LOGINKAEL'S POV
"Where's Mara?" I ask.
Darin's on his feet before I finish the question, phone already in his hand.
"I've been trying her since sunrise," he says, already dialing again. "Didn't want to say anything until I was sure it wasn't nothing."
That explains the untouched mug. The tight jaw. The two wolves standing instead of sitting, like they've been waiting for permission to say something out loud.
He calls her. I can hear it ring from where I'm standing, the sound stretching longer than it should. Nobody in the kitchen breathes.
It goes to voicemail.
"Again," I say.
He tries again. Same result.
"She never checked in for the morning handoff," Darin says. "I figured she overslept, or forgot, until it had been two hours and I still couldn't reach her."
The young wolf on the stairs comes back to me all at once, the piece I hadn't been able to place until now. He'd said he saw Mara leave before sunrise, alone, moving fast toward the east fence line. I hadn't thought much of it at the time. Now the two things sit next to each other and make a shape I don't like.
"She went to the east boundary," I say. "Alone. Before dawn."
Darin's face goes carefully blank, the way it does when he's furious and trying not to show it. "If I'd known that, I would've stopped her. She knows better than to go out there alone during an active border, not after everything I made her second for."
The words settle into my chest like a stone dropping through water.
"I'm going," I say.
"Let me go," Darin says. "You don't need to..."
"I'm going." My voice comes out harder than I mean it to, but I don't take it back. "She's my responsibility. I'm not sending someone else to carry it."
Lyra's already moving with me to the door before I finish the sentence.
"No." I catch her arm without thinking, pulling her back toward the stairs, toward somewhere I can actually talk to her without half the kitchen listening. "You're staying here."
She wrenches free the second we're out of the room, hard enough that I feel it more than I expected to.
"Don't," she says, low and sharp. "Don't grab me like that. Don't decide where I go without asking me first."
I stop. All at once, I hear exactly what I just did, and it lands somewhere I don't like at all.
"I'm sorry." I mean it. "That wasn't fair."
"No. It wasn't."
"I'm scared," I admit, because it's easier to say plainly than to dance around it. "I don't know what happened out there. I don't know if she's hurt, or lost, or just late, and not knowing is worse than any answer I can think of."
Something in her face softens, just slightly. "Then let me come with you instead of leaving me here to wonder."
"It's not safe. We don't even know what we're walking into."
"Nowhere's been safe since the night I met you." She takes my hand instead of pulling away this time, lacing her fingers through mine. "I'd rather be scared next to you than scared alone in a house full of people who still aren't sure they trust me."
I don't have an answer for that, because she's right, and because some part of me already knew she would be before I even tried to argue.
My phone rings. Unknown number.
I almost let it go to voicemail. Something makes me answer instead, some instinct I don't fully trust but can't ignore either.
"Kael Varga?"
The voice is unfamiliar, calm in a way that doesn't match anything happening in this house right now. Measured. Patient.
"Who is this?"
There was a slight huff.
"Roman Ashford."
The name hits harder. Beside me, I feel Lyra go still, then rigid, her hand tightening around mine until it hurts.
"I believe you're missing someone this morning," Ashford says. "A woman named Mara, I think. Dark hair. Sharper tongue than sense, based on our conversation."
My stomach drops out from under me.
