ASHLEY
I was going to be his maid. In a way all of this was what I wanted but at the same time there was this sense of fear, or was it anxiety that I couldn't describe. It kept on occurring to me that all this camouflage at the end of the day could merely be a waste of time, and he would recognize me at a glance. So when I was called to serve him later in the morning, it was with a gravy heart. On getting to the Lycan King's quarter, I met two guards at the door. They had this expressionless look that almost made me want to turn back and forget serving the king his meal. Even as I stopped and bowed at them, they didn't act like someone was right in front of them. One of them looked at me. “Name?” I thought of a perfect name. I wouldn't want to risk exposing my name, even though they had no idea who I am, or where I am from. I figured out it was better to keep my identity to myself. “Arin,” I answered quietly, stuttering. “Purpose?” he asked still with this intense gaze like they knew who I was. “Breakfast for His Highness.” I whispered, my voice a bit audible. The other guard sniffed the air. “You’re new.” “Yes, sir.” I answered. They looked at each other, then nodded. “Go in. Be quick.” I gave a polite nod and pushed the door open slowly with my shoulder, careful not to spill anything from the tray. I wasn't fully in, but the number of gasps I had released was uncountable. The walls were painted deep grey, and tall silver curtains hung tall on both sides. The carpet under my feet felt like I was walking on clouds. A large table sat at the side, and it was close to looking like heaven's table. By the side of the room was a tall, brown shelf, filled with about hundreds of books, if not mistaken. Everything here felt so heavenly, that I almost forgot why I was here, and who the room belonged to. "Careful, Ashley. Or you'll only create suspicions." I told myself while I carefully dropped the tray on the table. I was about to leave the room, when my eyes fell on the photos on the large drawer. It was a photo of a young woman, maybe in her twenties. She was beautiful, no doubt. And her smile reminded me of my mum, back when she was younger. The lady didn't look like a werewolf, not even close. I hated that I admired her this much like she was my own mother. Then beside was another photo of her with a young boy, probably in his eighteen. He wasn't putting on a smile, like he had just walked out from a fight. I was about to return the frame when the door opened. I still held the photo in my hand, turning to see who it was. At first, I thought it was the guards outside, probably wondering why I was taking longer. But as the figure walked in, my heart seemed to pause for a second. "Who are you? And what do you think you're doing here?” I placed the photo back on the drawer. “I-I was just…” My voice came out like a whisper. “I was just about leaving.” The young lady stared at me, her brows furrowed like she didn't believe a thing I said. "Leaving? Well, I saw you doing something totally different from just leaving." I lowered my head. I had no words to justify myself, so I was ready for whatever words she was going to throw at me. "By the way, those aren't part of your duty. You were told not to touch anything, weren't you?" “I’m sorry,” I apologized, with my head still lowered. “I didn’t mean to—” “You did.” She said without hesitation. The look on her face told me she was someone with anger issues, and I had carelessly walked into her trap. I looked at her, swallowing hard. “I won’t touch them again.” She walked slowly towards me, stopping right in front of me. "The next time you lay your filthy hands on anything in this room, I will personally have you thrown out of this mansion. Understood?" I nodded. "Understood." "Now, get the hell out of my sight!” My heart raced within my chest soon as I walked out. I had barely taken more steps when my heart stopped completely. I froze, every part of my body screaming in fear as I saw him across the hallway. In a snap of an eye, I was hiding behind a wall so he wouldn't see me. I felt stupid doing this, but I had to do everything it took me to avoid him from recognising me. "Any information from the Crimson Moon Pack yet?" I heard him ask in his baritone voice. "Not yet, sir." Said the man beside him. "But we'll be getting one before nightfall. Our spies have been facing difficulties in getting closer to the Alpha. But we are certain Alpha Dan is doing something." He let out a deep breath and didn't say anything after. "You should get some rest, Alpha. We'll take it from here." "Let me know when you get information–" he stopped talking, like he could sense something. Just before he could turn toward where I was, Madam Hilda yelled my name. “Arin,” walking towards my direction. "What in heaven's name are you doing there?" “Oh. Not now, Ms. Hilda.” I cursed. As I stepped out from my hiding place, with my heart pounding so loud, I silently hoped he wouldn't figure me out the moment he'd see me. But then, he was gone. "There will be a grand ceremony tonight," She started, the anger in her face surfacing clearly. "While the others are working their ass up and down, you decided to hide behind the walls?" "I–" She didn't let me speak, she cut in. "You what?!" She barked. "Who the hell were you even hiding from? And you think I wouldn't find you?" Why would she even think I was hiding from her? Does it mean... she didn't see him? "No, ma'am. I would never hide from you." I explained. "I was only..." Again, she snapped the words off my mouth. "You know what, just get your ass in the kitchen and don't make me repeat myself again." "Yes, ma'am." I quickly left her, running down to the kitchen. "Phew. That was so close."ASHLEY “Is everything fine?” I asked immediately and stalled for a moment.She shook