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The crash echoed through my apartment like a gunshot, splintering wood and jolting me upright in bed. It was barely dawn, the kind of gray December morning where the world outside my window looked frozen and unforgiving. My heart slammed against my ribs as I scrambled for my robe, but before I could even tie the sash, they were inside.
Two men, built like refrigerators with faces scarred from too many bad decisions, stood in my living room. The door hung off its hinges behind them, snowflakes swirling in from the hallway. One of them, the shorter one with a tattoo creeping up his neck like a venomous vine, held a crowbar loosely in his gloved hand. The other, taller and meaner-looking, cracked his knuckles and scanned the room as if appraising what he could smash next. “Where’s the money, sweetheart?” the tattooed one growled, his breath fogging the air. He had an accent, thick and Eastern European, the kind that made every word sound like a threat. I froze in the bedroom doorway, clutching my robe closed. My mind raced, Mom’s debt. The gambling loans she’d hidden from me until the cancer took her eight months ago. I’d been scraping by, paying what I could, but the interest piled up like the snow outside. “I… I don’t have it yet. Please, I just need more time.” The taller one laughed, a sound like gravel under boots. He stepped forward, close enough that I could smell the stale coffee on his breath. “Time’s up. Your mama owed us one-eighty-seven grand plus change. That’s on you now. We ain’t charities.” They weren’t wrong. The paperwork had come after the funeral, stacks of it, from underground bookies who’d fronted her bets on everything from horse races to poker games. She’d sworn it was under control, right up until the end. But here I was, twenty-five and alone, inheriting her mess. I backed up a step, my bare feet cold on the linoleum. “Look, I can get it. Just give me a month. I’ll sell the house if I have to, Mom’s old place. It’s worth something. Please, a month to sort it out.” The tattooed one exchanged a glance with his partner, then smirked. He swung the crowbar lightly, tapping it against a lamp on my side table. The bulb flickered. “A month? You think we’re idiots? We gave your ma extensions. Look where that got her.” He leaned in, his eyes narrowing. “One week. Seven days. Wire the full amount, $187,400.17, or we come back. And next time, we don’t just break doors.” The taller one grabbed a framed photo from the mantel, me and Mom at the lake house years ago, both smiling like life was simple. He smashed it against the wall, glass shattering across the floor. “That’s a preview. You pay, or we take everything. Starting with you.” My stomach twisted. I nodded frantically, not trusting my voice. They turned and lumbered out, leaving the door gaping open like a wound. I sank to the floor amid the shards, my hands shaking as I swept them away. Blood welled up from a cut on my palm, but I barely felt it. One week. Seven days to come up with nearly two hundred thousand dollars, or lose everything, including, apparently, my safety. I bandaged my hand with a kitchen towel and grabbed my phone. First, the bank. I dialed the loan officer who’d turned me down twice already. “Miss Voss,” she said, her voice clipped and professional, “your credit score is in the tank from the medical bills. We can’t approve another line without collateral, and the house is already mortgaged to the hilt.” Next, Aunt Clara, Mom’s sister, the one who’d barely spoken to us since the divorce. “Ivy, honey, I’m sorry,” she said over the line, her voice tinny from her Florida condo. “We’re on a fixed income. Maybe a few hundred, but that’s it. Your mom… she burned a lot of bridges with her habits.” I tried friends next. Sarah from college, who worked in finance now. “God, Ivy, that’s insane. I wish I could help, but we’re saving for the wedding. Have you tried crowdfunding? Or a second job?” A second job. As if waitressing nights and freelancing graphic design during the day hadn’t already stretched me thin. I scrolled through my contacts, desperation mounting. Old bosses, distant cousins, even an ex-boyfriend who’d ghosted me last year. No one had the kind of money I needed. No one could move that fast. The snow was picking up outside, blanketing the city in white silence. I paced the apartment, my mind a whirlwind. Sell the house? It was the only thing left of Mom, the creaky Victorian where I’d grown up, filled with her laughter and her secrets. But even if I listed it today, closings took months. Pawn shops? I had nothing valuable. Rob a bank? The thought crossed my mind in a hysterical flash, but