LOGINChapter 9
When we return to the B&B, Claire is sleeping, the outside air has made her sleepy. Since she seems fast asleep, I leave her in the stroller. We walk to the kitchen, where Beth and Lucy look at us quizzically as soon as they spot us.
"Hey Lucy, how nice to see you again," I say with a smile as if I don't see her disapproving look at Bruce. It shouldn't, but it stings. A feeling of uncertainty overtakes me. Why is she looking at him like that? Because I'm human? Does she disapprove of her brother being with someone like me? A single mother? In my mind, I scold myself. It shouldn't matter because I don't look at him that way. And besides, maybe she gives him that look because she thinks he's not good enough for me, with his man-whore behavior. I immediately feel sorry for him, if only they knew what was really going on.
I park Claire to the side and sit at the table. "So, what brings you here? Shouldn't you be working at daycare?" I ask to divert Bruce's attention. She looks at me with a smile. "You, actually." She answers, and when I look at her confused, she says, "You mentioned that you like working with children. And we happen to have a position open at my work."
I'm so surprised I don't know how to respond. "Um... That.." I stammer. "If you don't want to, you don't have to." She says quickly. "But I thought, if you plan to stay longer, it would be useful if you had a job. You could take Claire with you, so babysitting wouldn't be a problem." She explains.
"The pack company's daycare? Is that allowed?" I finally asked, looking quizzically from Lucy to Beth, who is looking at the sleeping Claire with a smile. "Yeah, that's no problem. I already discussed it with Dex. He's fine with it." she says.
"Just like that?" Bruce asks in surprise and she shrugs. “You know how persuasive I can be.” She answers with a wink and I chuckle. "No, no kidding. When it comes to daycare, he trusts my judgment. And, more humans are working for the company, so it's not that strange." she says.
“I have to think about it,” I say looking at Claire. I ask myself if I really want to stay here. Ultimately, I only see benefits, especially for Claire. What are the chances that if we leave, we will end up near a pack of wolves again?
"You don't have to decide right away. If you want, you can come and have a look tomorrow? Together with Claire?" Lucy suggests. "I'd like that." I say smiling. She claps her hands happily as if I have already agreed, and I shake my head laughing.
Much to Claire's delight, Bruce and Lucy are still there when she wakes up for her nap. I watch with a warm feeling how she interacts with them, and I consider myself lucky that I ended up with these people.
They already treat us like one of their own. I just hope their Alpha feels the same way.
"So, uhm Lucy. Apparently, Dex wants to see me next week... Any idea what he wants?" I ask, a little nervous when I come back downstairs after putting Claire to bed. "Oh, nothing special. Just a formality." She answers, waving her hand to emphasize her comment.
"See, I told you. Nothing to worry about," Bruce says, putting his arm around me as I sit down next to him on the couch. I pretend not to see Beth's warning look at Bruce and sigh dramatically.
"I know! But hello, an Alpha is quite intimidating. What if I say something wrong? What if he decides that I can't stay here after all, that I am a danger to you, because of my family." I express my concerns.
Bruce chuckles and I glare at him. "I'm serious!" I say, a little offended. "I know, I know." He responds soothingly. “But I assure you that your family is not a danger to us.” I look doubtfully at Lucy and Beth. "He's right." Beth agrees with her son.
"But... he knows about your existence now. What if he comes after me? You don't know my father. He is powerful and he is capable of anything." The idea of my father organizing an attack on their pack terrifies me. When he has something on his mind, he won't stop until he gets it.
Bruce takes my hand. "Lilly, I assure you that your father is no danger to us. The Blood Moon pack is by far the strongest pack in the area. Our fighters are better trained than anyone else. And we have powerful allies. You don't have to be afraid." He tried to reassure me. "And, we protect everyone who belongs to us. That includes you and Claire." Lucy adds.
Beth gives her an approving nod. I see pride in her eyes.
"I just hope Dex sees it that way too," I mumble. "Otherwise he'll get in trouble with me." Lucy jokes and I laugh. "Thanks," I say with a small smile, unsure what else I could say.
