Chapter 55

Chapter 55

Hoping Sebastian would come and find me after I ran off didn’t work out for me. Marcus came and found me but that was it. I am sure Sebastian doesn’t want to deal with me and that is fine. I am going to get through this death and hope I can be the Queen I need to be. I don’t know what is going to happen or if Sebastian and I are going to continue to be mates, I hope he doesn’t reject me, I don’t know if I could deal with this.

Then I had to remind myself he marked me. He doesn’t want to lose me, I am acting weird because he didn’t respond well but it's not his fault. He didn’t know how to respond and I shouldn’t have asked him about it. I don’t know what he went through when he found our son and then noticed I was missing.

I am worried that I wasn't good enough for him because I didn’t react the way I should have. Maybe he needs more support than I do and I am not doing good by running off on him. Maybe I should go and find him and tell him how I am feeling and at least let