her head in an attempt to hide the pain but it was too late because I could see it , I could see it even in her frail attempt at keeping whatever it was..Lorna had been in my room all evening hammering on my need to fix all of the problems that I had with Kael , in a way she felt disgusted after what had happened but just then Logan's call had come in and that changed everything including how her heart was beating this very minute “You know it makes no sense that you are hiding any of this, just tell me what the matter is." I had this serious look on my face when I turned to look at her."Fine!” She scoffs." He had been on it at the need to tell Kael, I wanted him to initially but now I don't…It is more like a back and forth between us and I don't like the feeling of this at all.” She sighs." Wait …But you know that you need to tell him right ?" I asked, looking at her rather astonished.She
LOGANIt had been thirty minutes since I had arrived home but I was still right there at the same spot sitting on the bed and staring at the wall in front of me.My mind felt lost as a lot of things were fleeting through it with each passing second.“Alpha Kael's words were suspicious enough.” I whispered suddenly to myself. " Could he be aware of our relationship?”At first the thought of reaching out to Lorna and telling her all that had happened crossed my mind but that would be me risking everything and it isn't worth it. At least, not when I was still not sure of what he asked.I couldn’t stop thinking about what he said though it could be that he just had her good interest at heart. He was just looking out for her , right ?Still the fact he could have appointed the task of finding Lorna lover to me pointed right at two things:First, he was aware of his existence and two …Well there was no way he would've known the person he was insecure about was right there under his
KAELA feeling of Anxiety, and confusion…Maybe a mixture of them all filled my chest and I couldn't stop it, instead I could feel it seeping slowly trickling through my soul right into my blood stream and back to my heart in one heavy thud.I could feel my heart beating heavily, why? I couldn't quite understand or figure out, all I could feel was as it suddenly felt heavy, hot, and damp.Lost in thought I walked slowly out of the room, my heart was still beating slightly as I couldn't understand why she had acted that way.I had heard most if not all the conversation she had with the Sage, what I didn't understand was why.Why,was she acting like this had nothing to do with her, or like I was the enemy in all of this , well I had no choice pulling the trick I used earlier. I had asked that Lorna talked with her or that the two communicated, all of these were in a bid for her to open up.I was still thinking about it. My plan had worked out when Lorna walked out later, she was dejec
ASHLEYI couldn't remember the last words he said again at that moment but I was aware that it left a sinking feeling in my soul for so many reasons I couldn't comprehend.In a way, I listened to the sound of his footsteps down the hall as he left. It took a moment for his words to process and to realize that In fact I was still there standing still in the place where he had left me. Try all I could, it was hard finding my words as it felt all scattered at the back of mind. I turned to the window and could see my heavy, unreadable gaze that reflected on my skin as I stared at myself.I dropped my hands to either side of the table to support myself."What have you done?" I asked myself. I had my answers quickly fleeting through my mind…“I don't want to see you have any of this guilt trap.” I thought aloud to myself at first. To be sincere, I cared less about what might happen if he asked the Sage . After he left,..I had that feeling that i might've died something really bad , i
ASHLEYIt had been twenty minutes since she left and still I couldn't bring myself to think of everything that she had said, it felt like trash and was hard to process.It was hard to process, it was hard to trust anyone 's words after everything that had happened, much alone what did Kael call her again,a sage?She had been precise , still her words had many in-depth meanings -All of these thoughts were in my mind when I heard the door open, he walked in slowly and stood closer to where I was while looking at me cautiously.“What did she say?" His voice was soothing.“Just rubbish didn't pay attention." I muttered.“You should've." “What?" I looked at him puzzled. “You should've, I was worried about you, that is more reason that I invited her." " Really?” Well he had been a sweet man to me all these while , and something about the way he said the word ,the way he sounded so sweet sank to the back of my mind, I could feel the truth in his words from somewhere deep in my heart,
ASHLEY The sun was still up when I woke up. In a way I tried to think of what had just happened but couldn't as my mind was still rattled.At this time the Morning light was making its way through the windows as I stirred, still feeling that buzz of anxiety. At first it felt like any normal day in the past. Then my eyes flew open.I looked around the room trying to remember the details of how things ended the previous day, my gaze fell around to an empty room that was void of his heat..Clutching the duvet closer to my torso , my heart pounded in my chest as I fought in vain to get the memories of yesterday as it swirled around my mind in fragments. For a minute my fingers were rather rattled, I ran my fingers through the fabric of the blanket as I looked around the stillness enveloping me..“Where was he?" I thought to myself.Slowly the images kept coming back to the back of my mind, I had a sharp headache as the vision of the wolf came again.“What is happening?” I thou