"You're a fucking monster,” I spat, looking him dead in the eye with my tear filled ones. “You’re right chica bella, but this fucking monster is your husband,” he yelled, slamming his bloodied hand on the mirror. “And that’s the only thing keeping you alive till this point.” He threw the knife into the sink, the splashes of blood staining the white ceramic. I held back a gag when I saw what looked like a piece of torn flesh on the tip of the blade. In a world where every deal has a price, Nazlynn's life is auctioned off to the most dangerous bidder. Bound by an unwanted marriage to mafia boss Luca. Can she navigate this treacherous path and reclaim her freedom?
View MoreI woke up on a cold surface to a very dark room. I have never been a fan of the dark, so I jumped in an attempt to get away, but I was met with resistance. Trying again, I realized that my arms were chained to the wall. Memories of that night when Luca had taken me flashed through my mind.Where am I? What am I doing here? Who was the person from last night? The chains were pressing down tightly into my skin. It was certainly going to leave a mark.A dimly lit orange bulb that hung just above my head came on, leaving the other half of the room still dark. “Hello?” I called out to the darkness, shifting closer into the wall like there was any space left there. “Who are you?”“I think what you should be saying is please don't kill me,” a hooded man said, coming to stand in front of me.My heart was hammering from fear, but I tried not to let it show on my face. “No?” He asked, cocking his head sideways. I stayed quiet. “Alright then,” he said as he crouched down to look at me.“I'm g
I didn't know where I was going but I kept running. I finally found what seemed like a homely neighborhood and I slowed to a casual jog.The thrill and adrenaline finally wore off as I sat on a bench by the sidewalk.“What now?” I asked the baby growing inside of me. I wasn't sure what stage they started to hear but I didn't care. If I wanted to speak to my baby, then I would. “You're in there, right?” I asked, poking my stomach but careful not to apply pressure. “Please don't be mad at me that we left without your daddy,” I said.The only things in my mini purse were a credit card which I was certainly not going to use, some neatly arranged dollar bills, a passport sized photograph of Enzo and I from years ago, and a piece of gum.I sighed, popping the gum into my mouth. It tasted bitter so I spat it out right after.There was no way in hell I could go back to where I lived. Apart from the fact that it was on the whole other side of the city, it was also the first place that Luca w
I didn't know where I was going but I kept running. I finally found what seemed like a homely neighbourhood, and I slowed to a casual jog.The thrill and adrenaline finally wore off as I sat on a bench by the sidewalk.“What now?” I asked the baby growing inside of me. I wasn't sure what stage they started to hear, but I didn't care. If I wanted to speak to my baby, then I would. “You're in there, right?” I asked, poking my stomach but careful not to apply pressure. “Please don't be mad at me that we left without your daddy,” I said.The only things in my mini purse were a credit card which I was certainly not going to use, some neatly arranged dollar bills, a passport sized photograph of Enzo and I from years ago, and a piece of gum.I sighed, popping the gum into my mouth. It tasted bitter, so I spat it out right after.There was no way in hell I could go back to where I lived. Apart from the fact that it was on the whole other side of the city, it was also the first place that Lu
After the day Luca threatened me, he let me be. Although I was avoiding him like the plague every single day, I still saw him around enough to know that he was there. I tried to tell Elena or Sabrina about what happened, except the part about me being pregnant, but I could never bring myself to do so. Not until some days after when they both came over to spend the day with me. “I feel like I haven't seen you in forever,” Sabrina groaned as they plopped down on the couch in the living room.“That's because we actually haven't seen her in forever. She's been so distant,” Elena said with pout. I gave them a small and very fake smile. “I've been distant because you girls hardly ever checked on me,” I wanted to say, but I stayed quiet instead.“The last time I saw her was when Santos sent a message to Luca, and I had to work here,” Sabrina said in a hushed voice.I looked around on instinct to be sure there was no one around us who could overhear. “How's that search going?” I asked, m
