LOGINAnna stumbled into the garden at the back of the hotel, where the after-party was taking place. She shoved a hand through her hair and then clenched it at her side.
“Stupid. Stupid. Stupid,” she muttered repeatedly under her breath. “You knew what he was doing but still fell for it. Stupid.” The image of that smirk after he ran his hand dangerously high on her thigh, and asked her to stop him. But she hadn't. Had done nothing but clung to him like a weak little fool. That smirk. That smirk mocked her. Anna walked further into the garden, a new wave of shame swirling inside her. She took a chug too quickly from the bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon she had swiped off a table, and coughed as the liquid rushed down her throat, a few getting into the wrong track. She resisted the urge to curse. She moved to stand behind a pillar in the garden, hoping it obscured her from anyone passing the hallway or getting air in the balconies. Hoping no one saw her like this. She looked anything but perfect. She definitely didn't feel like it. She could feel a tingle down her back, over her thigh and it infuriated her to think she was still reacting to him. Anna tipped the bottle back, speaking around the mouthful of wine. “‘Sjust the wind.” After a few more gulps, Anna placed the bottle of Cabernet by her feet, muttering about how she really shouldn't get drunk at her sister's wedding. Laughter from inside punctuated her thoughts. “I still have to help her with that wedding night get-up,” she muttered to herself. Her arms came up around her, teeth chattering slightly from the night's chill. A sudden warmth draped over her shoulders. She startled, turning, only to see Jason standing behind her, his jacket hanging loose around her. Jason tilted his head, a teasing smile tugging his lips. “Careful, Princess. You’ll catch a cold before you catch your breath.” Anna tensed, her spine going ramrod straight. Her fight-or-flight mode, which she was constantly in around him, kicked in. She couldn't leave. That would look like running off with a tail tucked between her legs and she was no loser. She turned away from him to hide the war on her face. Maybe she should shrug his jacket off, throw it back at him. But that would be stupid. she was cold and if she was going to stand her ground, she wasn't doing it shivering. “Who knew chivalry wasn't dead,” she bit out, pulling the jacket tighter around her. Jason chuckled and came to stand beside her, fishing out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from his pocket. Anna fought the urge to edge away, put more distance between them, frowning as he lit a cigarette. He took a puff, then offered it to her. “It'll warm you up.” Her nose wrinkled. “I don't smoke.” “Your loss.” He shrugged. He took a drag. Smoke filtered from his lips as his hand lowered. “You should stop,” Anna interjected, snatching the cigarette as he raised it to his lips again. She flicked it to the ground like it burned and crushed it under her heels. “Your lungs would thank you.” Jason stared, hand hanging, and then, scoffed. “What are you? A doctor?” “Actually, yes. I'm a resident.” “Right. Forgot that.” Jason took a step toward her, his gaze darkening. Anna took one back without thinking. “Well, Doc, how else do you suggest I get warm?” His gaze dragged to her mouth, dark red, a shade deeper than her dress, and lingered. His fingers flexed at his side and his throat worked once. When his eyes lifted to hers again, the corner of his mouth tugged, like he’d caught the hitch in her breath. His voice dropped a notch. “We could finish that kiss, huh?” Anna blinked. It took a beat for her to realize he was talking about that moment on the dance floor. She cleared her throat quietly. “Wh—what kiss? You drunk or something?” Music and laughter echoed in the background, but it felt far off, like they were in their own world. He stepped closer, and trying to keep some semblance of distance between them, Anna placed a hand on his chest, pushed. “Weren't you taught to respect other's space?” Jason's gaze dropped to the hand pushing against his chest, and when it came back up, it was hooded. There was a fire there, like she had just hit a nerve. “You always acted like I wasn’t good enough.” He grabbed the hand on his chest, pulled her flush against him, knocking the jacket off her shoulder. “But tell me you don’t feel this right now?” She pushed against his chest, desperate to create some space between them. “Stop projecting your—mmph.” Jason’s mouth covered hers—hot, heavy—his arms around her waist keeping her locked in. His lips moving over hers was anything but sweet. It was heated, pent-up, a tug-of-war. One she was losing. They stumbled back, her back pressed against the pillar