It wasn't so long when I began to realize what my life would be without my bestfriend Toma. He was always the sociable guy while I was just someone who tagged along. I wasn't so friendly with the other guys he always used to hang out with other than me.
So whenever lunch time arrives, I always find myself sitting alone at the cafeteria. Then I often see Toma with his other friends with him, as well as his girlfriend Cami.
"Never knew it would be like this." I muttered to myself, sometimes wishing I never suggested to avoid one another.
"…hey."
I looked at the person by my side and saw Xia. "Oh it's you."
"Yeah, got a room to spare here?" She asked with a cheeky smile.
"There's plenty of room as you can see, so be my guest." I told her, with a bit of sarcastic tone.
"Hahaha, sure." She sat right next to me. Ugh, of all places, this girl is really annoying.
"I saw that you're alone here," She began to talk as she peels of the wrapper on her sandwich. "So I thought I had to join you for lunch."
"Tch, I don't need you pitying me. I'm used to this."
"Right, and I used to see you with Toma before. Like, most of the time until you pushed him away."
Her words hit hard, but it was none of her business so it pissed me off. "You've got nothing to do with my life, so stop prying okay?"
Then she looked at me with a face I can never understand. It was actually the first time I ever received that kind of look. "…I know that." She looks away and continued, "I knew you would say that."
"Then if you do, stop pestering me about Toma, okay? If you like him so much, you should go and talk to him. Not me." I told her.
Her silence lasted for a minute until she talked again.
"But I don't like Toma," she faced me again with a face slowly turning red. "because it's you that I like!"
…
"W-What?"
"Y-You… Yuji, you dummy!" She ran away with her food and left me.
I was dumbfounded by the sudden moment. To think Xia would confess to me… "What!?"
Xia liked me!? I couldn't believe it. My mind wasn't able to process what happened, and I couldn't even finish my lunch because I lost my appetite from thinking about it over and over.
That was actually the first time a girl ever confessed to me. As I got to the boy's restroom, I looked at myself on the mirror and observed my looks.
My heigh is pretty below average for a guy, and I don't even look manly like Toma nor those other hot guys… so how the hell Xia would like someone like me!?
Is it because of my personality?--nah, I know myself that I was always rude to her.
Is it because of my intelligence?--I'm not that smart though, so maybe that's not it.
Or… is it…
sfx: bump.
While I was looking at myself on the mirror, a guy bumped on to me. "Oh, excuse me." He said.
"It's alright." I said, still a bit dazed.
But instead of proceeding with his business, this guy still continued talking to me. "Hey, aren't you Yuji?"
"Y-Yes, and who you might be?"
He smiled, but it didn't felt so nice. "I'm Noru, a friend of Toma."
"I'm Noru, a friend of Toma.""Oh…" so this was the guy who helped Toma with Cami. "I believe we met before. I always saw you with him when we were freshmen.""Ah yeah, I'm a friend of Toma and as well as a childhood friend." I told him.He smirks as he pass by, "It doesn't seem like it anymore."…jerk.After that, I left the restro0m and continued my day without a hassle. Though it quite bothered my mind about the guy from the restroom and Xia confessing to me. I'm getting mixed emotions by thinking about it.The next day wasn't so easy, when I saw Xia. It was awkward like I expected. "Uhm, hey." I kind of… greeted."Y-Yeah." She couldn't even make eye-contact with me.I attempted to find another seat but everything in the room was taken, so I had no other choice but to sit next to her. When I take a glance at her, I noticed how stiff she is.
"EHH!?" It looked like she can't believe what I've just said. "What did you just say to me?!""I asked if you want to go out with-""Are you for real!?" She still doubts if I'm serious about this."Well, yeah! So are you going to say 'yes' or-""Don't play with other people's feelings. I like you but I won't allow you to ever do what you're trying to do.""No, I'm really serious about this-""And don't ever think I'll let you get away with this-""Can't you quit cutting me off!? Seriously, I'm serious about this. So do you want to date me or not?" I planned to be nice and kind as possible, but with Xia, it's just impossible to do so.She stood frozen, observing me to see if I'm lying or not. "Really?""Yes, so what's your answer?" I demanded.She pouts and glares at, though she smiles and reached out her hand to me.
