't even bother to check the players before making my way back to the office.The second the door closed, I shoved the gruesome photo back inside and hid it deep in my bottom drawer. My legs felt like
~~ARIA~~My fists still tingled from where I had hit his chest, my tears drying into salty tracks on my cheeks. I felt utterly exhausted by the constant push and pull between us.Ward exhaled slowly, rubbing the back of his neck. The movement made him wince slightly, his waist injury clearly still bothering him but he didn’t complain. He never did. “If that’s how you feel, Aria… the ball is in your court. I am not forcing this. But I’m giving you until this evening to decide. The downtown apartment is ready. Security is already in place. I will be giving you till evening.” His voice was low, but I caught the undercurrent of fear beneath the command. He searched my face one last time, those piercing eyes softening with the regret I had heard through the door last night. Then, without another word, he turned and walked out, the door clicking shut behind him like a period at the end of a sentence I wasn’t ready to finish.I sank into my desk chair, staring at the spot where he’d be
~~ARIA~~My head was still ringing continuously from his words.“You won’t be alone,” he continued, like he had already made the decision and was simply informing me of it. “You will have your space. I won’t push you. I won’t ask for anything. But I will be there, to know you are safe.”I let out a disbelieving laugh, shaking my head. “You can’t be serious.”“I am.”“You?” I pushed away from the desk, staring up at him. “In a regular apartment, sharing a kitchen and a living room like a normal person? Giving up the villa and all your privacy and whatever billionaire schedule you have because I am too stubborn to let you babysit me from a distance?”“For you,” he said, without even blinking, “yes.”He stepped into my space then, not enough to touch me, but enough that I could feel the heat of him, enough that the air between us felt dangerously thin.“I would get used to it,” he said, his voice lower now, quieter, like the words were meant only for me. “I want to get used to it. For y
~~ARIA~~ The door clicked shut behind Marcus, and the office fell into a heavy, ringing silence. For a moment, neither of us moved. Ward stood a few feet away from me, still in that dark tailored suit that made him look less like the man I had once loved and more like the version of him the world knew now the billionaire executive, the untouchable Bennett heir, the man who could command boardrooms and hockey arenas with the same quiet authority. My pulse pounded painfully in my throat. I folded my arms across my chest, less because I was cold and more because I needed something between us. Some kind of barrier. “Ward,” I let out, forcing my voice to stay steady, “about the apartment… and the villa, I don't think I will be staying for long.” His expression was constructed at once, though he didn’t interrupt. “I appreciate what you have done,” I continued, “but I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep letting you rearrange my life every time something happens… see all of
~~ARIA~~The entire day passed in a blur and the kind of exhaustion that settled deep in the bones.I buried myself in work because it was the only thing I knew how to control.Follow-up notes for Jake’s injury and a dozen conversations with the coaching staff about what his absence would mean for the next few weeks. I moved from one task to the next and Ward hadn’t called.A part of me was relieved. He had given me the space I demanded, and after the disaster of the last twenty-four hours, I should have been grateful for the silence. But another part of me, the weak, traitorous part that still remembered the pain in his voice outside the guest room door last night, couldn’t stop noticing the absence.I was finishing Jake’s latest progress notes at my desk, fingers aching from writing, when there was a knock at my office door. There Mr. Reynolds stepped inside with his usual no-nonsense expression.“Dr. Vance, quick update,” he said. “With Jake sidelined for a few weeks, we’re bri
~~ARIA~~I drove home with tears burning my eyes. My hands wouldn’t stop shaking on the steering wheel. I kept hearing my own voice shouting at Ward in the parking lot all the pain I had carried for three years pouring out at once. Part of me felt good for finally saying it while another part felt
~~ARIA~~I arrived at the arena even earlier than usual, hoping the quiet would calm the storm in my head. Sleep had been impossible. Ward’s face kept appearing every time I closed my eyes, the regret in his voice, the way his shoulders had tensed when I pushed him away. My chest feels tight at e
~~WARD~~The locker room lights were dimmed low, casting long shadows across the benches. I sat alone, elbows braced on my knees, head bowed so low my forehead nearly touched my clasped hands. The tape on my fingers felt too tight, snipping into my skin, but I didn’t loosen it. Pain was good, it
~~ARIA~~I spent the rest of the morning forcing myself to focus. Every time Ward’s name tried to creep back into my thoughts, I pushed it away with my loaded-up task.By 1:45 PM, the performance center buzzed with quiet energy. Players drifted in for light sessions, laughter echoing from the weigh







