Carolyn’s POV
I had never felt this alone before. Even in the slums, where people whispered about my strange blue eyes and light skin, I had never been treated like this. Like I was a disease. Like I was nothing. The classroom felt smaller, suffocating. Every pair of eyes was on me, waiting for me to snap, to cry, to break. But I wouldn’t. I couldn’t. Tina sat beside me, gripping her pen so tightly that her knuckles were white. She was angry. Probably angrier than I was. But she wasn’t the target. I was. Another paper ball hit my shoulder. I ignored it. Laughter. I heard someone whisper, “She thinks she’s better than us just because she’s smart.” Another voice. “No, she thinks she’s special because she has blue eyes. Maybe she’s wearing contact lenses.” I bit my lip so hard I tasted blood. They were waiting for me to react. I wouldn’t give them what they wanted. Instead, I picked up my pen and continued writing down my notes. --- J.J.’s POV She was stronger than I thought. I had expected her to cry by now. To storm out of class, humiliated. But she didn’t. Instead, she just… took it. The whispers. The insults. The humiliation. She sat there, calm, focused, her jaw clenched but her posture straight. Most people broke after a few hours of being bullied. Carolyn? She was holding out longer than anyone ever had. George sighed beside me, shaking his head. “She’s not gonna break.” I smirked. “Not yet.” Julius, on the other hand, looked miserable. He hadn’t said a word since class started. It was funny—he had always acted like he hated her. Like she was beneath him. But now that things were getting real, he looked like he regretted everything. Pathetic. --- Carolyn’s POV Lunch break. The moment the bell rang, Tina grabbed my hand. “Come on.” I blinked at her. “Where are we going?” She hesitated. “The cafeteria, obviously. But…” I understood what she wasn’t saying. The cafeteria was J.J.’s territory. And after what happened, it would be a battlefield. Tina looked like she wanted to suggest skipping lunch, but I shook my head. “If I avoid them, they win.”** “If I act scared, they win.”** Tina let out a sigh and nodded. “Okay. But if they do anything crazy, we leave.” Agreed. We walked down the halls, and as expected, the whispers followed us. I kept my head high. But when we stepped into the cafeteria, the noise stopped. Everything went silent. Hundreds of students turned to look at me. I could feel the weight of their stares. At the center of the room, lounging like a king on his throne, was J.J. His arms were crossed, his cat-like eyes watching me with amusement. He was waiting. Waiting for me to run. To break. I refused. Tina and I walked forward, ignoring the stares, ignoring the murmurs. We got our food and searched for a table. But every time we moved toward one, students would block us. They were doing this on purpose. Every table was “full.” Every chair was “reserved.” Tina’s face flushed with anger. “This is so childish.” I let out a breath. “Come on. Let’s just go outside.” We turned to leave, but before we could take a step— A loud smack echoed through the room. I felt something cold, wet, and sticky slide down my back. I froze. Gasps filled the room. Tina inhaled sharply. “Carolyn…” I turned around slowly. Behind me, standing with an empty plastic cup, was Emma. My cousin. She had just poured a strawberry milkshake down my back. Emma smirked, crossing her arms. “Oops.” The cafeteria erupted in laughter. I clenched my fists. Anger. Humiliation. Betrayal. J.J. was watching. Waiting to see what I would do. Emma raised an eyebrow. “Why do you look so upset? You should be grateful I cooled you down. After all, you look like you belong in the slums.” More laughter. My vision blurred with fury. Emma thought she could humiliate me. J.J. thought he could break me. Everyone in this room thought I would stand there and take it. But they were wrong. So, so wrong. I stepped closer to Emma, smiling sweetly. She looked confused. Then— I grabbed the glass of water from the nearest table and poured it all over her head. Gasps. Complete silence. Emma screamed. The water soaked her perfectly straightened hair, dripping down her expensive uniform. She looked at me in shock, rage, and disbelief. I leaned in, keeping my voice calm, sharp. “Oops.” The entire cafeteria exploded. Half the students were cheering. The other half were stunned. Emma shook with fury. “You… you little—”Carolyn’s POVThe conference hall was vast, all glass and steel, buzzing with voices that echoed off high ceilings. Schools from across the country had gathered, uniforms crisp, banners unfurled, badges pinned like medals of pride.Hillcrest’s team huddled near the front, the navy blazers making us look sharper than I felt. I smoothed my skirt with trembling hands.This was Nationals. The kind of stage I’d once watched from a distance, never dreaming I’d stand here.Maya leaned in. “Ready, Care?”I nodded. Or tried to. My throat was too dry.Then I heard it.A laugh. Familiar. Rough around the edges, the kind of sound I hadn’t forgotten no matter how much I tried.I froze.And when I turned—There he was.J.ay Johnson.Tall. Perfectly pressed Covenant blazer. The kind of presence that sucked air out of a room.For a moment, the world stilled. His eyes flicked across the room, searching. Then they landed on me.I could swear my heart stopped.He didn’t flinch. Didn’t blink. Just looked
