Chapter 51: SUSIE

Holy shit! Am I still breathing? It can't be possible for anyone to survive that. I took stock of myself to make sure everything was as it should be. My hoo-ha was pulverized, I can't even touch her, and there are love bites all over my chest and back, but none of that took away from the feeling of euphoria. No wonder he kept saying I wasn't ready? Who would be?

I guess the big stupid grin on my face was testament to the fact that I didn't give a damn about any of that. It was well worth the wait, even if I never walked again in this lifetime. The pain meds were wearing off and although he told me to take more I refused; for some reason I wanted to feel what he'd done to me, it was important.

My heart lurched when I remembered that he hadn't used all of himself in me. I'd felt the ring each time he slammed into me that first time and then he'd used his hand when I seduced him, mercy. There was a sting between my thighs when my body reacted to the memory of what we'd shared.

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