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Chapter 1
~ Manhattan, New York ~**Alessia**
Love is a weapon in this family.
I learned that young. Not from words, but from watching my papà use it. Watching him smile at my mama like she was his entire world, then smile at his soldiers the same way before sending them to die. Love is just another tool. A way to control, a way to destroy.
The locket at my throat felt heavier than it should. I touched it without thinking, running my thumb over the pendant my mother had given me years before she died. Back when she still had time to give me things that mattered.
The kitchen smelled like rosemary and garlic, warm and rich, completely at odds with the cold weight in my chest. The news played low on the television. Another murder in Manhattan. Bodies found in the warehouse district.
Three dead. No leads. No names yet.
“Figlia mia, you’ll damage your mind with all this death,” Nonna said, appearing beside me with the grace of someone who’d been moving through kitchens for sixty years. She was already in her apron, already directing the kitchen staff with the kind of quiet authority that made men twice her size obey without question. “Your brain doesn’t need this noise.”
I didn’t answer. My fingers were still on the locket.
“Alessia.” Her voice softened. A warning wrapped in love. “You need to come see the guests. Your papà won’t be happy you’re down here.”
The Mancinis.
The family that had spent five years bleeding ours dry. Now they wanted peace. An alliance.
Now they wanted to tie my sister to their Don like she was something to be traded.
“When has papà ever been happy with me lately?” I looked at her, it’s the same look in her eyes. It’s always the same look.
Nonna’s mouth tightened. “You know why.”
“It’s been a year, Nonna.”
“And yet.” She didn’t say more. She didn’t have to.
I turned back to the television, where they were showing the warehouse again. Yellow tape. Chalk outlines. The kind of death that was normal in our world, the kind people like papà didn’t even blink at. The kind I now had blood on my hands for.
“I never wanted this,” I said quietly. “I never wanted to be part of any of this. The Mancinis killed mama. I won’t forget that. Sofia shouldn’t have to pay for a war that isn’t hers.”
“Oh, mia.” Nonna’s sigh was heavy. “You need to calm down, or your father…” She didn’t finish.
“I don’t care what Papà thinks.”
But that was a lie, I cared too much.
Nonna moved closer, her weathered hand finding my shoulder. “Leonardo Mancini is not his Papà. The Don before him—yes, he was ruthless. But this one…” She paused. “I believe he wants peace as much as any of us do.”
I let out a quiet laugh. “That doesn’t change anything. Sofia is still being sacrificed.”
“Besides,” she added, more carefully now, “Leon isn’t as bad as they say. If you had met him yesterday—”
“I’m not meeting him.” The words came out sharper than I intended. “And neither should Sofia.”
I’d seen him. He was tall. Dark, sharp features and eyes that catalogued everything they touched. The kind of presence that made people look twice and then look away. His eyes had met mine for two seconds before I glared at him. A small rebellion.
He hadn’t reacted.
Just looked back like I was nothing.
Then looked away.
“Go,” Nonna said. “Check on Sofia. Tell her to come down. And Alessia…”
I looked at her.
“Put a smile on your face. Just this once.”
I pushed away from the counter without answering and headed out of the kitchen.
The house was already shifting into performance.
Flowers arranged. Floors polished. Staff moving through the halls like ghosts.
Sofia’s room was upstairs.
I climbed slowly, listening to the sounds below. Laughter, glasses clinking. Voices blending between Italian and English.
The Mancini family was here. I knocked on Sofia’s door.
“Come in.”
Sofia sat at her vanity, staring at her reflection like she was trying to memorize it. She looked pale. Her hands trembled slightly as she adjusted the bracelet on her wrist.
“Nonna wants you downstairs.”
She nodded slowly.
“Sofia—”
“Do you think he’ll be cruel?” she asked, still looking at her reflection. “Leonardo?”
My chest cracked. “I don’t know.”
Another lie.
“Nonna thinks he wants peace,” Sofia said quietly. “What if he doesn’t?”
I squeezed her shoulder. “Then we’ll figure it out. Together.”
She turned to me, “You promise?”
“I promise.”
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By the time I returned downstairs, the foyer was full.
My uncle wasn’t hiding his dislike. Neither was Enzo, my cousin. He stared at Leonardo like he was already pulling the trigger.
Papà stood beside him, smiling that polished, controlled smile he reserved for important moments.
When he saw me, he gestured me forward.
“Alessia,” he said warmly. “Come. I want you to meet Leonardo Mancini properly.”
Every step felt heavier than the last.
“Leonardo,” Papà continued, “this is Alessia, my eldest daughter.”
My eyes found him.
Everything else faded.
He was even more imposing up close. Taller than I remembered. Controlled in a way that felt deliberate. His presence filled the space without effort.
This was the man my sister was going to marry.
His gaze locked into mine. For a second, it dropped to the locket at my throat. Something shifted in his expression.
Then it was gone.
“Haven’t we met?” he asked quietly.
My pulse jumped. I could feel papà watching.
“No,” I said, keeping my expression blank. “I don’t believe we have.”
“Strange.” Leonardo took a step closer, and I had to fight the urge to step back. “I could have sworn I’ve seen those eyes before. Very memorable. The way they looked at me yesterday, for instance.”
My blood went cold.
Papà’s attention sharpened.
“I wasn’t—”
“No need to deny it.” His voice was soft. Almost intimate. Like he was sharing a secret with me that no one else could hear. “I find it refreshing, actually. Most people are too afraid to show their true feelings around me.”