she'd been hiding behind, rough against her naked back. She gasped and snatching the opportunity, Jason deepened the kiss. He sucked on her lower lip and Anna's knees buckled, grateful for his arms around her. He bit her lip and with a low moan she brought her arms around his neck, surrendering to the desire surging through her. She moved her lips against his, eyes shut tight and she felt it, that stretch of lips on hers, satisfaction at her giving in. But she didn't care. Not anymore. What mattered was the hand trailing up her thigh through the slit in her gown. The hand pressed to the side of her breast. The way his touch sent sizzles down her spine. His lips left hers, finding its way down her neck—open-mouthed, hot kisses—and she shivered against him. She brushed up against him, asking for more as her nipples tightened painfully against the friction. His lips went to her ear, nibbling and then he murmured, “This wasn’t supposed to happen.” He pulled her closer anyway, grazed his teeth over her lobe, and smirked when she jerked against him. “If you want me to stop, tell me now.” He pulled away slightly and ran his fingers over her cheeks, down to her neck, lower and grazed over a hardened nipple. Anna's back arched, pushing her breast into his palm. He palmed it, moving his hand around in circles. Anna bit her lower lip, her breath faltering. Jason pulled his hand away and she whimpered. “Open your eyes.” Her eyes fluttered open, met his and her breath caught at the look on his face. His usually lighter, silvery grey eyes had darkened to a charcoal, storm-cloud, almost black. His forehead furrowed, jaw tight, and it dawned on her just how much he was holding himself back. His hand at her waist tightened, and he jerked her against him, asking in a voice so deep it sent jolts through Anna's body to the area in between her legs, “Tell me to stop.” And then he pressed against her, pushing her into the pillar, his hard budge heavy on her stomach. How could she? He got her wound so tight she would snap any second from now. Her hands tightened around his neck, her fingers playing with the hair at the nape of his neck “One night,” she whispered. “Just one night.” His head lowered, their faces inches apart. “You won't forget tonight for a long time, Anna de la Vegas.” Anna's stomach flipped and she knew: She just made a deal with the devil. And it was going to get her in trouble.Jason felt entirely too aware of Anna's hand in his. Her palm was clammy, but he made no attempt to let go of it. Instead, he kept his fingers loosely wrapped around hers, afraid that even the slightest movement might make her pull away.But she didn't.Anna's hand remained in his as they wove through the quiet hallways toward the backyard. Neither of them spoke, their footsteps the only sound between them. Jason pushed open the glass door and stepped into the warm, humid evening air.Anna followed him outside without letting go of his hand. He guided her toward the patio table and pulled out one of the chairs."Sit," he said softly, his hand sliding from hers to her shoulder as she lowered herself into the chair.Anna smoothed her hands down the front of her dress. Even now, she held herself so rigidly that Jason frowned. He slipped a finger beneath her chin and tilted her face toward him, then held another finger beneath her nose."You breathing?"Anna narrowed her eyes and swatted
Jason slammed the door of his Porsche shut harder than necessary, then strode up the front steps.He'd left work later than he'd wanted to, and now, he wasn't sure he'd be able to catch Anna alone.The double doors opened on the second ring of the doorbell, revealing one of the staff members. Jason recognized her as the one who usually attended to Anna."Good evening, Mr. Knight. Welcome home," she said, stepping aside.Jason nodded and strode past her, only to stop in the courtyard when he noticed that neither Anna's balcony nor her bedroom was lit. He turned back to the woman and gestured toward the balcony."Has she gone to bed?"She shook her head. "Anna's having dinner with her family."Jason paused, turning fully to her. "Her family?" Then he remembered why Clara hadn't been able to meet with Elena that afternoon. "Her mother?""Yes, sir.""I see. Inside or outside?""Inside, sir.""Thank you." He was already striding toward the house.His steps slowed as he crossed the living r