A veil of confusion fell over me as I stared at her message. Was she right? Maybe. Did I want to? No.“What do you mean ‘get out of there'?” I asked. She immediately deleted the message after I sent mine. “Sorry, I shouldn't have said that. It wasn't at all empathic of me,” she texted.“No, it's fine. Can I text you much later? I have to go,” I said before turning off my phone without waiting for her response. I took a deep breath once my phone was out of the way. I started deeply wishing I hadn't said anything to her. Maybe if I had already told Enzo everything before then, I would have been able to tell him about the pregnancy.Pushing her words to the back of my head, I stood up to stand in front of the full length mirror.I folded my sweatshirt up so I could visualize my bare stomach, turning in different directions as if a bump would have formed within the time I lay down. It was still as flat as ever.A knock sounded on the door. Before I could react, I heard the lock turn ope
The two minutes I waited for the results were the longest two minutes of my life. “Fuck it,” I said to myself as I looked down at the thin strip.I gasped in horror as the two pink lines stared back at me.I'm not sure how long I spent in the bathroom, staring at the strip.It was when I heard someone knock on the bedroom door that I was snapped back to reality. I splashed my face with water and disposed of the test strip before going back into the room.“Maria? Is that you?” I called out.“Gabriel here ma'am. Is everything okay? It went quiet there for a moment,” Gabriel's voice came through the door.“Yeah, uh…yeah, I'm fine, thanks.”My mind was reeling and I just couldn't bring myself to focus on one thing. I climbed back into the bed, bringing my knees to my chest in a fetal position.It could have been a mistake, right?The test could have been wrong, I could have done it wrongly. I picked up my phone that hadn't been touched in days and pulled up a Google search on how accura
“Do you think you could ever leave the whole mafia life and start a family with me in the city, like normal couples?” I asked.I regretted the words before they even came out of my mouth.Luca pushed my hands off him, standing up abruptly like I was some sort of disease.I opened my mouth in an attempt to take back my words, but Luca held a hand up to stop me. “The whole mafia life you talked about is my life, with or without you in it. I think you've forgotten what your place is here, and it's time I remind you,” he spat. I backed into the headboard of the bed in shock. This was the Luca I was afraid of.“Do not step a foot out of this room for the next week. If you do, maybe a night in the basement dungeons will teach you not to defy me,” His voice was not loud, but it was bold, full anger.“Luca, I just thought we–”He climbed on the bed and held my face with his hand. “There is no we! Don't you get it? I own you! I own your life, I own your actions and I own your fucking thought
The next few weeks with Luca were pretty amazing. He was around more often and we were around each other a lot. I was starting to like him a lot, it's not because of the great sex, and trust me, there was a lot of it. He was great and I had almost completely forgotten how I got there in the first place.I was also kicking things off with A, although I was careful not to tell her anything about the dynamics of my marriage with Luca. She was, however, just the friend I needed to keep me busy and entertained. “Are you okay, Signora?” Maria asked me one morning after she finished running my bath. “Of course! Do I not look okay?” I asked, raising my hand to my face. I had just finished a brief morning work out session in the gym.“No, not at all. I was just making sure you didn't need anything,” she said, giving me an odd look.I took a bath and headed to the kitchen where Nora was just finishing breakfast. “Signora!” She exclaimed, shocked to see me.“Hi,” I greeted with a large smile.
Luca made it seem like everything was under control when I asked him how his trip in Italy went.“My guys are handling that already. Once they get Santos, it's all going to be over, my love,” he said, giving me a reassuring kiss on my forehead. “What did you do to the guy anyways?” I asked him. “Mathias mentioned something the other day.”He breathed out a laugh. “Guy?"My eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “Did I say something wrong?”“Santos is a 50 plus year old man. You called him a guy,” he pointed out.My cheeks reddened from embarrassment. “Sorry, I kind of thought mafia dons get to a certain age where they are succeeded by their kids just like average business owners.”“There's no need to apologize. You're new to all of this and you're still learning,”he said, running his thumb softly over my eyebrow. “And besides, you're not wrong. That's how it works here too. Only that he doesn't have a male child, just a daughter and I guess he doesn't want her to take over.”“Gender discri
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