Im -perfect

Watching the gooey slimy things slowly,dripping down my books , I hardly suppressed a groan . I couldn't believe it , fine , I can but it was starting of our final year. You might think that after tormenting me for continuous two years these people would finally get bored, find a new target and move on.

While I wasn't supportive of bullying , I didn't want to be alone in this shit .The black sheep in the hoarde of white ones . Suppressing the shudder that was running through my body with the prospect of taking my book outta that lube covered locker , I simply thrust in my hand and ughh...

Just disgusting .

Thankfully; with my last fiasco of finding my locker in used condom ,atleast I learned my lesson to cover my books with something before leaving my school . You can never be sure of what people were goinf to slip in your locker when you are on their hit list you know .

I squashed my urge to puke that was building in and thrusted my book in my bag ; with an audible bang to let whoever pushed that lube in my locker ; that I wasn't happy with this 'prank' of his/her and they successfully pissed me off , I turned around to walk down the corridor .

People parted ; some even turned around to run in the opposite direction when they saw me approach , oh they weren't afraid of me not at all. They were only afraid to be seen together with me , to be associated with me in any fucking way , Like everything that was happening to me was my fault.

It wasn't , I did nothing to deserve this , it was them who should be avoiding my eyes, to walk away the opposite direction when I approach them but they weren't instead it was me who was turned into a complete outcast . If you want to ask me what was going on , I have to explain from the beginning .

You see my mum divorced my dad or more like it was my dad who had an affair with my mum's best friend and had a daughter with her . With that it was impossible for my parents to stay together , or maybe it was since my mother was all set to keep their marriage together ; only if my father sent his mistress away .

He didn't though ; who in their right mind would keep a woman who had long losr her youth in taking care of you , having three kids for your sake instead of the woman who still looked well kinda maintained ,no one, okay?

My dad didn't either instead he divorced my mum the fastest way possible and moved here in Austin . However; my mom never forgave my dad for it and thus after years of saving money ; we moved from Wimberley to Austin .

Major stalker alert , I know .

But my mum wasn't the clingy ex , oh no . She was a typical woman who wanted to show my dad that he made the wrong decision , that the children she gave birth to were better in every sense than his lover's daughter , In short she was simply obsessed with making my dad green with regret.

It wasn't easy if you ask me if not for my nanna having a home here, we would still be in a tough spot .I wanted nothing more then to go back to where we were instead of living here in a place full of strangers.

While my dad moved here when my half sister was still young ; I came here just two years ago ; meaning I was the outsider , the one people keep at bay . No matter how hard I try I will always be the stranger that they want no association with ; something my mum simply doesn't understand. Maybe things might have gone okay, if not for me being the stuck bitch people think I am .

In my defence; after seeing my parents marriage falling apart , I took refuge in those romantic stories ; which screamed about true love. With those books as my only companion and my regular visits to church, I became your neighbourhood's goody two shoes .

All I ever wanted was to find myself a good ; responsible man who will fall for me just the way I'm , let me feel the amazing feeling that we all call love before I walk down the aisle sharing our first kiss together and ending my walk through the virgin road .

However, things went out of control when Jacob Knight pulled me in his strong muscular arm and kissed me right in front of the entire student body in the school grounds

. I should have been blessed , I should have thanked the Lord for letting Jacob knight kiss those awful lips of mine but instead I slapped him .

Yes, I slapped the QB of the Longhorn team and boy , they weren't much happy about it . Well ofcourse who cares that the said asshole forcefully kissed me in front of the entire school? Jacob Knight with his Gorgeous stormy gray eyes and black tousled hair was given a free chit while I was turned into the school infamous 'Bella ; the Wadding' ton' .

I wasn't waddington , My name is Bella , Bella Hamilton and I don't weigh tons not at all ,I was simply curvy with a shorter and stockier body but no where curvy. But these assholes weren't the brightest bulb in the box , one will set the tone around and the others will simply follow along .

Stupid jerks.

Turning around the corner , I made my towards English class but my body reacted faster before my mind could as it stopped right before entering .

With gorgeous smiles, handsome face and a lot more money to burn , the four kings all together were sitting in the middle of the room .

The four and I 

Author's note : I do not support bullying or any form of bullies .