I shoved it away. My thumb hovered over the last name in my contacts: Cassian Voss. Stepdad. Or ex-stepdad, depending on how you counted the years. Mom had married him when I was ten, a whirlwind romance with the charming billionaire who’d swept her off her feet. For eight years, he’d been the father figure I’d never had, teaching me to swim in the lake behind his mansion, funding my art classes, even showing up to my high school graduation with a bouquet bigger than my head. But then the cheating scandals hit. Mom found out about the affairs, models, assistants, women half her age. She’d kicked him out, divorced him clean, and forbade me from ever contacting him again. “He’s a bastard, Ivy,” she’d said through tears, her voice raw. “A manipulative snake who uses people like toys. Promise me you’ll stay away. He’s poison.” I’d promised. And for six years, I had. No calls, no emails, nothing. But I knew things about Cassian that Mom had tried to erase. He was filthy rich, tech empires, real estate, investments that made headlines. Two hundred grand was pocket change to him, a rounding error in his bank account. If anyone could wire the money today, it was him. I stared at his number, my cut hand throbbing. The goons’ threats echoed in my ears: Starting with you. I had no choice. My finger trembled as I hit call. It rang twice before he answered. “Ivy.” His voice was deep, smooth as aged whiskey, with that faint trace of an accent from his European roots. No surprise, no warmth, just my name, like he’d been expecting me. “Cassian,” I said, my throat dry. “I… I need help.” A pause, long enough to make me regret everything. Then, softly: “Tell me.” I spilled it all, the debt, Mom’s gambling, the men at my door, the smashed photo, the one-week deadline. Words tumbled out, raw and unfiltered, until I was breathless. He listened without interrupting. When I finished, there was another silence. I could picture him in his penthouse or that sprawling lake house up north, surrounded by leather and glass, untouched by the chaos of ordinary lives. “You’re still my daughter, Ivy,” he said finally, his tone shifting to something almost paternal. Almost. “I will give you that money. All of it, wired by end of day.” Relief crashed over me like a wave, making my knees buckle. I slid down the wall to the floor. “Thank you. God, thank you. I’ll pay you back, I swear—” “But in conditions,” he cut in, voice suddenly darker, slower, the way it used to drop when he caught me lying about where I’d been at seventeen. I swallowed hard. “What kind of conditions?” A low chuckle that curled straight through my ribs. “Come to the lake house tomorrow night.” My pulse thundered in my ears. “Cassian—” “Say yes, Ivy,” he murmured, soft and lethal. “Say yes, and by tomorrow morning the debt is gone and those men disappear forever. Say no… and in six days they come back to finish what they started tonight.” The line went dead. I sat frozen on the cold floor, phone still pressed to my ear, snow blowing through the broken door and melting on my skin. Tomorrow night I would drive six hours north, straight into the house where he once carried me on his shoulders and taught me to skate on the frozen lake. Straight into the arms of the man my mother swore would ruin me. And for the first time in six years, I wasn’t sure she was wrong. But I was sure of one thing: I was going. Because I had no one else. I stood up, grabbed my keys, and started packing. The storm was waiting. So was he.The photo stared at me like a punch to the gut. Cassian’s arm wrapped around my mother’s shoulder, her head thrown back in laughter, his lips brushing her ear in a way that screamed secrets. The note on the back hit harder: “Do you know their story? Maybe you are just a toy like the others.” I’d shoved it in the drawer three days ago, but it kept clawing back, dragging up questions I’d buried deep. Why did Mom marry him? She’d been fine on her own, raising me with scraped-together jobs and family support. Then Cassian appeared—charming, successful—and everything changed. The family turned their backs. No more summer visits to Aunt Clara’s. No more cousin sleepovers. They called her foolish, said he was poison. Mom fought them with fire, but now, staring at that photo, I wondered if she’d tasted the poison too. .I paced the motel room, the carpet scratching my bare feet, trying to shake the image. But it stuck — vivid, ugly, making my skin crawl. If he’d used her like he used m
