#Chapter 4 EvelynAll it took was one event and my whole perspective on life changed. It was like an undefined force took my world and spun it, shaking everything and everyone around me. By the time my feet hit the ground and gravity gripped me, I had already lost my footing. And none of the forces keeping me balanced were able to put me back on my axis."Look who's here." Ivan drops to his haunches and tickles both sides of Miles's neck. My pet smiles like he's running in a field of butterflies."Good morning to you too Ivan," I grumble. He ignores me and talks to Miles, who relishes in the shadow of Ivan's attention. I greet the handful of people who work with me. As my company is still in the air and getting whispered about in only a few ears, everyone here works part-time. Jessica and Opal are in charge of card design. Jessica is in high school, but as it's summer break, she's in the office every morning and stays till the end of the day. As for Opal, she's a
#Chapter 5 Evelyn"So I've got good news and bad news. Which one do you wanna hear first?" Dread slips through the cracks of my resolve and I have to lean my head against the cold glass for support."Bad news," I say, staring out at the pedestrians to distract myself.I'm sitting in an ice cream shop waiting for my order of two scoops of strawberry flavor with rainbow sprinkles on the top.The sun was in the sky when I left but turns out Seattle's weather is more indecisive than a toddler choosing which toy to play with. Soon gray clouds took over and it drizzled. Luckily I found a guy selling umbrellas right when it started showering and saved my favorite top and denim from getting drenched. The rain had lasted a couple of minutes before disappearing, but the gray clouds are hovering over the city with the promise of torrential rain. "So Opal has decided to resign. She turned in her resignation letter this evening after you left. Which I think was planned. I mean
#Chapter 6 EvelynI dip my spoon into my slightly melted ice cream and eat a mouthful of it. I savor the cold and sweet taste of it.A cool wind whistles past me and ruffles my hair that I've braided from the front and tied in the back with only two pins. I hope the hair doesn't come loose."Strawberry ice cream with sprinkles on the top. It was your favorite." No. This can't be happening. The happiness swimming in my veins freezes into ice as recognition hits me. My world abruptly stops revolving on its axis. In a second everything inside of me stills like I've been turned into a statue. With the cement creeping up from my toes and stopping at my heart, solidifying everything in the process. Momentarily the soul imprisoned inside my body almost escapes when I hear that familiar voice for the first time in a decade. At a turtle's pace, I glide my eyes up and in front of me stands the very person who first broke my fragile heart, scattered its millions of
#Chapter 7 EvelynTen years ago, for days I waited for this moment. Hours filled with yearning for him to return to me, and talk to me. I wanted an explanation as to where we went wrong. Only I know how many nights I cried myself to sleep, and woke up with hope only for it to get diminished each time. I wished for him earnestly for weeks, which gradually turned into months and years. Not for once, he reached out. And slowly the possibility of him ever coming to me and talking to me lessened till there was nothing left. Not even an atom. Only a hollow gap in my heart that grew bigger with time instead of shrinking."Can I ask you something?" I have millions of questions to throw his way and see how he bounces back to me with his answers. But I settle for just one in particular."You can ask me anything." The deepness in his voice has developed, and he sounds like a man now. He even looks like a man. The last time I saw him he was eighteen. With a lean body and muscles
#Chapter 8 WarrenLonging. That's the only word in the entire world that can describe what I felt the second I caught the glimpse of the girl who's been sneaking into my dreams for years. Like a magic spell, she has ruled my mind for almost a decade, and Even though so many seasons have passed, nothing or no one has managed to expel her from my system.Like a drug, her traces linger in my blood, enhancing my addiction to her.The one person I can't have in my life no matter how hard I try. Yet I burn for her brighter than any fire in the world.Beautiful. That's how Evelyn looked when I saw her walking in the street wearing a white sleeveless top that left her smooth honey-tone arms out in the open. The thin cloth hugged her curves softly like a lover, and the slightly deep neckline exposed the birthmark a few centimeters above her cleavage. The very birthmark that has always fascinated me due to its unusual location.Strolling alone in the evening while eating ice cre
#Chapter 9 WarrenEvery part of me resents this conversation, but unfortunately, I have no other person to talk to about her. No other person I trust."I just wanted to talk. I didn't know she'd be so opposed to the invitation."Connor chugs his beer and then looks at me. "Let me ask you this first. Are we talking about your Evelyn?"A frown line appears between my eyebrows. "She's not mine but yes, we're talking about the very, one and only, Evelyn. How many Evelyns have I mentioned to you, idiot?""I just wanted to confirm as you seem to forget that you deeply hurt her and broke her heart. The very girl you claimed to have feelings for." The knife in my heart twists and a new round of pain starts to hurt me." And now that you saw her after ten fucking years, you jumped to dinner in a few sentences? Are you insane? No wonder she hit you. You should be glad it wasn't her purse. That shit is equal to a suitcase. You wouldn't have a jaw right now if she attacked you with
#Chapter 10 EvelynKissing Miles on the forehead I caress the side of his neck and he bumps me with his wet nose, asking for a tummy scratch. Giving into his demand I bend down in front of him."Ivan, Yasmine, and I are going out for drinks. I'll be back in a few hours. Be a good boy and don't destroy stuff. Okay?" His tongue hanging out of his mouth is the only response I get. "Also I promise I'll be back soon. Don't worry." I peck his nose and he melts onto the ground like a puddle.Giggling at his curled-up figure at my feet I lift him in my arms and put him on the couch. I dim the lights and Miles's eyes begin to close. I take that as a sign to leave.I open my purse and check if I have everything: credit card, cash, ID, keys, lipstick, tissues, and a pocket knife. That last item might be a little over the top but this is a big city. As much as I think I'm a big girl who can handle danger without a weapon, I don't want to take any risks.Slipping on my black he
#Chapter 11 EvelynThe bouncer eyes Yasmine a second longer than the rest of us, but Ivan glares at him and he's flickering his gaze around in the next second."Thanks." Yasmine kisses Ivan's cheek and he grins in a way that reminds me of Miles. They both have similar energy.Entering the club we are swamped with hot and heavy bodies and music thrumming through the floor and walls. Everything is vibrating with ferocity. The room is flashing with red light, which bounces off the shimmering mirror balls scattered across the ceiling. They look magical and for a second I watch them revolve in the air. "Take my hand girls." Ivan drives us through the thick crowd and stops at the bar where drinks are being served in rapid succession. A bunch of bartenders are moving around behind the counter mixing liquids and pouring them into tiny glasses. They look professional and skilled."The drinks are on me." Yasmine and I are about to protest but Ivan gets lost in the sea of people