Amelia
I should’ve taken a cab. I should’ve made up an excuse, claimed I needed to get back early, pretended to check my phone and fake a family emergency — literally anything to avoid this. But I didn’t. Because some dangerous, masochistic part of me wanted to know how far this would go. How far I could push him. How far he’d let me fall. So now I was in the backseat of his car. His driver opened the door for us without a word, and Dominic gestured for me to slide in first. That dark, unreadable expression still fixed on his face. The same one he’d worn through the last hour of that suffocatingly tense dinner. I climbed in, careful not to flash too much leg, even though I was pretty sure the damage had already been done. The interior smelled like leather and spice. Expensive cologne clung to the air, sharp and masculine and so painfully him that it made my pulse skip. Dominic slid in beside me, and even though the backseat was spacious, he didn’t put much distance between us. His thigh brushed mine, firm and warm through the fabric of my dress, and I swore I felt the contact everywhere. The driver shut the door. The world outside faded. And we were alone. The car eased away from the curb, the city lights blurring past the tinted windows, but I couldn’t take my eyes off him. He didn’t speak. Neither did I. The silence stretched, thick and oppressive, but it wasn’t empty. It was heavy with everything we hadn’t said in years. With every almost, every wrong look, every sharp word meant to cut deep because it was safer than admitting the truth. I stared out the window, pretending to admire the skyline, but all I could feel was the heat of his body next to mine. The brush of his sleeve against my bare shoulder. It wasn’t fair. That after everything — after every cruel nickname, every fight, every snide comment — he could still make me feel like this. Unsteady. Wrecked. Alive. “You shouldn’t have worn that,” Dominic said quietly, voice like rough velvet in the dark. I turned to him, heart slamming against my ribs. “Excuse me?” His jaw clenched, and he dragged his gaze over me like a physical touch. “That dress,” he muttered, as if the words were being ripped out of him. “You knew what you were doing.” I scoffed. “And what’s that, exactly?” His hand moved, slow and deliberate, brushing a lock of hair from my shoulder. His knuckles skimmed the side of my neck, leaving goosebumps in their wake. My breath hitched. “Testing me.” I swallowed hard. “Dominic—” “I’m not a good man, Carter.” His hand dropped to his thigh, his fingers flexing like he was resisting the urge to touch me again. “I don’t play fair. And I sure as hell don’t lose.” I knew I should shut this down. Draw a line. Remind him of my brother. Of the fact that this was dangerous. Stupid. Irreversible. But the words wouldn’t come. Because God help me — I didn’t want to stop. I wanted to know what it would feel like if he stopped pretending. If he crossed the line we both pretended wasn’t there. The car slowed, pulling in front of my hotel, and for a second, neither of us moved. His eyes pinned mine in the dim light. Another wrong choice waiting to be made. “I’ll see you at eight,” he said finally, his voice low and rough. And before I could answer, he was out of the car. Gone. Leaving me breathless, aching, and entirely ruined.Amelia’s POVThe silence in Dominic’s apartment was the kind that settled into your bones and made itself at home. Not peaceful. Not comforting. But heavy—like the moments before a storm, when the sky is holding its breath.I sat on the edge of the massive bed in his bedroom, the same place where so much had happened between us—fights, confessions, desire, regret—and stared out the floor-to-ceiling windows that framed the city like a painting. Night had fallen, but the lights outside were still trying to outshine the darkness. I wasn’t sure if they were winning.My body was still sore from everything—our argument, his touch, my own guilt. My thoughts looped like a broken record, skipping between the things I should’ve said and the things I never should’ve felt in the first place.Dominic was in the kitchen, pouring himself a glass of something strong. I could hear the clink of the bottle against the rim. It was the only sound in the apartment.I knew I should leave.But I couldn’t.No
