chapter - 38

Chapter - 38 | bad parenting is an underrated crime.

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"Where are Myra and Nate?"

"They are safe."

"Good, and what the thing you were saying that's incorrect sir. I'm not pregnant," I said awkwardly smiling around the crowd.

He looks me dead in the eyes and goes. "You are pregnant."

when I was a child I always used to wonder what I will be when I grow up, will I be strong like the women on the cover of magazines? will I be elegant like the 8th grade English teacher? will I ever love someone as much as I loved my grandma?

all these questions and still somewhat fearful that will I be powerless like my mother? what if I end up like her?

anyone can be a parent but not everyone deserves to be one, is a line worth billions.

but do I deserve to be a parent? I already love this child more than anything in the whole world and yet I can't have it.

I pinched my eyes close fearing that this is true. what have I done? what have I done? He doesn't want this baby, he will never accept it. and