From: Xia『 See you later :D 』After reading the text I received from Xia, I felt a bit nervous since this feels like my first time on a date. The last time I dated someone when I was a senior highschool student. It feels such a long time since then."Ugh, act cool Yuji." I told myself while waiting for Xia.And it's not like I should be nervous for anything today, I'll just be going on a date with Xia. Shouldn't that be a fun thing?"…Yuji?" A familiar voice spoke.Then there I saw Hino, along with Toma, Noru and the rest of their friends. It was nostalgic seeing them altogether, but I realized that I was never a part of their circle because I was always just considered as someone who only tagged along with Toma."Oh, hey." I greeted. Some of them asked how I've been, and why I haven't been hanging out with them lately. Then my bestfriend who was being quiet began
We had our lunch at a fine restaurant in the mall we were at. The conversations were merely interesting and I was making a way for a question I had to ask.Though I thought Xia would pipe down her chitchat when we're in a relationship now, but it was otherwise. She remained the annoying girl I used to hate. "And there was this one time I caught my friend stalking this girl, hahaha!"Her stories never ends."Xia…""There was a weird rumor about the girl she was looking up though.""Uhm Xia.""They said the girl had a twin brother that died, but others said that the girl used to be a guy and became a transwoman.""…" it was impossible! She just won't listen!And the talk goes on and on, and on. I thought I'll remain a listener throughout the whole conversation but then she gave me a way to speak. "So, what about you? You've been awfully silent." She l
I've thought of possible results before confessing my reason why I dated Xia. And I also thought by the time I said it, Xia would reject me for being such a huge jerk. But I was quite surprise how Xia responded."I thought so…" she answered with a smile, but sadness can be seen on her eyes."So, do you still wanna date me?" I grinned waiting for my expectation to be meet."Yes." My face became blank as soon as she said that. "I already got the chance I wanted, so I won't let it slip by so easily.""Why so eager?" I softly asked, almost a whisper."Because, I really like you-" she points at me, showing an expression that's so eager. "-and I'll make sure to make you fall inlove with me too."What a strong-willed woman.I chuckled. "We'll see about that."Then the rest of my day was spent well with my girlfriend, Xia. After all that, coming back to my
I was typing down all the necessary information for my research after class was finished, the whole classroom was already empty then Xia came in with something in her hands."So uh, the prof said you have to bring this to the storage room h-hehe." Xia handed me a box of blank papers. I stared at her with doubt."Can't you do this yourself? It doesn't even look heavy.""But Yujiii! Come on, help your girlfriend out." She yelled crying."I'm busy with our research.""Huuu… please?" Then she pulled out her puppy eyes on me, it only led me to look at her with disgust. "Ugh, what is wrong with you?""Tsk, you're so hard to charm.""Because you're charmless." I laughed."Whaaaat!?" She looked at me with disbelief. "For your information, most people called me a cutie. I had a lot of people that liked me and those that I turned down as well. You should feel
Ugh, just when I was trying to finish the research. Toma just looked at me with a friendly face. "Why didn't you do anything to get out of here?" I asked."Oh, I actually did. I yelled for help, tried to make a lot of noise, and even put a note underneath the door so someone can help me… but none of those works." So the stupid note earlier was his doing.I sighed feeling helpless. "Tsk, what to do, what to do…" then I suddenly thought of my phone. I searched it in my pocket, only to realize that I left it back at the classroom. Damn it."Toma!""!… yeah?" He spoke while maintaining that smile of his. Ugh, his face right now looks annoying."Do you got your phone with you?""Ahh… I've thought about that too but uhm, I left it with Cami.""What!?""Yeah, she asked to look at it. She's checking out the pictures we've taken together.""
Just like what Toma said, we both got out of the storage room eventually. Xia was the one who came to our rescue. "Yujiiii!" She hugged me as soon as we got out of the storage room."Thanks for helping Xia." I told her as I placed my hand on top of her head. She looks at me with her teary eyes. "I'm really sorry you had to go through this.""It's fine, atleast you're okay." I'm sort of glad I helped her with the things she was supposed to do. If I haven't helped her, she'd be terrified and stuck with an idiot."Hey Xia! Thanks for saving us." Toma said, patting her back."Ahh, I was really worried about Yuji. Thank goodness I found you guys.""Right. If you haven't found us, we'd be stuck here until tomorrow." I said."I'm really sorry!""I told you it's okay." Then I felt the urge to squeeze her cheeks to stop her from apologizing."Wuchii!" She wa