"Anna, you're home."Anna didn't look at Elena. She barely registered the concern in her voice. She stood frozen by the door, watching her mother uncross her legs and lean forward on the couch."C'mere, child. Sit." She patted the space beside her, the easy smile still on her face.Anna crossed the room slowly and sat beside her mother. Only after she'd settled into the seat did she realize what she'd done. She quickly set her shoes down and slipped her aching feet back into them. Then she straightened her spine, squared her shoulders, and tried to salvage her hair by running her fingers through it.Only then did she meet her mother's gaze, searching her face for a sign she couldn't quite identify. "I had no idea you were coming." She flattened her palm against her clothes instead of gripping them as she wanted to. "I—I could have—"Her mother reached out and brushed Anna's hair over her shoulder, and Anna resisted the urge to move away."Oh, don't be so tense, dear." She tucked Anna's
The strange flutter in her stomach hadn't gone away. Neither had the uneasy knot in her chest, which had settled there after Jason leaned against her and whispered those words.I'm sorry.A chill ran down Anna's spine as his voice echoed in her ears, the memory of his warm breath against her neck almost unbearably vivid. She turned towards the car window and rolled it down, exhaling heavily as the morning air rushed in.He'd muttered those same words last night as he curled into himself. Had they been for her as well?Us, Anna.And yet, I keep coming back. Like an addict crawling back to the same thing he knows could destroy him, knowing exactly what it'll cost him and doing it anyway.Anna squeezed her eyes shut, willing his voice to recede from her head. Instead, she saw the anguish in his eyes as he spoke those words. It had broken her heart, leaving her aching to comfort him.For once, he hadn't brought up the pregnancy. He'd acknowledged the possibility of an us. It had taken eve
Jason glanced around the room with a frown, then back at the startled woman in his bed. "This was still my room the last time I checked."Wasn't he supposed to be the drunk one with a splitting headache here?He watched as she took in the room, the horror on her face deepening by the second. Her gaze dropped to the duvet still clutched in her hands like a lifeline before she shoved it away as though it had burned her.Her gaze flicked over him, then away so quickly that Jason almost missed it. "This...""Guess I should be the one asking that question." Jason stepped closer to the bed and tossed her phone onto it. She stared at it for a moment before her gaze returned to him. "Is there a particular reason you're in... my bed?"The question must have come across as an accusation, because the horror on Anna's face quickly gave way to a scowl."I'm not here to seduce you, if that's what you're worried about," she snapped.Jason's frown deepened. "I never said—""I'm just going to leave." A
Ouch.Anna wrinkled her nose as the smell of alcohol and cigarettes hit her again, stronger this time. Something beneath her groaned and moved, making Anna frown. She shifted her hand and felt warm skin over hard muscle.Was she lying on top of—Anna scrambled to her feet and hurried backward. She switched on her phone's flashlight, using it to find the wall switch. Jason raised a hand to shield his eyes from the sudden glare of light, mumbling unintelligibly. Anna stared at Jason Knight in shock. He was on the floor, shirtless and drunk, his phone beside him as he mumbled like a child.What in heaven's name was he doing on the floor?Unable to help it, she laughed softly, covering her mouth to muffle the sound."You really did trip and fall." Her laughter vanished as the words she'd just uttered registered. She hurried back to his side and dropped to her knees, her nose wrinkling at the smell. “Jason?”He stirred at the sound of her voice. "Turn that damn light off," he muttered.Reli
The next day was a blur… until that sharp ding of the doorbell. It was a Sunday, and Anna was supposed to be on shift. But she'd stayed up late watching movies—or rather, pretending to, only to wake up with a headache. So, she'd forced herself to eat, took an aspirin, and actually called in sick.
Warmth. That was the first thing Anna felt as she stirred, then softness. She burrowed deeper into it, moaning lowly. Wait. It was supposed to be cold marble, hard and the chilling night air. She'd been on the balcony. Her eyes snapped open and she sat up quickly, glancing around. She was on a
Jason didn’t move when Ethan stepped into the office, didn’t even glance up from the papers he’d been pretending to review.“You’re back,” he said flatly, voice carrying that calm edge that always made people uneasy.Ethan shifted, clearing his throat. “Yes, Boss. But um…”His gaze finally lifted,
Anna had woken up hours later near the door, curled into herself, cold and shivering. The sun was beginning its descent through the window of her sitting room, painting the sky with its orange hued light. The skin around her eyes and cheeks felt tight, dry and scratchy.Usually, she would sit by







