FAZER LOGINAfter the ceremony, as the attendants led me through the quiet halls toward the bridal room, I remembered the warning my mother had repeated nearly every day weeks before the wedding.
“No matter what happens, do not upset your husband.”
Rumors had followed Pierce Ashcroft for years. Some people called him merciless. Others described him as a beast who barely tolerated anyone outside his own family.
My parents never cared whether the stories were exaggerated.
“He will be your husband,” my mother had told me. “Your duty is to obey him.”
She had looked directly into my eyes, making certain I understood every word.
“On your first night together, you will do whatever he asks. Don’t argue with him. Don’t hesitate. And whatever you do, don’t stand there trembling like some frightened rabbit.”
Her mouth had curled with disgust.
“Make yourself useful for once, Ruelle. Please your husband.”
I knew what my family expected from a wife.
Obedience, silence, endurance, and a smile convincing enough to hide the pain.
Several hours after the ceremony, I sat submerged in a deep marble bathtub while attendants moved around me, preparing my body for the night ahead.
Steam clouded the mirrors. Fragrant oils shimmered over the surface of the water, filling the room with the scent of jasmine and white roses.
None of it helped.
My stomach had been twisting since morning, and my hands wouldn’t stop shaking beneath the water. Each passing minute brought me closer to the moment I had dreaded from the day my mother announced the engagement.
I wanted to run.
The thought came so suddenly that I almost laughed.
Run where?
I had no money of my own. No friends waiting beyond the estate. I had never even traveled through Estia’s lands without guards following close behind me.
I closed my eyes, hoping for a few seconds of quiet.
Instead, my mother’s voice returned.
“Never forget this, Ruelle. If Pierce finds even the smallest fault in you, our alliance could fall apart.”
“This marriage isn’t only yours to protect. The future of the entire clan depends on it.”
“Do your duty unless you’re willing to watch your people suffer because of you.”
I swallowed against the tightness in my throat.
There was no escaping this.
For generations, the Estia Clan had stood above every other witch clan on the continent. Our influence stretched far beyond magic. We controlled businesses, land, and trade routes that other families depended on.
No one had dared challenge us because they believed the Estia heir still possessed the witch goddess’s blessing.
They believed that heir was me.
But secrets never remained buried forever, and the truth about my uselessness had begun to spread.
To our enemies, my weakness wasn’t merely a private embarrassment for the Holt family. It was proof that the Estia Clan was vulnerable.
For the first time in decades, rival clans had begun testing our borders, interfering with our businesses, and questioning my father’s authority.
The marriage to the Ashcroft family had nothing to do with affection. It was an agreement between the most powerful witch clan and one of the oldest werewolf packs on the continent.
Together, we would be difficult to challenge. That was what my parents wanted.
And if the alliance failed because Pierce found me disappointing, my family would make certain I carried the blame.
When the bath was finished, the attendants helped me out of the water and dressed me in the gown chosen for my wedding night.
The ivory silk slipped over my bare skin. There was nothing beneath it, not even a thin underdress, and the fabric clung to me whenever I breathed.
I avoided my reflection at first.
When I finally looked, my cheeks burned.
The gown was beautiful. Delicate straps rested against my shoulders, and a satin ribbon fitted the material closely around my waist. The neckline exposed more of my chest and collarbone than I would ever have chosen for myself, while the long skirt skimmed the floor around my feet.
One of the maids worked jasmine oil through my hair before leaving it loose down my back. My ginger waves had been brushed until they looked soft and glossy, and the faint floral scent followed whenever I moved.
Every detail had been chosen to make me look desirable.
I looked like the perfect bride.
I just didn’t feel like one.
The wedding had been held at the Holt estate, allowing both families to gather on neutral ground for the ceremony. By tomorrow morning, I would leave the only home I had ever known and move into the Ashcroft residence in Crescent City, where the Blackthorn Pack ruled.
Pierce’s family had already planned a second reception. It would formally introduce me to the rest of their relatives and the pack members who hadn’t attended the wedding.
My parents had spent months arranging every detail. The contracts had been signed. The security had been organized. Even my schedule after arriving in Crescent City had been prepared without anyone asking whether I agreed to it.
Nothing had been left to chance.
When the attendants escorted me into the bridal room and quietly closed the door behind me, unease settled deep in my chest.
The room was larger than my old bedroom. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooked the estate gardens, where the last of the reception lights glowed among the trees.
The main ceiling lights had been turned off. Instead, amber lamps cast a soft glow across the bedroom and sitting area. White roses stood in glass vases on nearly every surface, their scent mixing with the jasmine oil in my hair.
On the coffee table, a bottle of vintage wine waited beside two crystal glasses.
One of the maids had quietly told me that Pierce hadn’t arrived yet. The news gave me a few precious minutes alone.
I crossed the room and stopped in front of the windows. From there, I could see nearly the entire estate. The gardens, the stone paths, the high walls, and the dark outline of the forest beyond them.
I had spent twenty years in this place.
Yet I had never truly lived here.
I had never been allowed to wander through Estia’s lands alone. I had never attended a real university or sat in a crowded classroom with people my own age. I had never gone out with friends, stayed somewhere overnight, or made a decision without first needing permission.
My life had existed within the boundaries of the Holt estate.
Guards followed me when I went outside. Tutors decided what I studied. My mother chose what I wore, where I went, and whom I was allowed to speak to.
I had been raised less like a daughter and more like an investment that needed to be protected until it became profitable.
