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Help and helplessness

Author: Deedee
last update publish date: 2026-04-11 14:33:00

Rowan’s POV

Two things played in my mind as I entered the elevator. First, I must not get caught. Second, Henry must get here on time.

The elevator ride to the rooftop felt longer than it should have. Each second felt like eternity to me.

My reflection stared back at me and as I took in the sight, I felt pity for myself.

My face was covered with purple and red bruises, my lips were slit, dried blood covered every corner of my face, and the hospital gown hung loosely on my body like I didn’t
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