Chapter 5
The airport is hectic, and I'm staring at a map to see which way to go. I can't find Lastgrove, and without a phone, I can't look it up either. Maybe throwing my phone out the window wasn't the best idea after all.
When I turn to walk to the information desk, a big guy almost knocks me over. “I'm terribly sorry, are you okay?” He says before I can snap at him. I check to see if Claire is okay. She looks at him with admiring eyes. She seems to find him very fanatic. "We're okay," I answer as I take him in. I can't put my finger on it, but there's something about him that seems familiar. Claire continues to stare at him. He gives her a small smile, and she giggles. He looks from her to me, and for a moment, there is surprise in his eyes. "Can I help you? You look like you don't know where to go." He says and takes Claire's hand, which she has extended to him in the meantime. I'm taken aback for a moment; she likes attention, but this is somehow different. Could he be a wolf, too? Does she senses that and feels a connection? I consider asking, but of course, that's not possible. If it isn't, I'm endangering not only Claire but all the werewolves.
"So, can I help you?" He asks again. Because of my thoughts, I forgot to answer. “I have to go to Lastgrove, any idea how to get there?” I ask, his eyebrows shooting up. “Lastgrove?” I nod. "I happen to have to go there, too. I live there." He says, his gaze lingering on Claire for a moment. I don't know how to respond, unsure whether he means that I can travel with him. I look at him again. He looks remarkably good. Not necessarily his appearance, although that's not bad either, but he looks like he's got it together pretty well. He extends his hand to me.
“Bruce Bell.” His name rings a bell in my head. “Bell?” I say in surprise as I shake his hand. "Are you related to the owners of Bell's B&B by any chance?" He nods. "Yep, that's my mom." He answers with a smile. With that, he gained my trust a bit. “Are you on your way there?” He asks, and when I nod, he takes my suitcase from me. "Let me take you. It's the least I can do after almost running over you and your daughter." He almost wants to walk away when he realizes that I'm standing there in doubt. "I won't hurt you. I promise." He assures me, but I still have doubts. “I may look big and strong, but I would never hurt you or this little pup.” He says as he caresses Claire's cheek. Did he just say pup?
I try not to show my shock, and he continues to look at me questioningly, not even noticing his own slip of the tongue. I think I'm debating with myself. If there's one thing I remember from my father's lessons, it's that you shouldn't trust strangers. But there's something familiar about him, maybe because he's a wolf, just like Claire. She seems to like him; maybe I should trust that? And if there is indeed a pack in Lastgrove, it wouldn't hurt to get to know them. Maybe they'll be willing to help me with Claire because if she's the right age, I'm definitely going to need help. "I understand that you can't just come along. Otherwise, call the B&B; if my mother hears my voice she can confirm it," he suggests.
"Um, I don't have a phone." I stammer. He looks at me, confused. "No phone?" He says it like he can't believe it. "It broke along the way." I lie. He hands me his phone. The number of the B&B is already on the screen.
When someone answers, I put the phone on speaker. "Bell's B&B, this is Beth. How can I help you?" Sounds a cheerful woman's voice.
“Hi Mom.” he says with a smile. "Bruce, honey. Why are you calling the B&B?" The woman sounds surprised. "I just arrived at the airport, and I'm standing here with one of your new guests," he answers.
"Hello, Mrs. Bell." I say doubtfully. "Oh, Hi. You must be Lilly. Everything is ready for your arrival." Her voice is as cheerful as she answered the phone.
"Can you tell her it's safe to ride with me? That I'm not a creep, and I'm not going to try to hurt her." He looks at me with a teasing smile, and I roll my eyes at him. The moment she mentioned his name, I had already decided it seemed safe to ride along. On top of that, Claire still can't take her eyes off him. I think that's because he's most likely a wolf, too, and she's never met another wolf outside of her father.
There's a chuckle on the other end of the line.
"Good thing you don't just go with anyone. But my Bruce can be trusted. Although, don't listen to his smooth talk too much, he's quite a womanizer." I chuckle at her last sentence.
"Mom!" He shouts, offended, but there is amusement in his voice. "Don't pretend it's not true, young man." Beth says. "Okay, mom. See you later." He responds and ends the call.
“So, will it be an expensive taxi or a free ride?” He asks and grabs the handle of my suitcase; he already assumes that I agree to come along. “Well, my daughter seems to trust you, so yes please.” I say with a smile. We walk to the parking garage.
"I'm really not as bad as my mother just made you think." He says as he puts my luggage in the car. "Don't they say mothers always know best?" I answer with a chuckle. "Yeah, well, not always," he answers.
"Are you sure about that?" I ask teasingly.
"Well, I'm quite popular with the ladies, and yes I enjoy that. But can you really blame me? I mean, a young man like me can enjoy all the nice things. If I... " He stops mid-sentence and glances from me to Clare. "When I find the love of my life, it will all be in the past." He finally says.