Now the investment was finally being handed over.
The bedroom door opened behind me and my pulse instantly lurched.
I turned as a tall man stepped into the suite.
Pierce Ashcroft.
He closed the door without saying anything. For several seconds, he didn’t even look at me. He loosened the cuff links of his white dress shirt as though the wedding had been nothing more than a long business meeting he was relieved to have finished.
Then he walked to the table at the corner with some drinks and selected a bottle of wine, and poured half a glass.
I remained by the window, unsure whether I was expected to greet him or wait until he acknowledged me.
As he sipped his wine, his striking amber eyes settled on mine.
I sat in the back seat of a black car bearing the Ashcroft family crest.Three vehicles followed behind us, carrying the belongings my parents had decided I would need in Crescent City. Around a dozen guards surrounded the convoy, with some driving ahead and behind us, while others rode motorcycles along both sides.Half belonged to the Holt family, the rest had come with the Ashcrofts.I stared through the tinted window and clutched the skirt of my dress until my knuckles turned white.The sky had been clear when we left the estate, but heavy gray clouds had gathered overhead. The sunlight disappeared behind them, leaving the world outside cold and gloomy.This was the first time I had ever traveled beyond the gates of the Holt estate without my parents accompanying me.I should have been excited.For years, I had wondered what Estia’s lands looked like outside the view from my bedroom windows. I had read about the towns, buildings, forests, rivers, and roads belonging to our clan, y
With trembling knees, I slowly backed away from the door.Every part of me wanted to run, to scream. But I forced myself to move carefully. One careless step would alert my parents, and I had no idea what they would do if they discovered I had heard their conversation.Only when I reached the end of the hallway did I turn and hurry back toward my bedroom.I shut the door behind me, locked it, and pressed my back against the wood. My chest rose and fell too quickly, but no matter how many breaths I took, I couldn’t seem to get enough air.My parents wanted to kill me.The words repeated inside my head until they no longer sounded real.I began pacing across the room, my legs still wobbling beneath me. Tears burned my eyes, blurring everything in front of me.I knew I was their greatest disappointment. Eva and Tyrell Holt had never tried to hide how ashamed they were of me. For twenty years, they had treated me like a burden they were forced to keep because exposing the truth would dama
When I woke, the first thing I noticed was the soreness between my legs.A quiet groan escaped me as I shifted beneath the sheets. Nearly every part of my body ached, though the pain was strongest around my hips and thighs. The memories of the night before returned in pieces… Pierce’s hands, his hot mouth against my skin, and the way his amber eyes had watched me in the darkness.Heat immediately spread across my face.I pulled the blanket higher, even though there was no one inside the room to see me.The other side of the bed was empty.I stared at the untouched pillow beside me. Pierce’s scent still clung to the sheets but there was no sign of him anywhere. His clothes were gone from the floor, and the room had been returned to order as though nothing had happened.I wasn’t sure why disappointment pricked at my chest.What had I expected? That I would wake up with his arms around me? That we would share breakfast in bed like the married couples in the novels I had secretly read?Pi
He touched me in a way I’d never been touched before, not even by myself.His fingers slid deep inside me while his other hand snaked around my waist, his now pitch-black eyes watching me with predatory desire.“You are so wet for me, aren’t you?” he whispered in my ear before nipping the tip of it, making me flinch.His fingers remained inside me, teasing and exploring, while his breath against my skin stirred sensations I had never been prepared for.None of the romance books I had secretly read over the years had prepared me for anything like this.“If this is what the lady wants, how could a generous husband like me possibly deny her?” His velvety voice against my skin made me shiver.“Get on the bed,” he commanded, and his hands left me cold.I did as I was told, my body trembling and slightly feverish. He had barely touched me, and I was already reacting like this!It was embarrassing, and yet…I didn’t find it unpleasant at all. Perhaps it was because the sensations were entire
Was he insane? Did he seriously want me to address him that way?Seeing the surprise on my face, he looked at me, amusement dancing in his eyes. Then his gaze dropped to my thin dress which left little to the imagination.I had never been so embarrassed in front of a man, one who was little more than a stranger.I might not have been exposed to the outside world, but I wasn’t ignorant. I knew enough to understand that calling your husband that was far from an endearment. It was an insult, and the werewolf in front of me smiled as if he expected me to swallow my pride.“Come on, you should try it,” he said. “It’s not so odd.”I didn’t say anything. I only looked away, my cheeks heating.In this world, especially in werewolf society, women were expected to be submissive to their husbands, doing whatever pleased them. But I couldn’t understand why that had to be the case. Marriage should be a partnership between two people who respected each other.But the world had never been fair to wo
Pierce’s mouth curved, though there was nothing warm about his amusement. It only left the depths of my stomach cold.“I’m only asking, princess. You’re my wife now. Surely that gives me the right to know who I married.”The word wife tightened something in my chest. It didn't sit right with me.His eyes remained fixed on mine. They were an unusual shade of amber, darker near the pupils, almost molten beneath the muted lights of the room. The longer he stared, the more I felt as though he could see past my expression, past my rehearsed manners, and straight into every secret my family had buried.Perhaps he already knew.The thought sent a cold rush through me.Had the Ashcrofts discovered the truth before agreeing to the marriage? Had Pierce known from the beginning that Estia’s blessed heir could not cast a single spell since birth?I curled my fingers into the soft fabric at my hip, forcing myself not to look away.“I understand,” I said. My voice came out quieter than I intended.