The next day I woke up early. Despite my previous doubts, I hope Claire enjoys the daycare. Because although I am enthusiastic about it myself and hope that I will like it, I don't think I would go through with it if I think Claire is not having a good time. I'm curious to see how she reacts to the other children, I assume most of them will be wolves. Will she react the same to them as to Bruce and the others?
When I have freshened up and dressed I wake Claire. I chuckle at her pout, she's not happy about it.
Unfortunately, she will have to get used to it if she likes it. Fortunately, she is the kind of baby who quickly adapts to a new rhythm.
Claire is quietly drinking her bottle while I sip my coffee when Lucy enters the kitchen.
"Good morning!" She says happy. Claire greets her with a sweet smile and Lucy sits opposite us. "Are you ready for your first day?" She asks, she has difficulty containing her enthusiasm, and I chuckle.
"First day? I thought I was just coming to see if I like it?" I ask, a little confused. She waves away my comment. "Yeah, you are. But I'm sure you love it. And so does Claire. I can't imagine you turning it down." she says.
"I hope she has fun, and I'm also looking forward to getting back to work," I answer. "But don't you think the other employees are going to have a problem with me being human? Or the parents? I mean, I imagine the parents of the werewolf kids would rather have one of you take care of it yourself instead of a human, like me." I ask, a little concerned.
Once again she waves away my concerns. "You will be the only human in the daycare, but not the only human in the company. But you don't have to worry, I will take care of that." I smile uncertainly.
“What kind of company was it again?” I ask, thinking back to the first evening. She did tell me, but the only thing I remember is that it is a well-run company and they make a lot of money. This is necessary if it is the largest source of income for the pack. From what I understood, the Blood Moon pack is quite large, so it will take a lot of money to get everything running smoothly.
"The Guardian Group is a security company." She replied.
“What kind of security?” My family has taught me some security equipment. "All kinds of things. Both equipment to secure buildings and personal security. If it has to do with security, we offer it." she explains and I nod.
My father's organization is quite large, but this still sounds quite intimidating. "Rest assured, all we do is take care of the children." She says when she sees my worried face. "Shall we go, so I can introduce you to everyone before the first children arrive." She says as she stands up and grabs Claire's bag and I nod in agreement.
I can't help it and become insecure along the way. What if they don't like me? Or treat Claire differently because I'm human? I play nervously with my fingers as I think about it.
"They'll love you, I'm sure," Lucy notes and takes my hand encouragingly.
I don't have much time to think about it further, as the drive to the company is short. Claire didn't even get a chance to fall asleep, which is saying something, because she normally falls asleep pretty quickly on a car ride. Even when she has just woken up. Lucy drives under a huge building with GG written on it in large letters. We drive into a large parking garage, which already seems to be quite full. Despite the many cars, I don't see any people walking, and Lucy drives on as if she knows exactly where she is going to park. Ultimately that turns out to be the case because she has her own parking space. The luxury of being a future Luna I guess.
She parks next to a large expensive-looking car. If I had to make a guess, this is Dex's car. I must say, he has taste. I don't know anything about cars, but it's a cool car. It must have cost a fortune. I hear Lucy chuckle as I admire the car.
"Dex often gets those reactions to his car." She says chuckling. "You should see the look on some guys' faces when I get out from behind the wheel. Priceless."
Clumsily, because I don't dare open the door too far for fear of hitting the car, I untie Claire and lift her out of the car. "Are you ready to make friends?" I ask her in a high-pitched voice while I gently move her arm enthusiastically. She looks at me happily and I wonder if she understands what I'm saying to her.
Lucy holds a card in front of a scanner and the door to enter slowly opens. We walk into a large hall, where it is a lot busier than expected.