I pretend not to notice his hesitation, but now I'm pretty sure he's a wolf, and I'm willing to bet he wanted to say, mate. "So tell me. Your mother owns a B&B, do you work there, too?" I ask to change the subject. "No, I train people in martial arts. Although, sometimes, I help her with maintenance," he says.
I am surprised by his answer. He looks more like a businessman at the moment because of the suit he is wearing. "Special outfit for someone who teaches sports." I comment, laughing, and he chuckles.
"Yeah, it's not my favorite outfit, but the big boss wants us to wear this to important meetings. Apparently, it looks intimidating." He says, and I look at him a little closer. I understand why he is popular with the ladies. His muscular arms are clearly visible through the fabric of his suit. Since I think he is a wolf, I can somewhat imagine what his body looks like. My cheeks turn red when I think about it. Immediately, a wave of guilt goes through me. Brent has only just died, and I'm already thinking about someone else's body. I can't allow myself to do that. I get a lump in my throat, and my eyes start to sting. I quickly look away so he doesn't see my sadness. I try to swallow the lump in my throat and discreetly wipe away the tear that rolls down my cheek.
"It's so beautiful here," I say, hoping he doesn't notice my broken voice. I clear my throat. "Are you okay? Did I say something wrong?" He sounds worried, and out of the corner of my eye, I see him hold out his arm in doubt. Finally, he withdraws his hand without touching me.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I say and smile briefly. He drives on in silence, and I admire the surroundings. After a while, I start to wonder how long it will take, and just when I want to ask if we are almost there yet, we drive past a sign with elegant letters saying 'Welcome to Lastgrove.' The further we drive into the city, the closer the houses are built to each other. We pass several parks, which look beautiful from the outside. I have to go here with Claire one day. Maybe we can have a picnic. Bruce turns onto a side street. The further we drive, the bigger the houses become again. Bruce drives on, and just before the end of the street, he pulls into a driveway. The B&B has a long driveway and is hidden from view by a large tree. Bruce parks the car in front of the door, and I get out to admire the house. It looks wonderfully cozy. It has a veranda that is furnished as a sitting area. There is a nice old-fashioned rocking chair. I can just imagine myself sitting here with Claire at night.
Bruce kindly takes my luggage while I get Claire out of the car seat.
“Why do you even have a car seat in your car?” I ask curiously. I haven't heard him say anything about children, and to be honest, he seems a bit young for children. "It's not my car." He says, but before he can explain further, a middle-aged woman walks out. If I had to guess, I think it's his mother. Bruce looks just like her. “Ah, you must be Lilly.” She greets me warmly and with the friendliest smile ever. "Bruce, be a gentleman and bring her luggage inside." She says and holds the door open invitingly. "Yes, Mom, that's what I was planning to do. Don't worry." He answers and gives me a wink. I shake her hand and introduce myself and Claire. As with Bruce, Claire looks at her mesmerized. And Beth also looks at her longer than necessary. When she sees me, she quickly walks to the decks to check-in.
“You seem exhausted girl, let me check you in quickly so you and that little one can rest from the long journey.” Beth says.
"That sounds wonderful, although I don't think Claire will be sleeping here anytime soon. She slept most of the trip." I respond as I hand over my papers.
Bruce and Beth exchange a look. And I can only imagine, but I could have sworn I saw their eyes go blurry, which means they're communicating with each other through a mind link. I just pretend I don't see it so as not to worry them. "If you want, I can babysit her for a while." Bruce suggests. “She seems to like me.” He adds and pats her head. She smiles and extends her arms to him. "Um, it's a nice offer, but I'd rather not." Getting into the car with him to get to our destination is one thing. But leaving Claire with a stranger, no matter how much she seems to like it, doesn't sit well with me at all. And besides, I'm a single mom now, so I'm going to have to get used to doing everything on my own. Things have been going well in recent days, although partly on autopilot, but we made it. "Okay, I understand that. But know that the offer still stands." He says with a smile.
Bruce helps us to our room, and I am amazed at how spacious it is. The baby cot for Claire is already set up. There's plenty of room for her to crawl around, and at first glance, the room seems quite child-proof. When I put her in her bed so I can unpack, a smile appears on my face. There is, how appropriate, a small wolf cuddly toy in the bed. Claire immediately grabs it and happily waves it back and forth.
