Carolyn’s POV
I should have expected this. The moment I stepped into the school hallway, I could feel the stares. The whispers. The judgmental looks. Something had changed. Tina, walking beside me, froze mid-step as she pulled out her phone. Her face turned pale. “Carolyn…” she whispered. I frowned. “What is it?” She hesitated before turning her phone toward me. My heart dropped. On the school’s W******p group chat, a single message from J.J. sat at the top, pinned for everyone to see: > “We hate Carolyn, the scholarship girl.” Below it, hundreds of messages had flooded in overnight. SS2 Cynthia: LMAO, she really thought she belonged here? SS1 Malik: J.J. says we hate her, so we hate her. SS3 Sandra: Maybe if she begs, we’ll let her stay. SS2 Tayo: Who does she think she is? SS1 Emmanuel: Scholarship kids shouldn’t even be in Covent High. SS3 Raymond: She slapped J.J.? She must be crazy. My breath hitched as I scrolled through the comments. It wasn’t just a few students—the entire school was against me. I clenched my fists. My throat burned, but I refused to cry. I wouldn’t give them the satisfaction. Tina bit her lip. “Carolyn, what do we do? This is bad… really bad.” I exhaled slowly, forcing my emotions down. “We go to class.” Tina looked at me like I had lost my mind. “Are you serious? People are literally waiting to humiliate you.” I straightened my shoulders. “If I run now, I’ll never stop running.” Tina hesitated but finally nodded. “Okay… but stick close to me.” Together, we pushed through the hallway, but the second we entered, the whispering turned to open insults. “Look, it’s the charity case.” “She actually came to school? I thought she’d hide.” “J.J. must be so mad at her.” “I hope she knows what she just started.” I ignored them, kept my head up, and walked straight to my locker. Then—something wet splashed onto me. Ice-cold water. A gasp escaped my lips as I shivered, my uniform drenched. Laughter erupted around me. I turned slowly to see Cynthia, a rich girl from SS2, holding an empty water bottle, smirking. “Oops,” she said with fake innocence. “My hand slipped.” More laughter. My fingers trembled, but I forced myself to stay calm. “Move.” Cynthia raised an eyebrow. “Or what?” I clenched my fists. I wanted to slap her so badly. But I knew what would happen if I did. This was what they wanted—to push me until I snapped. I took a deep breath and stepped around her. Cynthia’s smirk widened. “Not so tough now, huh?” Tina grabbed my wrist. “Carolyn, let’s just go to class.” I nodded, swallowing my anger. --- J.J’s POV I leaned back in my chair, watching the chaos unfold. From my seat near the back of the classroom, I could see everything. Carolyn—soaking wet, humiliated, but still refusing to cry. Interesting. Most people would have run home in tears by now. But she? She still walked with her head high, pretending the insults didn’t bother her. Julius sat next to me, looking guilty. George, who had also just walked in, sat across from me and shook his head. “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?” I smirked. “She asked for it.” George scoffed. “J.J., you started this because she slapped you after you kissed her without her consent. You do realize that, right?” I ignored him. Julius finally spoke. “J.J., I think it’s enough.” I turned to him, my expression darkening. “Enough?” Julius hesitated. “I—I mean, maybe we should stop before my mom finds out.” I chuckled, shaking my head. “Julius, you need to decide which side you’re on.” Julius fell silent. George sighed. “I swear, you act like a king punishing a peasant.” I raised an eyebrow. “That’s exactly what I am.” George rolled his eyes. “One day, you’ll meet someone who won’t bow to you.” I glanced back at Carolyn. Maybe I already have. --- Carolyn’s POV Tina and I sat in the classroom, but I could feel the eyes on me. The whispers. The glares. The hatred. Every time the teacher turned his back, students threw small pieces of paper at me. Some hit my desk, some hit my back, but I ignored them all. Tina nudged me. “We should tell the teacher.” I shook my head. “That won’t help.” I had seen how things worked in this school. Teachers favored the rich kids. J.J.’s family practically owned this place. No one would stand up for me. I was alone. Except for Tina. J.J. sat at the back, watching me. His arms were crossed, his expression unreadable. I hated him. Hated how he smirked, like he was amused by my suffering. Hated how everyone obeyed him like he was a god. But most of all, I hated how, even now, part of me found him fascinating. No. I wasn’t going to let him win. The teacher kept talking, but I wasn’t listening. I was planning. If J.J. wanted to make me public enemy number one, then I had no choice. I had to fight back. Not with violence—that’s what he wanted. Not by crying—that’s what they expected. I had to be smarter. I had to show them that I belonged here. And I would start today.Carolyn's POVIt had been weeks since school resumed, but this particular morning back at school after the holidays felt strange.I should’ve felt rested. Ready to focus on schoolwork, exams that were going to happen in the next three months, I mean it was still very far, but I won't mind, I just wanted to stop coming to this school, I wanted something, something to get my mind off the wreckage of last term and what had happened to me weeks ago. But instead, I woke with a weight in my chest and a sense of wrongness I couldn’t quite name. Like I was walking into something… waiting to happen.It wasn’t just my usual anxiety. No, this was different. It sat under my skin like a vibration—tense, alert, suspicious. Even my mirror seemed to reflect back someone more fragile than before. I had taken my time getting ready. Extra lip gloss, neat braids, pressed uniform. I needed the armor. Infact, the extra time I take in front of the mirror helps me get my self-confidence back, something that