His gaze dropped again to the locket. Lingering there like it meant something.
“But I’m curious,” he continued, quieter now. “Was that real? Or are you just pretending like everyone else?”
The words settled under my skin.
“Because if it’s real,” he said, meeting my eyes again, dark in a way that made my entire body understand, on an instinctual level, that this man was a predator, “then you’re either very brave or very stupid. And I don’t think you’re stupid.”
He stepped back, just like that.
“It’s a pleasure to finally meet you properly,” he said, his tone shifting back to polite, back to the mask he wore for the world. But his eyes didn’t change.They stayed on me.
I couldn’t move. I was unable to breathe, unable to do anything but stare at him while the realization crashed through me with the force of a tidal wave:
This man was too dangerous.
And I was terrified for reasons that had nothing to do with my sister.
“The past is never dead. It’s not even past.”— William Faulkner**Alessia**The moment I stepped into the party, I immediately wanted to go back. Back to the garden. Back to the dangerous little thrill I felt standing beside a certain Don. It was still preferable to the smiles I was being forced to wear here.The second Dominic let go of my arm, I should have walked away. Instead, I stayed. Because Dominic Valenti was the kind of man who interpreted basic politeness as encouragement.The party continued around us. Laughter. Music. The clinking of glasses. Not a single person noticed how badly I wanted to escape. Or maybe they did and simply didn’t care.But somehow I knew he did, because of the way he pulled me out earlier, only to tell me to leave after—like he was angry at someone. My gaze found him naturally. As if he knew I was staring, he looked at me, and for a moment, I felt a little flutter of safety.What? Safety? From Leonardo? No. Definitely not.I turned my eyes away from
“I found myself within a forest dark, for the straightforward pathway had been lost.” — Dante, Inferno**Leonardo**Fucking hell.The last temptation I needed tonight had a name.Alessia Romano. Of course.I lit another cigar. It burned slowly between my fingers. Inside the house, someone laughed loud enough to be heard through the walls.I stayed where I was.The quiet garden did nothing to quench the raging fire burning in my fucking mind. Because even though Alessia had left a few minutes ago, my eyes kept finding the same door over and over again.I took another drag. The smoke settled in my lungs. It didn’t help. Nothing had helped all evening. Not the whiskey. Not the cigar. And definitely not the distance.I looked down at the cigar. A faint smear of lipstick stained the edge. Fucking red.The image of Alessia coughing after stealing it from my hand. That stubborn look she wore right before doing something she absolutely shouldn’t. Then the sound of her arguing. The sound of he
“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I’ll meet you there.” — Rumi**Alessia**I hated parties.Not because they were loud. Not because they were crowded. I hated them because they required smiling, because I had to pretend, and pretending was exhausting. Especially when the reason for the celebration was already related to me.The house had been in complete chaos since morning. Flowers appeared from nowhere. Caterers occupied half the kitchen. Relatives I hadn’t seen in months suddenly remembered we shared DNA.By noon, I had been asked to help with decorations, carry boxes, arrange tables, and entertain guests. I had declined every single request. Unfortunately, nobody respected my decision.Passing Sophia’s room, I slowed. The door was partially open.The moment I stepped inside, I stopped.The room looked like a hurricane had passed through it.Paint brushes littered the floor.Half-finished sketches covered every available surface.Clothes were scattere
“Love is so short, forgetting is so long.”— Pablo Neruda**Alessia**There should be laws against men like Leonardo. Unfortunately, nobody had bothered writing them.I spent the entire day trying not to think about him.It was going terribly.Every time I managed to focus on something else, my mind dragged me right back to the gas station. Back to his hand beneath my chin. Back to the way he had looked at me like I was personally responsible for ruining his evening. Back to his stupid warning.Be more careful.As though I spent my free time collecting dangerous situations.By the time the front door closed behind me, I went straight to the kitchen to calm down the burning sensation in my throat with cold water. Nonna was already preparing dinner. Without even greeting her, I grabbed a bottle of water from the refrigerator and emptied half of it in one go.“Good evening to you too,” Nonna said, looking at me with her usual I already know what happened expression.I sighed. “Good eveni
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“If I cannot move Heaven, I will raise Hell.”— Virgil, The Aeneid**Leonardo**I had survived this long in my life by following rules I had laid down for myself. My number one rule, constant since the beginning: Never put myself in a position I knew I couldn’t control. I followed this rule and lived by it.Until a certain big brown-eyed girl.The gas station appeared a few miles later. I pulled in without much thought. Or at least that was what I told myself. The fuel gauge sat comfortably above half. The car didn’t need gas. I had fuel that could last me for a long time, but I needed to put distance between myself and the girl sitting beside me.Alessia glanced up from the window.“We need gas?”“No.”She frowned.“No?”I parked beside a pump and shifted the car into park. I took off my jacket and tossed it in the backseat. The smell of rain and gasoline hit my nostrils as I stepped out. I loosened my tie and rolled my sleeves up because I was fucking burning up. I could have laughe
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CHAPTER 2**Alessia**The lunch was supposed to feel like peace. Instead it felt like standing on the edge of a blade.I sat between Nonna and Margot, my back straight, watching Nonna’s get food passed around a table. The osso buco smelled incredible, rich, buttery, the kind of thing that would hav







