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Hundred and twenty nine

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Alex’s POV

I was nine when I learned how to hide something ugly inside me, like swallowing a stone and pretending it didn’t hurt.

It was summer, hot and sticky, the kind that made your clothes cling to your skin. The fan in the living room spun slow, creaking, barely moving the air. The house smelled like sweat and lemon cleaner, because Mama had scrubbed the floors again, humming with a smile that didn’t touch her eyes.

“Keep an eye on your sister,” she told me, pressing a cool, damp cloth to my forehead. “Don’t let her out of your sight, Alexandria.”

I nodded. I always did.

Alessandra had this spark, like sunshine trapped in her eyes. Mama called her golden or princess, and said she was born with light.

“You protect that light,” Mama whispered, her voice soft but heavy. “No matter what.”

I didn’t really get it, not then. But I listened. Mama didn’t smile much anymore. She stopped wearing her red lipstick, the kind Papa used to like. She jumped when doors slammed. So
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