LOGIN(MINUTES LATER) DANIEL My devil is in the sheets, glaring at me with hunger in his eyes. His skin is flushed, his words slur. I don’t know if he can see me well, but the way his teeth skate over his lips tells me all I need to know. “Have you ever used a wheelchair before?” Arden’s voice is hoarse with desire. My pulse skips. I bite my tongue to avoid speaking, and shake my head instead. “Would you mind using one?” Now, I’m scared. Why would he ask me such? “Peach, answer me.” He says in a throaty voice that sends my stomach fluttering. “Your name is Peach from today. You look sweet. You won’t taste any different.” Why do I feel like I’m obligated to say thank you? I nod again. It seems to irritate him. “Don’t you talk, Peach? You’ll beg anyway when I’m choking you with my cock, why not let me hear your sweet voice?” Fuck. Arden, is that you? I’d have bet my life that Arden is anything but warm. He treats Dakor like trash, and here he is lavishing sweet words
PRESENT DAY. (DANIEL) In my safe place there are many dangers. Machos parade their large cocks with their masks on, nicotine and mixed colognes swirl in the air, as party comers dance on the strobe light floor. Loud jazz buzzes from the subwoofers, rattling my bones. I knock back my martini, the alcohol burning down my throat. Fuck. I need cock. The faster I get fucked, the better. “You’ve had too much. You’ll lose yourself.” Clara says, shaking the drink hard before pouring it into a glass of ice. “For the fact this is a secret society doesn’t guarantee you waste yourself. You lose your guard, your identity suffers.” She’s right. You have to sign an NDA. Mask always, clothes optional. Their acceptance rate is brutal, but Clara helped me maneuver my way in. And since I came back from jail, I’ve been getting premium dicks here. “Cheers to best friends,” I raise my glass, words slurry. “Or Mama wannabe. Don’t tell me shit bitch.” Clara slides three shots across the bar t
(THREE MONTHS AFTER THE SHOOTING) (DANIEL) “Murderer!” THUMP!!! Papa’s fist pummels into my face. Pain lances across my cheek, but it's little compared to the one in my soul. Three months since I pulled the trigger, and I haven’t forgotten a second. I still see Gloria’s empty eyes glaring at me, tears coating her cheeks, with blood in my hand. Mama hates me, but won’t let me rot in jail. Papa? Hatred is an understatement. Still, he didn’t just get me out. He erased the crime entirely. No trial. No record. Gloria and Gareth’s deaths were ruled as murder-suicide. Gareth killed Gloria, then himself. The perfect cover. Only Mama, Papa, and I know the truth. “You Faggot!” My Father, Douglas Cooper, barks in his Scottish accent. “You want a promotion after killing my daughter?! Forming a committee to support your parole. You sure have the nerves, boy.” I’ve been back at Douglas and family conglomerate for a week now. The employees bring me coffee at 8 am, small talk, and
(DANIEL)The beat from Cardi B’s most infamous anthem, WAP, hums in the car: crude and profane. I’m a certified Bardi, but that song is nothing compared to what Gareth will do to me.Pulling up in the garage, I snag the package from the backseat. My fingers skim the pistol I keep under the seat. London’s dangerous for queers like me. I’ve had it since the mugging last year.I kill the engine. The car beeps twice as I sashay into my compound. Sorry, our compound. Gareth and I. I work for the cash, he fucks my brains out. Proper division of labour.I snicker, twisting the knob of our apartment. Life has never been better than this.The usual rich kid’s home: Expensive furnishings, flashy interiors, with a junk-infested kitchen. Trying too hard and insufficient at the same time.Oh, I miss Mama, but that ship sailed a long time ago.Dashing through the parlour, I take the stairs two at a time, my pulse thrumming in anticipation.I’ve emptied my savings, even taken bank loans to get Garet
(DANIEL) “Bitch, I still got files open,” I clutch the table edge, gritting my teeth against the obscene sounds seeping from Arden’s office. “Shut the fuck up!” The same cycle every time: Partners pitch interest to us, they send their representative, and Arden scribbles his cock on their pussies. Pants up, handshake, more money. Our current catch is Samantha Hartwell, heiress of Pentox Oil and Gas Ltd. Stupid corporate whore. Shifting my chair backward, I contemplate knocking out the bitch’s teeth, or maybe strangling her with my tie while Arden watches. My cock leaps at the thought. I adjust my slacks, trudge to the door, peering through the peephole. What the hell?! Samantha is bent over the desk, my desk, Arden’s cock pumping her ass with brutal force. Ass?! Hello? Do straight men fuck ass?! My hand hovers over the knob. Saliva pools in my mouth, and sweat clings to my brows. My pulse thuds in my ears. Oh, God. Through the door, Samantha’s cries pitch higher, but it’s Ar







