ログインRowan's POV
Life comes at you so fast. One minute, I was trying all my possible best to stay out of trouble, the next minute, I was in the middle of a mess I created because of my uncontrollable anger. My legs dangle as I settle on the desk facing the large window in my bedroom. Literally, I was waiting for the Queen, waiting for her judgement. I wasn't waiting for my mother, I was waiting for the emperor, the decision maker, my controller, a blessing and a nightmare at the same time. My heart sank the moment the cars pulled in. She was already here. My chest tight as I watched the scene unfold below. The Queen stepped out first, followed by her king, my father. Then her secretary, and a stream of royal officials. I could see the urgency in the way they moved. They swept into the palace with the kind of gravity reserved for history-making moments, as if this were a coronation rather than a crisis. That was when a thought crept into my mind but I quickly pushed it away. I didn't survive sixteen years just to jump down the window because I threw a few punches. I didn't notice the door until I heard Mr Wilson's stern voice. “The Queen is here,” he said calmly. “Tell me something I don't know,” I mumbled, jumping down from the desk. Just as expected, he remained quiet but his eyes were filled with words. Words I have no interest in hearing. Slowly, I stepped in front of the large mirror and studied my reflection. The familiar frown on my face stared back at me. I straightened my tie, smoothing it down with practiced ease, then released a sharp breath as I braced myself for whatever the Queen intended to say. “It's time to see the queen,” I said with enough sarcasm to make Mr Wilson understand that I wasn't having it. I had just turned toward the door when Mr. Wilson reached for me. His hand closed around mine, firm but gentle. I glanced down at our joined hands, then up at his face, my brows furrowed in silent question. “Whatever the Queen’s decision may be,” he said quietly, “it is for your own good.” Instantly, I pulled my hand from his grip, irritation flashing through me. Who asked for his unsolicited advice? “Your well-meant, elderly advice is the last thing I need right now,” I said before storming out of the room. I've not even recovered from Mr Wilson's action before I met the queen in the hallway. If looks could kill, I should be six feet under the ground. The way her eyes shot invisible lasers at me made my skin crawl. Her hair was not perfectly made like they used to be. She wasn't even wearing her collection of pearls around her neck. But her royal ring was still on her finger. She can't forget that. Never. “You never seize to bring mud on the royal family,” she said with a low and dangerous voice. That kind of voice that tells me “whatever she decides is irreversible.” “What were you thinking, Rowan? Fighting in front of cameras? Don't you have an atom of decency?” She rained rhetorical questions on me. Rhetorical because I dare not say a word whenever she's burning in rage. “Now is not the time to scold him,” my father said from behind her. I could see that he was tired. Not of me, though. He was tired of the royal drama. He was stressed about it but he had no choice. He always told me how we had no choice. “We are royal blood by birth, not by choice,” he always says. “When is the perfect time to scold him? She said without taking her gaze away from me. When will you talk sense into your son? When would he stop this childish act? How long will you ruin our reputation? She was talking to my father but her eyes remained on me. I just stood still, my hand by my side, staring at anything that wasn't the queen's eyes. “He is a teenager, Cordelia,” my father said calmly. “Teenagers are sometimes uncontrollably. They need guidance more than anyone else.” “Henry was a teenager too,” the queen snapped. “Ethan is a teenager too. Have you ever heard any scandal about him?” Her voice was rising now. “You are not a regular teenager, Rowan. You are a royalty. You represent the royal family. Your life reflects everything going on in the palace. How many times would I repeat this to you?” “Stay calm, honey. You promised you won't scold him,” my father said. This time, she turned to him. “That's because you said you would handle it,” she snapped. “Then give me the chance to handle it,” he replied calmly. “He's all yours,” she retorted, stepping away. “Look at me, son,” he said and I really looked at him. I looked beyond the stress and I saw something scary. Something beyond his control. “You will have to leave the palace,” he said calmly as if he was telling me the time. “What?” “You will be going to a boarding school,” he answered. “Dad?” I screamed as my emotions began to jumble together. Going to a boarding school? That was the last thing I expected from them. I thought I would be grounded without my gadgets or given chores to do. Who takes their child to a boarding school as a punishment? “Dad, you can't just send me to some school. I'm not a regular teenager,” I argued, using their words against them. “The decision is irreversible and you're not going to a regular boarding school. You will be taken to Hillsborough.” Hell has finally broken on me. Hillsborough boarding school? Where the elites go… I can't go to a boarding school, not to mention Hillsborough. I'm not ready to live with some stupid teenagers. I love my space even if it comes with royal confinement. “Dad. Please,” I pleaded, taking a step forward. “You can ground me for a month. You can confine my phone and tablet. You can't send me to a boarding school.” “The decision wasn't mine alone,” he said, avoiding my gaze. “I think it is the best we can do for you,” he added. “Best?” I almost scoffed. “How is this the best decision? We are talking about a boarding school here. The same boarding school that tormented my brother.” “He wasn't tormented. He was shaped to see the world in the right way. And if it worked for Henry, it will definitely work for you.” This time, I scoffed. Before I could reply, Mr Wilson appeared. “Everything is ready, sir. Rowan needs to revise his speech before the press gets here.” “Good,” my father said before leaving me to digest my newest reality. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. I wish I could go back to the club and undo my mistake. I wish I had ignored the idiot that put me in this mess. Most importantly, I wished I had a normal family.Rowan’s POVI didn’t even realize how long I had stayed there with Annabelle. And by the time I left the barn, the sky was already dark. That alone was enough to surprise me.Usually, conversations drained me. Especially recently, every interaction felt exhausting because people either pitied me, judged me, or tried too hard to act normal around me.But Annabelle had been different in a good way. I found her easy to converse with. And for the little time we spent together, she made me forget everything pressing down on me.I walked slowly along the stone path leading back to the palace, my hands tucked inside my hoodie pocket while cold wind brushed against my face.From the outside, the palace looked perfect, powerful and untouchable. But now that I knew how much manipulation existed beneath powerful families, even its beauty made me suspicious.I climbed the front steps quietly. The guards by the entrance nodded at me immediately and opened the doors.I had barely taken two steps in