Carolyn’s POVResuming school after the holiday felt like walking into a fire I couldn’t put out.The morning sun didn’t carry warmth. The school walls, once familiar, now felt like they’d turned on me. The girls at the gate whispered. The boys near the assembly block pointed. My footsteps echoed a little too loudly, like even the ground was trying to make sure I knew I didn’t belong here anymore. I can still remember the beatings I got at the mall; it was very vivid. I can still feel the legs stomping on my body, as I walked past most of the school girls, I couldn't help but wonder if they were part of the girls that J.J. had sent after me. If they were among the girls that beat me up, I was still angry about that situation, I was still boiling deep down in my heart, but I know how much power J.J. holds, and to be honest, I'd rather stay the fuck away from him and just mind my business and forget about the past. Jay Johnson is not someone I can afford to upset further than I have alr
J.J.'s POVIt was supposed to be a message.That’s what I told myself when I used Julius’s phone. When I typed out that carefully crafted message to Carolyn and sent it off, it was like sending a warning shot disguised as a favor. It wasn’t meant to go that far. It didn't feel good to do that to Carolyn, but I just couldn't stop the pain and anger that I feel anytime I remember what Carolyn had done to me, how she broke my heart without considering how I felt or how much it would hurt me. She deserved what she got, but why does it not feel good?I just wanted her to feel a little of what I had felt. That sting of betrayal. That punch to the gut.But the second I saw her stumble in the mall’s rear-view camera—bent over, clutching her ribs, bruised and shaking—something inside me cracked.I hadn’t expected that.I hadn’t wanted... that.Now I was back in my room, sitting in the same hoodie I hadn’t changed out of since yesterday, staring at the wall like it might offer me some kind of a
Carolyn’s POVThe first two weeks of the holiday passed by like a whisper—quiet, warm, unremarkable. For the first time in what felt like forever, I wasn’t waking up to exams or secrets or whispers behind my back. I spent most mornings on the balcony with a cup of tea, letting the sun warm my skin. The quiet helped. It helped me forget, even briefly, how broken things had become.I hadn’t heard from J.J.I told myself that was a good thing.George texted once or twice, casual things—memes, harmless updates—but I kept my responses brief. After that night at the restaurant, I realized how thin the line was between comfort and complication. I needed distance.And then, one late evening, my phone buzzed with a message from Julius.Julius: Hey, I need a favor. Can you meet me at the IBB mall? I’m short on something for a payment. Won’t take long. Car park. Basement level.I blinked at the message.I hadn’t seen Julius much lately. When I wake up, I don't set my eyes on him, and anytime I a
J.J.'s POVI hadn’t moved in for over an hour. The hurt I was feeling in my heart made me feel numb and sick to my stomach. I did not know what to do about it, but to feel the pain and endure it.The T-shirt I’d thrown on when I got home still clung to my skin like a second layer of regret. I sat on the edge of my bed, elbows on knees, head hung low. The room was dim, just a single lamp casting shadows across the floor. Everything felt muted, like the world was happening somewhere else, and I was stuck in a space between memory and madness.The drive home from La Maison had been silent. Julius didn’t speak, and I didn’t want him to. I didn’t want to hear sympathy. I didn’t want to be calm. I didn’t want a reason. I just wanted it to stop hurting.Carolyn.With George.Laughing like I never existed.That image—her eyes lighting up, her lips parting into a smile as George leaned in—was burned into the back of my mind. I couldn’t blink without seeing it. Couldn’t breathe without tasting
Carolyn's POVThe car ride home was quiet, but not uncomfortable.George kept one hand on the wheel and the other lazily draped over the console. The windows were down slightly, letting in a breeze that carried the soft scent of rain on warm tarmac. Streetlights cast soft gold patterns over the dashboard. For the first time in weeks, I felt something close to stillness.“I had a good time,” I said, glancing sideways at him.He smiled, eyes on the road. “Me too. You deserved it.”I nodded. “Thanks for tonight. It was... really nice.”We drove in silence for a few more blocks, soft music playing low from the speakers. I rested my head slightly against the seat and stared at the night outside—the way people moved in slow snapshots beneath neon lights. I wished I could pause right there, freeze that sense of ease and put it somewhere safe. Away from everything else. Away from J.J.George pulled into the driveway of Auntie Pat’s mansion. The headlights cast a slow, fading beam across the f