Lucy walks straight to the large counter that seems to be in the middle of the room. "Good morning Alana." She says kindly to the young woman behind the counter. She reacts just as friendly. "Hi Lucy, good morning to you too. What can I do for you today?" She asks and Lucy looks at me sideways. "I need a visitor's pass for Lilly. She is coming to spend a day with me and hopefully work at the daycare." Alana nods affirmatively and starts typing something on the computer. A few seconds later I receive a key cord with a card that says 'visitor'. "Thank you." I say and hang the cord around my neck. Clare immediately starts playing with it.
Lucy and Alana exchange some pleasantries before we continue walking. The daycare is on the other side of the building. The name 'The Kids Guardian' is written in colorful letters on the wall above a large window. Through the window, you can see a spacious room with various play equipment. It reminds me of an indoor arcade for children, only on a smaller scale. We arrive at the entrance and Clare opens the door with her key. I see an intercom on the side, which is probably for the parents so that not everyone can just walk in. That was to be expected at a security company.
I am greeted kindly by the employees already present and in no time, Claire has them all wrapped around her little finger. With peace of mind, I leave Claire behind while Lucy gives me a tour. We have just finished when the first parents bring their offspring.
As Lucy expected, the parents of the young wolves have no problem with the fact that I am not one of them. What a relief. Claire seems to be having a good time and is enjoying all the attention she is receiving. From both adults and children. They are all curious about the newest child. For me, it takes a little longer before they talk to me and dare to ask things. But before the end of the morning, it's a fight over who gets my attention. I thoroughly enjoy the children and I soon chose to accept Lucy's offer.
After lunch, I sit in the climbing room with several children. I keep a close eye on them to make sure they don't do anything dangerous when I get the strange feeling that I'm being watched. I look out the window into the lobby. And although there are plenty of people walking, I don't see anyone looking directly at me. I shrug my shoulders, I must have imagined it and turn my attention back to the children playing.
Chapter 59For a brief moment, I wonder if I might have gone crazy, that the transformation failed, and that it has affected my brain.Even though I know deep down that it isn't the case. I look around the room, even though I know damn well that the voice didn't come from the room, but from me, from inside me.I stare at Dex, who looks at me with a mix of concern and barely concealed amusement.His lips twitch, the only confirmation I need.Okay, okay, no need to panic, I tell myself."Please don't start screaming. We share a body; I'd rather not start our relationship with a migraine."I blink. “Are you… My wolf?”"Excellent observation."Despite the bizarre situation, a laugh escapes me. It feels wrong to laugh right after I’ve done something that almost cost me my life.I give it a moment to let it sink in. And however bizarre it may be, it doesn't feel frightening... it feels... natural. As if I am... reconnecting with something I lost a long time ago."You feel strangely normal,"
Chapter 58 - Dex pov.It started as we had expected. Lilly lost consciousness when she could no longer bear the pain.I have survived battles, defeated rivals, and witnessed terrible things on the battlefield, but seeing Lilly suffer is the worst thing I have ever had to go through. Seeing her body fight against the poison inside her, the poison I gave her so that she would become just like me.Although it started as we had expected, she is deteriorating more and more.Her body is not accepting the change, even though she was convinced that the mating bond would help her. Her heart rate is slowing down, her breathing becoming lighter."Please, Lilly, you can't leave me," I whisper, her wrist pressed against my lips. "Don't give up," I murmur as the doctor checks her pulse for the umpteenth time. He opens her eyes one by one, but she doesn't react to the light. As if no one is home.Another tear rolls down my cheeks. "She is stronger than this. I know she is." I have to believe it, oth