KAEL'S POV I don't sleep. Dr. Kim puts me on a cot in the back room with a drip in my good arm and tells me to rest. I lie there listening to the pack's phones ring through the walls until the window goes grey.Mara stays in the chair beside me all night. Twice I open my eyes and find her watching me, and twice she looks away first. I don't ask what she's thinking. I haven't forgotten how her story smelled in Lorenzo's study, and I'm too tired to carry two fights at once.At dawn Dr. Kim presses two fingers along my forearm, and his face does what a doctor's face does when he doesn't want to say a number out loud."Yesterday it was at the scar," he says. "It's past the elbow now.""How long do I have?""I can't tell you that. I can tell you it moved two inches overnight, and that you should be lying down."I sit up anyway. The room tilts and settles. I've started to treat that as the price of standing.Darin comes in a few minutes later with Lorenzo behind him, both of them wearing t
LYRA'S POV They move me at dawn. I overheard Ashford tell his man we would leave before moonrise, so he changed the plan, and I think he did it to remind me that he can.The car is long and black and smells like leather and cedar. Nobody blindfolds me. That worries me more than a blindfold would, because it means he isn't afraid of what I'll remember. I watch the road and memorize the turns anyway, out of habit. It doesn't help. I don't know where I would run to.I keep thinking about the video. I said those words to Kael's face, or to the camera that would carry them to him. I told him the bond was a mistake and that he should stop looking for me. Part of me hopes he believes it, because then he might stop and save his strength. The rest of me knows that if he believes it, I did that to him on purpose.He told me he would put me somewhere I couldn't survive if I tried anything again. He hasn't. He has put me somewhere comfortable, which is worse in its own way.The sun is fully up w
KAEL'S POV I open it before I let myself think too hard about why my hands are shaking.Her face fills the screen, and for a second nothing else exists. Not the medical house, not Dr. Kim's quiet movements across the room, not the ache sitting constant in my chest. Just her, alive, breathing, close enough that I could almost believe the screen was a window instead of a recording.I have to grip the phone with both hands to keep it steady.She's alive. Whatever else this message turns out to be, that single fact lands first and hardest, relief so sharp it nearly doubles me over in the chair. Days of nothing but a pull with no direction, and here she is, her voice about to fill the silence that's been eating me alive since the den.Then I actually hear what she says."I need you to stop looking for me. This was a mistake, all of it, since the night at the gate. I don't want this bond. I never wanted it. Please, just let me go, and let yourself live."The relief curdles into something I
KAEL'S POV The medical house sits at the edge of the pack grounds, a squat building that's treated more broken bones and birthing complications over the years than anything resembling what's happening to me now.Mara half-carries me through the door, and Dr. Kim looks up from his desk with the particular alarm of a man who's seen plenty of injuries and recognizes immediately that this isn't one of them."Sit," he says, already crossing the room. "Arm."I give it to him without arguing. He's pack, a wolf himself, old enough to have treated three Alphas before me, and the way his nostrils flare the second he leans over the ritual scar tells me he's already found something he doesn't like."How long has it looked like this?""Looked like what?" I glance down at my own arm. The skin is unbroken, healed clean around the old cut, nothing visibly wrong with it at all.Dr. Kim leans closer, his nostrils flaring slightly. He examines the scar for a moment before pressing two fingers lightly a
KAEL'S POV I don't argue with her. There's nothing left to argue about, not with the den sitting empty behind us and whatever answer I came here for still nowhere in reach."We should go," I say instead.She looks at me, surprised, like she expected something harder from me and doesn't know what to do with its absence.I'm not leaving her stranded out here because we're furious with each other. Whatever's happened between us, we came in the same car, and I'm not petty enough to let that fact become one more casualty of this morning.We walk toward the truck in silence, gravel crunching under our boots, the distance between us wider than the actual space allows."You never asked," Mara says eventually, her voice tight. "About the den. What it meant that I'd been there before, long before I was pack. You just moved past it like it didn't matter.""I didn't think it was the time.""It's never the time anymore, Kael. Not for me. Not for anything that isn't her." She stops walking, forcin
LYRA'S POV Footsteps sound in the hallway, closer than they should be this soon.I don't put the phone back where I found it. I drop it instead, half-panicked, somewhere near the base of the bed, almost knocking the bed lamp over.The door opens. A guard steps in, eyes already scanning the room."Everything all right in here?""Fine." My voice comes out steadier than I feel."Couldn't sleep." I add.He finds it within seconds, crouching to pick it up off the floor, turning it over once in his hand before his gaze lifts to me, narrow and unconvinced."Didn't you say you couldn't sleep?""I couldn't."His eyes flick briefly to my hands before returning to my face. He doesn't look convinced, but he doesn't press either. He just pockets the phone."I'll let Ashford know."He backs out and pulls the door shut behind him. I count to twenty before I let myself breathe again, certain for one fragile moment that I've actually gotten away with it.Ashford arrives less than ten minutes later, an