Carolyn's POV When I transferred to Hillcrest Academy, I didn’t expect to be noticed.I wanted to disappear. To blend into uniforms and hallways, to let time bury Covenant High and all its ghosts.But Hillcrest had other plans.From the first week, whispers followed me—not the cruel, mocking kind I’d endured at Covenant, but curious ones. Admiring ones.“The girl with the blue eyes.”“She’s so pretty—where did she transfer from?”“Do you think she’ll join debate? Or choir? She has the kind of look that belongs on a stage.”I ignored them at first, clutching my notebooks close and tucking my hair behind my ears. Popularity had always been a curse to me, a spotlight that burned rather than warmed.But Hillcrest wasn’t Covenant.Here, I wasn’t the scandal. I wasn’t Emma’s shadow or J.J.’s mistake.I was just Carolyn Okoli.And for the first time in a long time, being seen didn’t hurt.It happened during Literature class.Mrs. Adeyemi, sharp-eyed and elegant, paused mid-discussion and se
J.J's POVThe announcement came on a Tuesday morning, the kind of morning when everything in Covenant High felt ordinary. The sky was the usual dull gray, the corridors buzzed with gossip and laughter, and I sat at my desk pretending to listen while my mind drifted elsewhere.Then Mr. Williams, the debate coach, walked into class.He carried that stiff-backed authority like always, but his eyes swept the room with purpose. Everyone hushed immediately. That was the effect he had—half respect, half fear.He cleared his throat.“As you all know,” he began, “Covenant High has been invited once again to participate in the National Secondary Schools Debate Competition. It is one of the highest honors for our school, and we only send the best.”Murmurs rippled across the room. I leaned back in my seat, uninterested.Debate had always been background noise for me—something Julius excelled at, something Emma dabbled in when she wanted attention. Not my thing.But then Mr. Williams said it.“Th
Carolyn's POVWhen Aunt Pat’s car pulled up in front of Hillcrest Academy, I pressed my forehead to the cool window, staring at the sprawling campus.It was nothing like Covenant High.The gates didn’t feel like prison bars. The buildings didn’t loom with sharp edges. The air itself seemed lighter, freer, like it hadn’t been poisoned by whispered rumors and cruel laughter.But my chest still tightened.A new school meant new faces, new names, new eyes to stare at me. And no matter how many times I told myself this was a fresh start, I couldn’t shake the feeling that Covenant’s shadows would follow me here.The first thing I noticed about Hillcrest students was how alive they seemed. They moved in clusters, laughter spilling across the courtyard, voices rising without fear of being crushed by some invisible hierarchy.It unnerved me.I wasn’t used to joy being so loud.When I walked through the gates that morning, uniform pressed and hair neatly pinned, heads turned.Some whispered. So
J.J's POVThe gates of Covenant High groaned open that Monday morning, the weight of another term pressing down with the heat of late summer.I’d been waiting for this day. Counting down the weeks, the days, the hours. Every late-night party, every haze of powder and smoke, every time Emma draped herself across my lap and whispered forget her—it all led to this.The day I’d see her again.Carolyn.I told myself I wanted revenge. I told myself I was ready to play enemy, to crush whatever strength she thought she had left. But beneath the armor, beneath the sharp rehearsed lines, there was one thing I couldn’t admit even to myself—I just wanted to see her face.To prove to myself she was still here.Still mine to destroy.Still mine to want.The campus was buzzing, uniforms crisp, voices loud. SS2 had that strange mix of pride and dread—too old to be called kids, too young to be treated like adults.George spotted me first, slapping my shoulder with his usual grin.“Back at it, man. SS
J.J's POVThe summer heat pressed down on the city like a living thing.Nights were the worst. The air thick, the silence suffocating, and every time I shut my eyes I saw her face.Carolyn.Her wide, tear-filled eyes when I made her watch me kiss Emma. The tremor in her voice when she cursed me out, every word slicing me open. The way she looked at me that last day — not with love, not even with hate, but with something worse.Disappointment.I’d been trying to drink her out of my system since school let out, but it never worked. Whiskey burned my throat, vodka left me numb, but nothing touched the ache in my chest. Nothing stopped the ghost of her voice whispering my name in the quiet.I hated her.That’s what I told myself. That’s what I told everyone.But hate is just love with its teeth bared.Emma was around more than usual.She liked to play the girlfriend role when it suited her, draping herself across my couch, her perfume thick in the air, her laugh too sharp. She’d talk abou