Chapter 57The next evening feels like it is coming much too quickly. The night feels different. Heavier. As if the air knows what is about to happen.My fingers tremble slightly as I look in the small mirror on the wall.Even a blind person can see the nerves in my eyes. I still want to push through, but the anxious feeling that has overwhelmed me since I dropped Claire off is becoming increasingly dominant.Dex takes my hand. "You can still change your mind." His voice is no more than a whisper. I take a deep breath and look at him in the mirror in an attempt to get my nerves under control. It doesn't work. Seeing and feeling his worry only fuels it. "I won't," I try to say as confidently as possible.I turn to him. He tries to hide it, the fear, the worry. But I can feel it now, through our bond. I cup his face. "I trust you." It takes no effort for me to say this with certainty, because it is not a lie. I trust him completely. I know that if there is anyone who can help me through
Chapter 56The moment Dex agreed, something in the air changed. Not lighter, but despite our discussion, it felt heavier.Even though we hadn't talked about it since the last time, it always hung between us like a sort of storm. A storm that just wouldn't break. And now the storm has subsided. The question of whether or not I would change is no longer a question. It is a decision. A decision for which a plan must be made.Minutes after Dex agreed, he changed from a concerned, loving mate to the Alpha.He calls Reece and Ronan over. He tries to appear calm and driven, but the tension in his shoulders betrays him. At least, I can see right through it. If the others notice anything at all, they don't show it. They head into another room, while I stay in the office with Claire. Claire is still entertaining herself with the toys Beth brought earlier today."Are you okay?" asks Beth, who is now standing next to me. I jump; I was so lost in thought that I hadn't heard her coming.She smiles
Chapter 55 - Lilly’s pov.Thin sunbeams filter in through the narrow slits in the curtain. For a brief moment, I simply lie there. In a state between sleepiness and waking up. I listen to the surrounding sounds. Dex's breathing sounds deep and steady beside me. Claire's breathing softer from her little bed next to ours.A warm feeling of happiness fills my chest. For a few seconds, the looming danger does not exist. I am not thinking of Alex or Lucy, but only of the little piece of happiness that is here in the room with me. My hand moves instinctively to his back.Barely touching him, I let my fingertips glide over his back. Tracing the muscles on his back. The movement is slow, absentminded, soothing more for me than for him.His skin is warm under my touch. He feels strong. Safe. I have to restrain myself from wrapping myself around him. I don't want to wake him up. I watch the rise and fall of his shoulders, letting my hand glide up and down again. The mating bond hums faintly ins
Chapter 54 - Dex. pov.Pride, that's all I feel right now.This woman was so nervous, so full of doubt, that I was afraid she'd run away. The last thing I expected was for her to address the pack. And man, I've addressed these people countless times. Give them orders, encourage them. But none of those times comes close to how Lilly talks to them.Her nerves are slowly but surely easing, but the pack doesn't notice. The way she speaks is anything but nervous. If there were any doubts among the pack members, she dispelled them word by word.She chooses honesty over fear. And the pack senses that. I see it in the eyes of the pack members closest to us; they see the same thing I do. Lilly is a natural-born Luna. I see it in Ronan and Reece's eyes. Proud of their Luna. MY Luna. When she's finished, she looks at me expectantly. I see the unspoken question in her eyes. "Was I good enough?" I nod approvingly, and she gives me a quick smile, her relief palpable.I briefly tell them what to ex
Chapter 20 Dex appears in the doorway, looking tense. "Bruce, Lilly is going on a date with him tomorrow," Lucy answers as she walks inside, straight to her closet. At least I think it's her closet. She doesn't seem to notice the tension on Dex's face. Or his clenched fists. I hesitate to enter th
Chapter 17I give Dex a hard look when Bruce and Claire leave the room. He opens his mouth, probably to fire the next question from his barrage at me, but I cut him off. "Spit it out. What's with those weird looks?" I ask bluntly. Maybe not the smartest idea to talk to an Alpha like that, but I hav
Claire crawls happily through the grass while Bruce and I make ourselves comfortable on a blanket."Oh, I forgot to tell you that Dex asked for your number when you were in bed." Bruce says casually."What? Why?" I respond. Thank god, men aren't that observant, otherwise, he would have noticed my f
Chapter 11 - Lilly pov.The rest of the afternoon passes quietly. I got to know the children and the other employees better and better.Several times, I catch myself that my mind wanders to Dex. To his beautiful smile and his muscular arms that were clearly visible through his clothing. Embarrassing