Chapter 35The rest of the drive is relaxed. Ronan and Dex chat about the company, using terms I've never heard of.I enjoy the passing scenery as much as possible. Ronan wasn't kidding about Dex's driving style; Compared to Dex, Brent was driving calmly. I wait for the familiar pain that accompanies thoughts of Brent, but to my surprise, it doesn't come. Or, the pain isn't as bad as it used to be. Part of me feels guilty about that; it's only been so long. Then I think of Beth's words: he would have wanted me to move on with my life, to be happy. I glance at Dex out of the corner of my eye. I might not be completely happy yet, but Claire and I are well on our way. Of all the places in the world, we've ended up here, a place so welcoming, where people truly care about us.I have to remind myself that there's still a chance Dex won't accept me as his mate. If the meeting with this Alpha goes wrong, if he convinces Dex that having a human mate will have terrible consequences for their s
Chapter 34He slowly steps closer, and I can't move. I'm ashamed to admit that it might turn me on a bit, and I'm curious about what might happen. I hold my breath as he closes the distance between us. He takes each step with precision, and an image of a predator stalking its prey comes to mind, which might be true in some way. When he's dangerously close, I take a few steps back. I tell myself I'm doing it to tease him, but God knows I don't trust myself right now. Not when he grabs me and does what he desperately wants to do. Not that I can read his mind, but the look in his eyes says it all. And those few steps back are my undoing. My back is against the wall, and I there is nowhere I can go. He smirks, as if he has me exactly where he wants me."I suppose this dress doesn't meet your expectations?" I finally say, finding my voice again. I meant to say it in a sweet, clueless way, but I stumble over my words, too nervous. "Oh, not right now." He's standing so close now that I have
Chapter 33 - Lilly’s pov.I've just woken up to Claire's cheerful chatter when there's a knock on the door. The person on the other side of the door is rather impatient, because there's another knock, this time more urgent. "I'm coming!" I shout, slightly irritated. I don't know who it is, but he is lucky Claire's already awake. If they'd woken her, I'd be really pissed off."What?!" I hiss. "The Alpha is asking for you," Ronan says, ignoring my tone. "Oh, okay," I react, surprised, my anger instantly forgotten. "Right now, if you can," he says when I don't move to follow him. "Give me a minute to change into something presentable," I say, gesturing to myself in my nightgown."Oh, yeah. Of course. Sorry," he stammers. His cheeks flush, as if he's only just realized I'm wearing something that doesn't leave much to the imagination. He quickly looks away, and as I close the door to quickly get changed, I kick myself for not having thought about it myself when I opened the door.Once I'm
Chapter 32 - Dex pov.From Lilly's room, I walk straight to my room. I need a cold shower.I've never had to control myself so much as I did just now. And I'm not just talking about the fact that I was on the edge of claiming Lilly. It was so hot to hear her moan my name. My cock was instantly hard. Ready to take her. It was the sexiest sound I've ever heard.If I hadn't known Bruce could come in at any moment, I don't know if I would have been able to hold myself back.Man, it took everything in me not to order him to get out.It certainly didn't make it any easier that I could see the disappointment on her face. She didn't say it, but I know she wanted something to happen. I saw it in her eyes.The cold water isn't working as I'd hoped. Every time, her moaning voice echoes in my head. I check if the bathroom door is locked before I take my hard, throbbing member in my hand. Desperate for release. I close my eyes, picturing Lilly in the bath. My name moaning from her lips. I start je
Chapter 31"Bruce was supposed to take over, but he's been delayed. So you’re stuck with me for a little longer," Dex says as we walk back upstairs. "Oh, okay," I answer. I should be disappointed, but I don't mind. Claire almost falls asleep in my arms; I hope she'll sleep through the night in her new crib."I assume you don't want company?" Dex asks cautiously as we arrive at my room. I shake my head. "No, I need some space to process everything," I answer, somewhat guiltily. He nods. "But..." I say as he turns and starts to leave. "I wanted to ask you something." He looks at me, waiting for my question. Suddenly, I feel uncertain. "You can ask me anything," he says, encouraging me. "What happened earlier..." I begin, feeling myself blush. "Shouldn't the others have noticed?" I ask, avoiding his gaze. "Yes, and no," he answers with a smile in his voice."Because I'm an Alpha, my scent is more dominant and noticeable sooner. But since it took us some time to get back, it had already
Chapter 30 - Lilly’s Pov.Dex may have convinced the others that he's taking most of the shifts so their work wouldn't suffer, but I don't believe it. It irritates me, but at the same time, it gives me a warm feeling inside. Which immediately triggers a pang of guilt. I know he wants to keep it quiet for now, but I don't know if I can. I hate having to lie to Bruce and Lucy.I can still feel his lips on mine. And it's a wonder Bruce hasn't noticed anything, or at least pretends not to. Shouldn't he somehow notice what happened between Dex and me earlier? Shouldn't he smell something of Dex's scent on me? At least, I thought their sense of smell was that advanced. But maybe that only happens with prolonged intimacy. I make a mental note to ask Dex about that later. I'd rather ask Bruce, but if he doesn't, it'll just look suspicious. And I really don't want to hurt him. Certainly not when it comes to Dex rejecting me, even though he doesn't want to.Dex has just sent everyone away when