Chapter 11 / Part TwoI hear the footsteps of someone approaching me, I dry my tears and try to put on the best stoic expression I have. It's a woman, walking past me, straight to another grave. I stand up and decide it's time to leave. Outside the cemetery there is a water fountain, I drink some and also wash my face, as I wet my hands, my wedding ring falls into the marble and I decide to leave it there, I don't need it.I am walking to my car, which has magically appeared in the parking lot when a woman stops me."Sir, you've left your ring." She grabs it and runs over to me, taking my hand and leaving it in my open palm. "If you lose it, your wife would kill you, try to take care of it.""Yes, of course, thank you." My wife must be suffering the consequences of my actions, right about now.I keep the ring inside my pocket, I guess it's not going anywhere for now. It's going to have to stay by my side for a season, right where I don't want it, because it's a constant reminder of al
Chapter 11 / Part ThreeHabbabI arrive at the Arslan mansion, a place that has been empty for the last twenty-two years, my grandmother having arrived first and opened the doors. There are people gathered around, surprised with the return of my family. The gates are still open and our security team is positioned outside taking care that we have no unexpected visitors, like the Erdoğans.I get out of my car and walk inside, I listen to the murmurs, someone say that I look just like my father, another ask if I was not Melek's husband, and if I will be an Arslan... This town is not very discreet let's say. When I enter the mansion it doesn't feel like home, I haven't belonged anywhere in so long.My grandmother is sitting in the middle of the main courtyard, as some of our workers organize the rooms and put everything in its place."Dear grandson, you've arrived, did you talk to your mother, did she give you courage to keep going?""Yes, grandmother, she did. I just need you to tell me,
Chapter 12Habbab"We can't go in there just like that, Habbab," Erdem shouts at me as I cross the street in the direction of the Erdoğan's house."We're not going in the door, Erdem. The house next door has been uninhabited for years, we can go up through the roof straight to the Erdoğan's rooftop.""What if someone sees us, have you lost your mind?""Erdem, I just need to know if Melek is there, analyze the situation so I can act, so I can take her out. Are you with me or not?"I watch as he shakes his head and looks frustrated, but finally agrees to help me. It's not the first time I've climbed on that roof, I used to do it from time to time so I could make sure no one hurt Melek. I didn't trust her with her family.I know how to get in through the back of the abandoned house, an elderly couple used to live there and when they passed away the land was left to their son, who only uses the house for vacations. We climb the stairs to the rooftop which is a couple of meters on top of t
Chapter 12 / Part Two"Daughter!" It's Hazar's voice, and seconds later I hear Senay's voice, crying about her daughter and how hurt she is. “What is going on?”"This whore was thrown in the square in her wedding dress!" Çakir howls. "Now, you tell me, Hazar, what is going on here? Your daughter has ruined us. Habbab is nowhere to be seen and he has taken half of our company.""All right, I'm not coming down." I say to Erdem, giving up. "Just let me see, make sure Hazar protects Melek." He lets me go and I see the main patrio between two columns on the top floor of the house."Don't you dare talk about my daughter like that, father, or I swear you'll regret it." Hazar shoves his own father, creating a barrier between him and Melek. "Daughter, please tell me, what happened.""I don't know, dad I swear. Habbab took me to a hut in the middle of a road, told me that what happened there would stay there and then left the next morning, telling me that his last name was not Argent, that it
Chapter 13 Melek I open my eyes due to a strong cough that causes my whole body to shake uncontrollably, I turn to one side of my body and spit out all the water that burns my throat. It takes a few considerable minutes before I can breathe normally again. I sit down on what appears to be wet grass and focus on the person in front of me, the one who has pulled me out of the river... It's Habbab, the traitor, the liar, the asshole. When I left home I was sure Esat was going to kill me, instead, he was offering me a way out, we were going to go far away from the city, until Habbab, the villain of my story, appeared again. "Why, why do you keep showing up like a fucking nightmare?" I yell angrily at him. "I'm not going to let you die, Melek, neither by your own hand nor by your cousin's, from now on I'm going to protect you." "You're going to protect me?" I spit at him full of sarcasm and pain. "Don't be ridiculous Habbab, the only thing I need protection from is you, and the damage
Chapter 13 / Part Two My feet hurt from walking, but I have to keep putting one in front of the other, get out of here, and put distance between me and Habbab. "Come on Melek, don't make me chase you." I hear his footsteps behind me. "Then don't, leave me, go to your mother and cousin, and leave me alone with Esat." "With Esat? Do you really think your cousin can take care of you better than me?" "A thousand times better than you, I've known him all my life, he's not going to hurt me." "Melek, by all the gods, Esat was going to kill you, he took you from your home to end your life." I turn around furious, something that makes our chests touch for a couple of seconds, I push him with my good hand and speak to him with all the anger there is. "Esat wasn't going to kill me, he took me out of the house so Grandpa would calm his anger, to save me. But he was about to take me out of town and give me a new life, but of course, you show up and ruin everything again." "Melek, I'm you
Chapter 13 / Part 3I'm about to speak again, to ask for more explanations, but Erdem decides to make an appearance, clearing his throat and watching Habbab in the rearview mirror. We are both sitting in the back of the car."We're not going to talk about this right now. Shut up for the rest of the way."I sigh, annoyed, then lay my head back on the seat and make the mistake of falling asleep. I have no idea how much time has passed, I wake up because the car stops, and we are in front of a huge house, a bit rural, already far away from any civilization... Wonderful, what I was missing, another inhospitable destination where Habbab can rape me again, fantastic."Melek has fallen asleep, I'll take her down myself." I hear him say, he hasn't noticed I've woken up. Maybe it's silly of me, but I let him carry me out of the car and into the house pretending I'm still asleep. For a few seconds, I long for the protection his arms give me."Habbab, I think you should take her to a hospital, s
Chapter 14 Melek Dilay helps me walk to the bathroom, where with a pair of scissors she finish tearing my dress apart. She doesn't ask any questions, but I can see her frightened and surprised expression when she sees my bruised body. Even I am amazed, my whole torso is bruised, I have bruises that have different colors, yellow, red, orange... It's honestly grotesque. She covers her mouth after exhaling in complete panic, I look in the mirror and realize I have my grandfather's boot marked on me. "Don't worry, it's not the first time he's marked my skin like that." I tell Dilay with a smile. "When I was eleven, I accidentally broke a house ornament, he slapped me so hard, I wore his hand for three days mark on my face." "Who did this to you?" she asks with tears in her eyes. "My grandfather, Çakir Erdoğan, the cruelest man you could ever meet." "And why would he beat you like this, what did you do?" "I married the wrong man." The bathtub is already full because Dilay set it to f