Chapter One.

CERENA ||

"WHY do we need a sex therapist Dan?" I sit on his lap with a confused look on my face admiring my good looking husband. I run my fingers through his golden blonde hair as he massages my ass.

"Baby I don't like it when you fake your orgasms. It makes me feel bad that I finish and enjoy it but you don't" he looks hurt that I've been faking my orgasm whenever we have sex. Don't get me wrong guys, I love Dan with my whole heart, he's my first love, my first everything. But lately some things have changed.

Dan had been working all the time and coming home late at night. He'll be out during weekends and I barely see him. When we do see each other, we talk for some time before we're ripping each other's clothes off. Dan was always good in bed but it doesn't work for me any more. He isn't controlling, he doesn't say the right things that'll make me go crazy and want to ride him 24/7 but I do love him.

"So we're letting a stranger know that our sex life needs work?" I asked him as he placed a sweet kiss on my lips.

"Look baby, we'll try it and  if you don't like it after one day, we won't go back okay?" He says while his soft hands caress my ass. Why couldn't he just throw me over his lap and spank me.

"Fine only because I love you and you made me pasta". I kissed his cheeks, getting off his laps, returning to eat my pasta.

Dan and I met in high school. He wasn't the bad boy everyone dreams of or the school's best athlete. Dan was the smartest kid in the school, more like the school's nerd. He got sent to college a year earlier than me in New York so it tore us apart for a while. When I moved here to finish my college years, we got together. We had been dating for 3 and a half years, Dan asked me to move in with him after 2 more years of being together, and he proposed to me though it was rocky at first. He had strict rules about where to put things in the closet and that I couldn't steal his sweaters. Rather, I had to wear my own instead.

I know…what the actual fuck?

"Baby we have lunch with my mother tomorrow. Don't forget, wear something nice but not revealing, you know how she gets with your outfits" I hated his mother so much and it was fine because she hated me too. She always said rude things to me, never anything nice and Dan always sat and let her say things as she likes, telling me he's already talked to her.

"I'll wear what I like Dan, I'm not wearing it to please her"I retorted. People would say my mouth would get me into a lot of trouble with Dan but he doesn't do anything about it, not even when I try to tease the absolute shit out of him.

"Okay baby, just be nice to my mom" as he started typing on his laptop.

"Be nice to her?What about her being nice to me?, I don't like being slut shamed by your mother every single time Dan" I said to him as he sighed, getting up with his laptop.

"I'm not doing this with you tonight Cerena" He said to me, then he went into the room and closed the door.

"You don't do anything with me at night anyways jack ass" I whispered stuffing pasta in my mouth.

"I heard that" he shouted behind the closed door.

"Good you needed too, that was the plan." I shouted back.

While I was cleaning my plate, Dan walked out of the room in his work clothes. Meanwhile, he promised he would watch movies with me tonight. He looked at me with apologetic eyes, trying to plead with me.

He wasn't going to work, not tonight.

I needed someone to cuddle next to.

"Dan, you're not leaving this house" I sprinted to the door blocking it while crossing my arms over my chest. He laughed then it disappeared when he noticed I wasn't joking.

"Baby don't do this, I need to go to work" he said as he took his keys from the hook and got his bag from the floor. I placed my arms around his neck making him drop both his bag and his keys. Wrapping my legs around him he kissed my cheek but I wanted more.

"You promised that you'd watch movies with me" I started kissing on his neck, feeling him grow hard underneath me in his dress pants.

"I can always watch movies with you tomorrow Cerena" his breath came out weak as I sucked on his neck. He walked us over to the couch with me still in his lap. Rolling my hips on his hard on I looked up to see his head thrown back and his lip tucked in between his teeth.

"Baby I have to get to work" he whined. I huffed, getting off of him, turning the television on and starting up the movie. He stood up leaning over for a kiss but I moved my face out the way.

"Don't be like this Cerena" I continued to ignore and he sighed, kissing my cheek before picking up his bag and keys, opening the door.

"I love you, I'll see you tonight" he closed the door and I wrapped the blanket next to me around my body when my phone rang.

"Yes Susan" I said as soon as I picked up the call.

Susan has been my best friend since we were five and I love her with my whole heart. She's a vibrant person, spoke whatever was on her mind not caring about the other person's feelings, she wasn't one to sugar coat anything. Susan was always single; she didn't like relationships, they weren't for her. She liked submissive men and women.

"I know that voice, let me guess, titty went to work again" she called him that, because Dan had a birth mark on his nipple and she was surprised when we went swimming this one time in Paris and she saw it.

"Yes Dan did go to work again. Now I'm stuck, bored, alone and super horny right now" she laughed. I heard a small whispering in the back from a male voice and rattling which sounded like handcuffs.

"Susan,  tell me you aren't calling me while one of your guys is tied to your bed right now" I said not shocked.

"He wasn't being a good boy though, were you?" she asked the man.

"No mistress" the guy replied while she hummed in satisfaction.

"Anyways after I'm done with what I'm currently doing, I'm picking you up and we're going out and before you say no I don't care". She hung up before I could say anything. She knows me so well because I was about to say no. Pausing the movie, I got up and opened the bedroom door to see Dan's shorts thrown on the floor with his shirt.

Picking it up and placing it in the laundry bin, I opened the closet. Going through the dresses in my closet, I went with the black satin dress that hugged my figure perfectly.

After taking my shower, I moisturized my skin, did my light makeup and fixed my curls so they bounced more. Getting dressed and placing my heels on, I waited for my very late best friend to show up.

I heard honking outside my house so I grabbed my bag and keys, stepped out while I locked the door to go join my girl in her car.