Dominic’s POV I told myself I wouldn't go. I tried to lie in bed, eyes fixed on the ceiling, counting the shadows as they stretched across my walls like ghosts I couldn’t shake. The city was quiet — deceptively calm — and my mind was anything but. Her laugh echoed in my ears. The feel of her hand in mine, the way her lips had parted when I kissed her… it was imprinted on me, in my bloodstream now. It wasn’t supposed to happen like this. She wasn’t supposed to mean this much. Amelia Carter was supposed to be off-limits — my best friend’s little sister, the girl who used to chase us around the backyard with popsicles and scraped knees. She wasn’t supposed to be the woman who now haunted every corner of my thoughts, who made me want to be the kind of man who didn’t ruin good things. But I did. That’s what I did. That’s what I always did. Yet, at some point in the night, after tossing the weight of my regret from one shoulder to the other, I found myself driving. Her apartment wa
Amelia’s POV I hadn’t expected him to take me anywhere. Let alone there. The cliffs weren’t what I pictured when he said he had a place. I expected something like a penthouse he kept closed off, or a cabin in the woods passed down from some stoic grandfather. But no—Dominic brought me to the ocean. To open air. To a piece of himself I could tell no one else had ever been allowed to see. And I didn’t take it lightly. Not for a second. Because when he looked at that view, it wasn’t the kind of admiration you give to nature. It was grief. And memory. And scars. And when he told me he came there as a kid when things were too loud, I wanted to wrap that version of him in a blanket and sit next to him silently until he didn’t feel alone anymore. Even now, the image wouldn't leave my head: a younger Dominic, curled up on the rocks, probably angry at the world and unsure what it meant to be safe. I ached for him. And I hadn’t stopped aching since. After he dropped me home, I stood
Dominic’s POV The taste of her hadn’t left me. Not her lips. Not her voice. Not the way she’d looked at me when she said, “You just have to stay.” God, it haunted me. She didn’t know it, but she cracked something in me that night. Something I had boarded up, chained down, and buried so deep I’d almost convinced myself it didn’t exist anymore. Hope. It was fragile and terrifying. Because hope meant I had something to lose. And Amelia—she wasn’t just something. She was everything. I hadn’t meant to fall asleep on her couch, but her scent wrapped around me like a drug, pulling me under. Her blanket still smelled like her shampoo, and when I rolled over sometime around four a.m., I realized she’d draped another one over me while I was out cold. That tiny gesture undid me more than any kiss ever could. I stared at the ceiling until the early light broke across it, doing nothing but thinking. About her. About us. About the version of myself I was scared to show her—and the one I
Amelia’s POV The knock on my door came just as I’d given up on hearing it. I was curled up on the couch, a mug of chamomile tea cooling in my hands, and a blanket thrown haphazardly over my legs. The television was on, but I wasn’t watching it. I couldn’t focus. My brain kept replaying Dominic’s voice in my head like a broken record. Every word. Every glance. The way he touched my face like I was something precious—and then walked away like I was nothing. I didn’t expect him to come back. So when I heard the knock, soft but deliberate, my heart leapt to my throat. I stood slowly, ignoring the nervous tremble in my hands. My bare feet padded quietly across the floor, and I paused at the door, like maybe it was a trick. Maybe I’d imagined it. Then came the second knock. My breath caught. I opened the door. And there he was. Dominic Blackwood. Standing in the hallway like a storm I never saw coming. His hair was damp, like he’d run his hands through it a hundred times. His jaw
Dominic’s POV I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I’d driven home with her scent still clinging to my skin, her voice still echoing in my ears, and my hands clenched so tight on the steering wheel they ached. I didn’t turn on music. Didn’t roll down the window. Just drove in silence, the city blurring past me like I wasn’t really there. Because I wasn’t. I was still back at her doorstep. Still standing in front of Amelia with every nerve in my body screaming at me to stay. But I didn’t. I told myself it was for her. That leaving was the right thing to do. That if I crossed that threshold, I wouldn’t be able to stop myself from ruining her. I’d take everything she was offering and give her nothing but pieces of me in return. Broken pieces. She deserved better than that. Better than me. And yet, hours later, I was lying in my bed, staring up at the ceiling like it held the answers I was too much of a coward to face. The moonlight carved through the slats of my blinds, stripin