IVYI got back to the motel just after eight. The sky was already dark, streetlights buzzing yellow over the cracked parking lot. My feet hurt from standing all shift, and the smell of fried onions from the diner next door clung to my hair. I unlocked the door, kicked off my shoes, and went straight for the tiny kitchenette corner. Cup noodles again. Beef flavor this time. I tore the lid, poured the last of the hot water from the kettle, and set the timer on my phone for three minutes. While it sat there steaming, I leaned against the counter and stared at the peeling wallpaper. Life wasn’t much better now. But at least the thinking had slowed down. Since Cassian walked out that night — after I screamed at him to leave, after I felt him spill inside me one last time and still pushed him away — the constant loop in my head had quieted. Not gone. Never gone. But quieter. The memories didn’t slam into me every five minutes anymore. They came in waves instead of tsunamis. I
IVY The shower was the only place I could think to start. I turned the knob to hot—almost scalding—and stepped under the spray before the water even warmed. The first blast stung my skin like needles. I welcomed it. Let it burn away the sweat, the smell of Cassian, the sticky residue he’d left between my thighs. I wanted to erase him. Scrub him out of my pores. Make my body forget the shape of his hands, the weight of his hips, the way he’d stretched me open and filled me until there was no room for anything else. Soap first. I lathered it between my palms until bubbles dripped down my wrists, then dragged my hands over my collarbone. Down the slope of my breasts. The nipples were still sensitive—puffy, dark from his mouth last night. The moment my fingertips brushed them they tightened into hard points. A sharp, unwanted spark shot straight to my core. I froze. Took a breath. Told myself it was just the hot water. Just nerves. I kept going. Slid the soap lower,
CASSIANThe backyard was quiet except for the low hum of cicadas and the occasional rustle of leaves in the evening breeze. I sat on the old wooden bench Claire liked, the one her father had built years ago when he still pretended to be a family man. The sun had just dropped behind the trees, leaving everything in soft gold and shadow. Claire sat beside me, legs crossed at the ankles, teacup balanced on her knee. She wore a pale blue dress that draped over her growing belly. She looked peaceful. I felt like I was coming apart at the seams.Ivy was still in my head.Every second.Her taste on my tongue from last night. The way her thighs had trembled when I pushed inside her. The broken little cries she made when she came—half pain, half need. The way she’d shoved me away afterward, tears streaming, shouting for me to get out like I was poison. I’d left because she asked. I’d driven straight back here because I had no other place to go. But leaving her there—alone, hurting, hatin
IVY I went back to work the next morning. I had to. If I stayed in that motel room one more day—curled under the blanket, replaying Cassian’s hands on me, his mouth on mine, his cock filling me until I broke—I knew I’d never climb out. The shame was thick, sticky, choking, but letting it win would mean he still owned me. Even from miles away. Even after I’d screamed at him to leave. Even after I’d pushed him out the door with tears streaming down my face. So I showered until my skin stung, dressed in the same black polo and khaki pants, tied my hair back tight, and walked the seven minutes to the store like the night before hadn’t happened. Like my body wasn’t still sore. Like my thighs didn’t still tremble when I remembered how hard I’d come around him. Mr. Chen gave me the usual nod when I walked in. No questions. No pity. Just “morning” and the keys to the stockroom. I took them. Unlocked the door. Started pulling boxes of chips and soda cans off the shelves. The routine w
CASSIANI pushed through the hospital doors with my heart in my throat. The antiseptic smell hit me first—sharp, cold, familiar in the worst way. My boots squeaked on the polished floor as I half-walked, half-ran to the elevator. The ride up was silent except for the soft ding of floors passing. My hands were clenched so tight my nails dug into my palms. Claire. Bleeding. The baby. The words kept looping in my head like a bad song I couldn’t turn off.The doors opened on the maternity ward.Room 412.I didn’t knock.I just walked in.Claire lay in the bed, pale against white sheets, an IV line taped to the back of her hand. The monitor beside her beeped steadily—heart rate, baby’s heartbeat, both strong but too slow for comfort. She looked small. Fragile. Nothing like the woman who’d sat on my lap in the office two days ago, trying to pull me back into something I didn’t want anymore.Her father stood by the window.Arms crossed.Eyes like knives.He turned when I entered.The room







