Carolyn’s POV
I had never felt this alone before. Even in the slums, where people whispered about my strange blue eyes and light skin, I had never been treated like this. Like I was a disease. Like I was nothing. The classroom felt smaller, suffocating. Every pair of eyes was on me, waiting for me to snap, to cry, to break. But I wouldn’t. I couldn’t. Tina sat beside me, gripping her pen so tightly that her knuckles were white. She was angry. Probably angrier than I was. But she wasn’t the target. I was. Another paper ball hit my shoulder. I ignored it. Laughter. I heard someone whisper, “She thinks she’s better than us just because she’s smart.” Another voice. “No, she thinks she’s special because she has blue eyes. Maybe she’s wearing contact lenses.” I bit my lip so hard I tasted blood. They were waiting for me to react. I wouldn’t give them what they wanted. Instead, I picked up my pen and continued writing down my notes. --- J.J.’s POV She was stronger than I thought. I had expected her to cry by now. To storm out of class, humiliated. But she didn’t. Instead, she just… took it. The whispers. The insults. The humiliation. She sat there, calm, focused, her jaw clenched but her posture straight. Most people broke after a few hours of being bullied. Carolyn? She was holding out longer than anyone ever had. George sighed beside me, shaking his head. “She’s not gonna break.” I smirked. “Not yet.” Julius, on the other hand, looked miserable. He hadn’t said a word since class started. It was funny—he had always acted like he hated her. Like she was beneath him. But now that things were getting real, he looked like he regretted everything. Pathetic. --- Carolyn’s POV Lunch break. The moment the bell rang, Tina grabbed my hand. “Come on.” I blinked at her. “Where are we going?” She hesitated. “The cafeteria, obviously. But…” I understood what she wasn’t saying. The cafeteria was J.J.’s territory. And after what happened, it would be a battlefield. Tina looked like she wanted to suggest skipping lunch, but I shook my head. “If I avoid them, they win.”** “If I act scared, they win.”** Tina let out a sigh and nodded. “Okay. But if they do anything crazy, we leave.” Agreed. We walked down the halls, and as expected, the whispers followed us. I kept my head high. But when we stepped into the cafeteria, the noise stopped. Everything went silent. Hundreds of students turned to look at me. I could feel the weight of their stares. At the center of the room, lounging like a king on his throne, was J.J. His arms were crossed, his cat-like eyes watching me with amusement. He was waiting. Waiting for me to run. To break. I refused. Tina and I walked forward, ignoring the stares, ignoring the murmurs. We got our food and searched for a table. But every time we moved toward one, students would block us. They were doing this on purpose. Every table was “full.” Every chair was “reserved.” Tina’s face flushed with anger. “This is so childish.” I let out a breath. “Come on. Let’s just go outside.” We turned to leave, but before we could take a step— A loud smack echoed through the room. I felt something cold, wet, and sticky slide down my back. I froze. Gasps filled the room. Tina inhaled sharply. “Carolyn…” I turned around slowly. Behind me, standing with an empty plastic cup, was Emma. My cousin. She had just poured a strawberry milkshake down my back. Emma smirked, crossing her arms. “Oops.” The cafeteria erupted in laughter. I clenched my fists. Anger. Humiliation. Betrayal. J.J. was watching. Waiting to see what I would do. Emma raised an eyebrow. “Why do you look so upset? You should be grateful I cooled you down. After all, you look like you belong in the slums.” More laughter. My vision blurred with fury. Emma thought she could humiliate me. J.J. thought he could break me. Everyone in this room thought I would stand there and take it. But they were wrong. So, so wrong. I stepped closer to Emma, smiling sweetly. She looked confused. Then— I grabbed the glass of water from the nearest table and poured it all over her head. Gasps. Complete silence. Emma screamed. The water soaked her perfectly straightened hair, dripping down her expensive uniform. She looked at me in shock, rage, and disbelief. I leaned in, keeping my voice calm, sharp. “Oops.” The entire cafeteria exploded. Half the students were cheering. The other half were stunned. Emma shook with fury. “You… you little—”Carolyn’s POV I couldn't stop smiling.It felt… strange, this happiness that bubbled up whenever I thought about the camp. And it wasn’t just because of the activities or the people or the food (though I did enjoy the endless supply of abacha). It was J.J.In the beginning, I had never imagined that I'd enjoy spending time with him. After everything I have experienced with him—his reputation, his sharp words, his coldness—I have experienced him being unbearable, someone to avoid at all costs. But now, after the days we spent talking, laughing, and even just sitting in silence, I realized that he would be a delight to be around if he wanted to be, It made me understand Emma more and why she was so crazy about J.J. J.J. had layers. Beneath that tough exterior, there was a side of him that most people didn’t get to see. The more I saw, the more I liked what I saw. He was funny. Kind. Even when he tried to act aloof, I could see the care in his eyes, the way he always made sure I was ok
