Chapter 6

Blue light hotel was one of the most famous hotels in our area. Famous people liked to come here so much. It was so fancy and the food was so delicious. Everything was just perfect in this place.

Mia and I stand at the door, ready to walk into the hotel. “Shall we, sister?” Mia asks me and I nod my head. I was so excited and for a minute, I forgot about Brian.

We slowly walk into the hotel. It was all beautiful. We find a table, and we sit down, ready to wait for the waiter.

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“Samantha, will you marry me?” I suddenly hear that from behind me. Mia and I were already eating the meal we had ordered.

“Of course I will marry you, Brian Williams. I love you so much.” I hear a lady's voice say.

“Brian Williams?” I say as I turn my head to check if it was my Brian because they shared the same name.

I almost go into shock when I see Brian kissing a lady. I was right. It was my Brian, and he had proposed to that lady already. I don't understand why I keep meeting with him. Every time I see him, my heart breaks even more. My eyes drop hot tears. I just could not control myself anymore. I weep uncontrollably. Mia was just there staring at Brian, not knowing what to do.

The hurt was too much. Enough was enough. I have to tell Brian what was really going on with me. I have to tell him that I am expecting his baby. I slowly get up from where I was sitting, and I head to their table. They were busy laughing as they celebrated their engagement.

“Hey Brian, so you decided to ruin my life so you could enjoy it with another woman. As we are speaking now, I am almost three weeks pregnant for you. I hate you, Brian. I hate you so much. You have made my life miserable.” I say not caring what was going to happen next. I feel so much releaved after saying that.

“What do you mean you are pregnant for me? I am sorry, but I don't know you. Here is my woman, and we are going to get married really soon. Can you see the ring on her finger? This is the only woman in my life. The only woman whom I love so much.” Brian says, and his words pierce my heart like a sword. His eyes had so much hatred for me while he was saying all this. It's like all the love he had for me vanished into thin air.

“Then what do you want me to do with this pregnancy, Brian. Because this is your baby.” I say in a helpless voice.

“Just get rid of it. It's not my baby in the first place. I don't know you.” He says.

“What are you saying, Brian. Please we are expecting a baby together.” I say as I touch his hand.

“Hey woman, don't touch me. Darling lets get out of here. This lunatic just spoiled my entire mood.” He says in a harsh voice. He later takes his girlfriend's hand and I watch them as they exited the hotel's door.

I break down into tears. I just wished I had stayed at home. Mia comes and hugs me so tightly.

“Come down Serah.” She says. I could feel that she was also crying.

“I am sorry, Mia. I just need some fresh air.” I say, and Mia releases me from her arms. I rush out of the hotel.

I run to the opposite direction of the hotel and I sit down near the road. It was so cold outside, but I just did not care. “I don't care what happens to me. My life is just ruined anyway” I say in a loud voice.

Brian was so heartless, and I know now that he never cared about me. I love him so much and this love is just killing me. I just want it to stop. I just want to die, so this hate could simply stop.

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After about thirty minutes of crying, I get up and I start walking. The cold had already affected me and I felt so bad, just like the last time. I felt so terrible. I just wanted to make a stop to all this pain. So I decide to just end myself.

I walk towards the road and I just stand there right in the middle. I just waited for a car to come so it can run me over. I think I will die immediately, I am knocked down by the car.

I slowly close my eyes as I see a car approaching. My whole body shivered as I waited for my brutal end. I just felt sorry for Mia. I am the only family she has, but I have lost the will to live. My life has no meaning anymore and there was no point in bringing this baby into this heatless world.

The car is about to hit me when someone suddenly pulls me towards him. I open my eyes to see who it was, and I am surprised to see the same man who had offered me a ride earlier this morning.

“Hey, why did you do that? I wanted to die. What have you done, you foolish man? Just leave me. I want to die.” I say while screaming my lungs out. He just spoiled my perfect opportunity.

“Please calm down. You are not thinking clearly right now.” He says while pulling me away from the road. He was so strong, and I just could not match with him.

“Why are you interfering in my business. Please just go. Leave me alone. I want to be alone." I shout at him.

"No, I won't leave until I am sure you are safe.” He says in a harsh tone.

“Serah, Serah. I have been looking all over for you. Where did you run to? You gave me a serious fright.” Mia comes running to me. She was carrying both our purses and my coat. The cold was unbearable, so I snatch the coat away from Mia and I quickly wear it.

“I am sorry, Mia. I just wanted sometime alone.” I say in a calm voice. I did not want her to know what I wanted to do with myself, earlier.

“Hey lady, who is this girl to you?” Raphael asks Mia.

“She is my younger sister, Serah. Who are you, by the way and what are you doing with my sister?” Mia asks.

“I am not a bad person. Your sister here wanted to kill herself, and I just happened to be nearby. I saved her. Please don't leave her alone. She is not in her right state of mind.” Raphael says.

“What, Serah? You wanted to do what?" Mia asks with anger in her voice.

“I am sorry, sister. I am just fed up with all this.” I say as I hug her so tightly. I just needed a shoulder to cry on.