Rowan’s POVSlowly, I was losing my mind.At first, I thought isolation would feel peaceful. I thought it would save me from the queen's wrath and Henry's judging eyes. But after days of being trapped inside my room, the silence became unbearable.Too much silence gives room for thinking and thinking was dangerous for me because every thought somehow led back to Theo.I tried to replace our bad memories with the good ones but it didn't make it any better. My thoughts circling around him was unhealthy for my mental health. But what else could I do? Who else should I think about?I shut my eyes and groaned softly, dragging a hand through my hair as I paced around my room for what felt like the hundredth time that day.The palace was massive, yet somehow it felt smaller as each day passed. I had tried everything to distract myself. I read. I slept. I played games. I watched random shows, even the boring ones. I practice piano until my fingers hurt. But nothing worked.Everything eventu
Theo's POV Mr. Livingston stood near the large window, his hands resting behind him calmly. He was busy watching the city below like he owned everything in it. “I’m here,” I said, announcing my presence. “Welcome,” he said without looking away from the window. I didn't say anything, and he didn't turn until a few minutes passed. When he finally faced me, his sharp eyes scanned me briefly before gesturing toward the chair in front of his desk.“Sit.”I sat, obeying automatically. I almost laughed at myself for that. I couldn't believe I had become someone who followed instructions easily. Taking his time, Mr. Livingston walked toward the desk and placed a small black box in front of me.“Your new phone,” he said. I stared at the box for a second before opening it. Inside was a sleek silver phone, thinner and more expensive than the last one.“You guys work really fast,” I muttered.“We prefer efficiency.”Carefully, I picked up the phone, checking it out. It was already set up,
Theo's POV “You are not the son I raised.”The words wouldn’t leave my head, no matter how hard I tried.I sat on the edge of the bed in the apartment Mr Livingston had arranged for me, staring blankly at the wall while my new phone rested on the bed.My chest still hurts after the call with my mother. It wasn't a physical pain. It was the kind of pain that sat quietly inside one's chest, spreading slowly, touching every thought and every moment of silence.I leaned forward, rubbing both hands over my face. My head pounded from mental exhaustion, emotional stress, and from the fact that I was trying too hard not to fall apart.For a moment, I considered turning the phone off completely. I didn't want calls. I didn't want more people telling me who I had become. I didn't want more judgement and less understanding. But before I could decide, the phone started ringing again.An unknown number flashed on the screen. I stared at it for a few seconds, part of me expected Leonie and I almo
Theo's POV The phone given to me by Mr Livingston still felt unfamiliar in my hand. Whenever it rang, I hesitated. Most times, I ignored the calls. But after giving the contact number to Leonie, I picked up the moment it rang. “Hello?” I said, pressing the phone to my ear. There was a brief silence before the caller spoke. “Theo.”My entire body went still as my mother's voice filled my ear. “Mom?” The word slipped out before I could stop it.“How did you…”“How did I get this number?” she cut in calmly.“Yes.”“Leonie sent it and she told me everything.”Leonie? Why would she do that?Something in my chest tightened, but I didn’t know if it was relief or tension.Leonie had promised to help. But I didn’t realize that help included this.“Is it true?” she asked. “Is what true?” I asked, feigning ignorance. “Theo...” The way she said my name with disappointment made my stomach twist. “Don’t do that.”I closed my eyes briefly, mentally preparing myself for the conversation.
Theo's POV I didn’t sleep.How was I supposed to sleep when my life was about to spiral out of my control? Actually, it had spiralled but I thought I still had hope to get it together. But as things got more complicated, getting control over my life was impossible. By morning, I felt hollow.I needed someone to talk to. I needed someone to listen. I needed someone who shared the same burden as me… someone who would not judge me, but rather justify my reasons.Leonie was the only one who fell into all categories. So I called her before I changed my mind. I didn’t tell her much on the phone. I just told her I needed to see her and she agreed. ********I got to the cafe first, so I chose a corner table. Somewhere tucked away from people's eyes… somewhere people wouldn’t pay attention to us. Leonie wasn't in school because the judging eyes were too much on her. Since Rowan and I were sent out of Hillsborough, she said things had become unbearable for her. Just like me, she didn't te
Theo's POV I shouldn’t have been smiling, but I was. Watching the video brought back everything I felt that night. I hate to admit it but if I was given the chance to go back to that night, I'd focus more on the kiss than making a video. But it's all good because I get to watch the video over and
Theo's POV I knew exactly what I had done. It wasn’t poisonous, nor was it anything dangerous. It was a little way of marking my territory, a way of showing him who was in control. Just a crushed candy dissolved into his drink, he was already shaking like a jelly fish. What if I had added more? I
Rowan's POV As he approached me, I knew my evening was about to get ruined. But before he could ruin it, I looked at him, not the gibberish side of him. I took note of his face, his hair, how it was still neatly done even after school hours. Theo is a charming boy but his attitude makes his charm
Rowan's POV Everyone had left. The crowd had been dismissed after the welcome speech and song. The performance was over and finally, I was alone in the room given to me. The room felt smaller than I expected. I wasn't expecting it to be like my bedroom in the palace but this was still small. It