J.J.’s POVI couldn’t stop smiling.I tried to. Honestly, I did. I bit the inside of my cheek. Stared up at the sky. Even shoved my hands into my pockets to keep from fidgeting like a lovesick idiot. But it didn’t matter. The grin wouldn’t go away.Carolyn—Carolyn—had just said we could start again as friends.It wasn’t a full-blown confession. It wasn’t some dramatic kiss under the stars like in those sappy movies my mom used to make me watch when she bothered being home. But it felt real. Grounded. Like the start of something better than all that.Friendship. That was the foundation, right? And from where I was standing, with her hair shining silver under the moonlight and her voice still echoing in my ears, that was more than enough.“Okay, but”—Carolyn's voice broke through my thoughts as she stood and brushed off her hands—“you’ve got to work on yourself if we’re going to be friends.”I blinked. “What?”She turned to me, arms crossed, one brow raised in that way that always made
Carolyn's POVUnder the Starlit StreamThe night wrapped around me like a blanket—soft, quiet, and cool.I walked slowly down the dirt path, guided only by the moonlight and the rhythmic sound of water nearby. The stream was just ahead, hidden behind tall grass and a wall of trees. It was always the most peaceful place in the camp. A secret pocket of the world where no one could yell names at you, or laugh in your face, or tie your hands behind your back and call you a slut like Emma and her little army had done today.The word still stung.Like poison beneath my skin.“Slut.”My cousin said it like it was a fact.Like I deserved it for existing.I knelt by the edge of the stream and let out a shaky breath. The water shimmered under the stars, glowing silver and soft blue as it danced over smooth stones. I slipped off my sandals and let my legs dangle over the edge, toes skimming the cold water. The chill startled me at first, but then it felt… grounding. Real. Like I wasn’t just floa
J.J.’s POVThe room was silent. Too silent.The kind of silence that crept into your bones and refused to leave.My VIP suite at Camp was quiet, dim, and smelled faintly of cedarwood and leather. The faint hum of the ceiling fan circled above me as I stared at the wall, jaw clenched, foot tapping restlessly against the wooden floor. I couldn’t sit still, not since this morning—not since the kiss.Carolyn.Her name echoed in my mind like a secret I didn’t know how to protect.I couldn’t stop thinking about the way her eyes widened in fury right before I kissed her—and how they fluttered shut once I did. The way she pushed me… then didn’t. The feel of her hands against my chest. The sound of her breath, quick and shaky, like she hated that she wanted me too.I didn’t expect it to get under my skin. But it did. She did.And now all I could think about was her.A sharp knock shattered the quiet.“Come in,” I called, sitting up straighter.The door opened, and Julius walked in. His walk wa
Carolyn’s POVI walked away from the stream with shaking hands and a storm behind my ribs.His lips had been soft. Too soft. His grip was firm but not painful. The warmth of his breath still lingered against my mouth, haunting me like a shadow I couldn’t outrun. I hated him. I hated him. But…God help me—I liked that kiss.The memory replayed over and over in my head, like an unwanted song stuck on loop. The way he dragged me back. The fire in his eyes. The fury in mine. The tension that melted into surrender, for a moment.I had let myself go. I had melted. For J.J.What was wrong with me?My fingers curled into fists as I stomped up the hill trail toward the cabins, heart thudding like a warning drum. My mind screamed logic, screamed self-respect, but something deeper inside whispered betrayal. Not of others—of myself.I should have slapped him harder.I should have never let him close enough to feel how much I still wanted him.By the time I reached Cabin 5, my legs felt like jelly
J.J.'s POV“Yes,” she said. “We are.”Her words slapped harder than any actual blow. My heart stuttered, but I kept my face straight, watching her turn away like she couldn’t get far enough from me fast enough. She was always running from me, always wanting to leave me.No. No, I wasn’t going to let that be the last thing between us.“Carolyn,” I called after her.She didn’t stop.Something burned in me—frustration, desperation, something hot and uncontrollable. I closed the space between us in a few fast strides, my fingers wrapping around her wrist before I even realized what I was doing.She gasped, trying to pull away, but I held her—not rough, not gentle, just enough to stop her.“I said we’re not done,” I breathed, chest tight, anger tangled in every syllable.She turned sharply, eyes blazing. “Let go of me.”But I didn’t.I couldn’t.Not when everything inside me was boiling over.“You want to act like you hate me? Fine,” I whispered, my voice low and bitter. “But don’t pretend