Nicole; My mind is still in a state of turmoil as the day darkens around me. It's nearly 9pm and I still have no idea if I'll have a chance to sleep over at the office or not. I watch people trickle out of the building from all around me and by the time I finish the last document I'm working on, it's well past 9 and my decision has been made. I'll be going to my home. I gather my things and take another glance at myself in the mirror. It's high time I started facing my fears. It's time to go home. I shuffle out and head downstairs in the elevator. I'm half tempted to walk towards Alex's office and check on him but that would be highly unnecessary. I wouldn't want to feed the potential misconceptions either. I smile politely at the receptionist on my way out and mechanically drive home, my heart all the time in my stomach. There haven't been any surprises recently but I can't lose my guard. I know him. He's simply bidding his time, playing around with me. The thought infuriates me. I
Nicole; I can't control my shivers under the shawl. Jared's arms wrap around my shoulders as he leads me towards the porch, coercing me to sit gently. I watch the back of the two policemen as they lead Greg forward to the van. He's screaming something but I can't hear him above the haze in my head. It's very reassuring to feel some level of human contact. The accompanying police woman walks forward to me and hands me my cell phone. Her lips are moving but I can barely hear her. I don't try to either. Grasping my phone with shaky hands, I bury my head in between my legs as my breath comes out in pants. Jared settles down beside me and his arms draw me in close. I don't know how long we stay there but as my breath slowly becomes steadier, I hear the first police car pull out of my driveway. Almost immediately, I hear the screech of another set of tyres as another car pulls in. Through the haze of my vision, I look up to see a sleek, black Audi pulling in. I see the driver step out of t
Nicole; I'm awoken by the stray rays of sunshine on my face. Grunting heavily, I push up from the bed and draw the blinds. Groggily, I check my alarm clock to see that's it much past 10. I'd have gone into a panic attack about being late but then I finally acquiesced to Alex yesterday and decided not to go for work. I'll do the possible ones online just for today. I run my fingers through my hair and make my way towards the bathroom. I need a shower. And a cold one. I don't bother taking off my nightdress as I stand under the raining showerhead. The silken material sticks to my skin and I glance at the sight of me in the mirror. Yesterday, after the whole adrenaline rush, it came as a surprise when I felt the low stir of desire in my guts. I guess being dressed in nothing but a robe and being in the presence of Alex just had that effect on me. It didn''t help that I fought it so much that I actually ended up dreaming of him. I bring my hand up to my pert nipples and rub over them gen
Nicole; I open up the door to see Alex and I hate that my heart actually does a little leap of excitement. While in my kitchen, I had received a text from him saying he was in front of my house and before I even had the chance to reply, the doorbell had rang through the house in confirmation. Still, I couldn't find it in myself to be mad. I'm getting a bit too used to seeing him on my porch these days. I step aside to let him in and he does just that. That's when I notice the bag in his hand and he hands it to me. "What's that?". I ask suspiciously as I take it from him. Peering in, I discover two large boxes of decadent chocolate insides. "You didn't have to". I say as I continue to stare at the contents of the bag. "But I want to". I raise my eyes up to meet his as I close the door behind him. "I'm serious. You actually didn't have to". I walk past him and into the living room. "I can't risk misconceptions". It's obvious that way too many people have been casting suspicious glan
Nicole; It's a bustle of activities for the next couple of days. It's becoming to seem like the workload might never lessen till the launch finally happens. Alex, Carina and I spend a lot of time together finalizing plans and constantly, I find myself in awkward situations when the three of us have to visit some places. Today is no different. We've met with the event planners together to go over the layout of the centre just one more time. We were shown 3D format of the plans and together, we'd made alterations where necessary. Alex and I are being professional enough to work together successfully while trying to ignore the fact that there are a lot of unspoken things between us. I admire his professionalism in that aspect. Carina on the other hand, half of the time looks like she's sucking a lemon. Being forced to spend so much time with me can't be easy, poor her. It's a daily hassle pretending like I don't see her glaring at me from across the room but I manage it well. I glance a
Nicole; When my sobs die down, I feel his arms loosen a bit around me, just enough to allow me to pull away. He peers into my eyes with concern. "I'm sorry, Nicole. I have no excuses except that I was a stupid young man who was ready to let go of myself and the people I loved just to gain my father's approval. I'm sorry I was such a coward. I'm not asking for your forgiveness straightaway and I know I will never be able to make it up to you for all those years of hurt you went through but I want to start now. I want to start letting you know how deeply sorry I am". I don't what to say as I stare up at him. So I ask the next question on my mind. "Why did you employ me?". I ask quietly. He stares at me in hesitation at first. "I was just getting to be with you in 8 years. I wasn't going to let go of the opportunity to have you close to me". "And why didn't you apologize on the first day we met. What made you think you could sweep everything under the rug if you became my boss and p
Nicole;All the way to Alex's house, in his car, I keep asking myself what the hell I have just done. With each passing minute, I'm filled with more and more anxiety. From my peripheral vision, I see hims cast suspicious glances at me every once in a while. I bet he's just as surprised as I am at what I've done. I continue to stare out the window, cringing inwardly with each time I recall the memory. His house is located in a high-end part of town and I hope I'm not staring too much as we make our way past the street. We pull up into a luxurious apartment complex and he brings the car to a halt. The valet immediately rounds the car and takes Alex's keys from him and I follow him meekly as he makes his way inside. The insides of the building is all in chrome and gold, the lighting so bright and magnificent that I actually feel my jaw drop just a little before I remind myself to close it. We get into the elevator and make our way up quietly and again, with each minute, I'm wondering wh
Nicole; I open the room door in the morning to see a gift bag waiting for me. Tentatively, I reach for it and retreat back into the room. Pouring out it's contents, I see a box fall out first. I open it to see a pair of folded black pants and a burgundy silk shirt, very much my style. I peer at the shirt suspiciously, not missing the fact that it is in Alex's favorite color. Was that intentional? In the bag again is a pair of nude stilettos, some makeup and a pair of underwear. My cheeks heat up at the possibility of Alex shopping for underwear for me. I slump back on to the bed, running my fingers through my hair in exhaustion. I feel reluctant to go downstairs now that I know the possibility exists. I glance at the wall clock, it's just a few minutes past 6. I fall back on the bed and groan mentally. With the luxurious bed, it was hard not to have a good night's sleep. Much against my will, I found myself drifting off to oblivion, awakening only a few minutes ago. I wonder if there