The smell of garlic rice filled my nostrils as I sat down at the long dining table. My mother, Lianne, was already cheerfully chatting away with Kayden’s dad, Mr. Salvador. They looked so happy, as if they were the perfect married couple straight out of a movie.
Too bad their sons were far from it.
I didn’t even glance at the man who took the seat across from me. I didn’t have to look to know who it was. Just his signature perfume was already enough for me to recognize him.
Kayden, my stepbrother.
Yeah, he’s my stepbrother slash fuck buddy. We hate each other—no, we loathe each other. We argue over everything, can’t stand being in the same room, and never have anything nice to say.
But when we’re doing it, none of that matters.
The hate disappears the second our lips are pressed against each other. It’s like our bodies forget what our mouths always argue about.
We go back to hating each other the moment it’s over, but we never stop coming back.
“Good morning, Noah,” Mom greeted.
“Morning, Ma,” I muttered, forcing a smile.
“Kayden, try this tocino,” Mr. Salvador offered, pushing the plate closer to his son. “Your mom cooked that.”
Kayden’s brows furrowed at what he heard. He laughed sarcastically.
“That girl is not my mother.”
“We’re married now, so basically, you should call her your mom or aunt, whatever you prefer.”
“I told you not to marry her, but you didn’t listen. You don’t get to tell me what to do when you couldn’t even take my advice.”
“Watch your words, Kayden! You’re still living under my roof. Show some respect to my wife!” his father’s voice thundered through the entire dining area.
“Hon, it’s okay. I don’t mind,” my mom quickly stepped in, trying to defuse the tension. “Let’s not rush our sons. They’re old enough to make their own decisions. It’s not like we can still control what they want to do or do not.”
This is how breakfast usually went in our house.
I know Kayden dislikes my mom, and to be fair, I feel the same way about his dad. Neither of us accepts our parents’ relationship, and I’m sure they can feel it. However, unlike Kayden, who seems to be more vocal about everything, I stay quiet. He tends to openly disrespect anything and anyone he hates, including my mother. And that’s exactly where he crosses the line.
Our parents started talking casually about their plans to migrate to America for good. I barely heard a word until the same foot that kicked my ankle under the table now slowly moved higher along my shin.
My fork paused mid-air. I glared up. He wasn’t even looking at me and was just busy eating scrambled eggs like he wasn’t being a fucking menace.
I kicked him back hard. His lips twitched. Still, his eyes didn’t leave his plate.
“Noah, are you okay?” Mom asked, noticing my silence.
I blinked and nodded. “Yeah, Ma. Just… didn’t sleep much.”
I didn’t miss how his hand suddenly paused, his grip on the mug tightening.
“Actually,” Mom began, placing her spoon down gently, “Clyden and I want to ask the two of you for a favor.”
Kayden didn’t even bother acknowledging what she said.
“What is it?” I asked.
“We’re planning a family trip to Tagaytay. It’s just for five days. Sounds like a good idea, right? A chance for the four of us to bond?”
“A trip?”
My mom and Mr. Salvador have been married for three months already, but even until today, it’s rare for us to be together peacefully, especially when Kayden and I are in the same room. It always ends in arguments and sometimes even in physical fights.
“Yes. It’ll be next week. Kayden will be free, and I already talked to your manager, Noah. He said you don’t have any shoots scheduled,” Mr. Salvador answered.
I glanced at Kayden. He hadn’t said a word, but his jaw was already clenched.
Mom noticed the silence. “You boys barely spend time together. This would be good for us.”
“I don’t think that’s necessary,” Kayden finally spoke.
Mom blinked. “Why not?”
“I have somewhere else to go.”
“You said you’d be free,” Mr. Salvador cut in.
“I said I might be free,” Kayden corrected. “And even if I am, I don’t think going on a trip together will magically turn us into a happy family. I never even approved of your relationship with that bitch.”
My jaw tightened with anger. This disrespectful bastard.
“Shut your fucking mouth, you moron. Stop disrespecting my mother. She has a name.”
He raised an eyebrow. “I said what I said.”
“Fuck you. Then don’t come if you don’t want to. It’s not like anyone’s forcing you.”
If only my mom weren’t here, I would’ve punched him already. I loosened my shoulders to calm myself down.
“Noah, that’s enough…” my mom said softly.
“Kayden, apologize to Lianne. I didn’t raise you to treat people like that,” Mr. Salvador said in a calm but firm tone.
Kayden scoffed at his father’s words. “How would you know how to raise someone? You didn’t even act like a father to me.” Kayden stood up and adjusted his necktie. “I’m done eating. My decision is final. I’m not going.”
He didn’t wait for any of us to respond and stormed out of the dining area.
“I’m sorry for my son’s behavior, Lianne. Don’t worry, I’ll talk to him,” Mr. Salvador said apologetically.
“It’s fine. I understand,” my mom replied.
I cleared my throat and stood up. “I’m full too. I’ll go ahead,” I said, excusing myself before walking away and leaving them behind.
God, what did I do to deserve a family this messy?
Kayden was still asleep when I left him in his room the next morning. Good thing there were no maids in the hallway when I slipped out. Because if there had been, I know I’d be in a fucked-up situation.My back is still killing me from what he did. That guy’s a fucking masochist. Thank God my whole body’s covered in today’s photoshoot because there’s no way I could hide these. The marks are too red and big.“Noah, what’s with the face?” my manager, Aya, asked while the makeup artist was prepping me.“Just tired.”How could I not be? Kayden didn’t let me sleep until he was finally satisfied.The stylist had just started fixing my hair when Ricky, Aya’s assistant, burst into the room, panting and clearly stressed.“Clarisse is here,” he said.“So?” Aya raised a brow.“She’s been crying for a while now. She won’t even come out of the van. Something serious happened. I heard from someone on the crew that there’s a video going around.”“What kind of video?” I asked, barely processing what
“Strip,” he ordered.I obediently followed his command, no longer protesting. He wants sex? Fine! My hands trembled with excitement as I unbuttoned my shirt, but I didn’t show it. I let it drop to the floor. Then, I proceeded to remove my pants and briefs. I stood before him completely naked.He scanned my body as if it were his first time seeing me like this. His eyes were filled with lust and fire. It seemed like he wanted to ravish me right then and there.He grabbed a leather belt from the bedside table and pointed to the bed.“I’m thinking about something different tonight, so that my five-day leave from work won’t go to waste just to fulfill your favor… Kneel on the edge of the bed,” he ordered.“What?!” I exclaimed in surprise.“I want to try rough sex with you tonight,” he said bluntly. “I’ve been fantasizing about it.”My mouth fell open at his words. Despite wanting to hide that I was being turned on by his words, I couldn’t help it when my erect length was now clearly on d
“Noah?” Mom called from outside my room.“The door is open. Come in,” I called out, just loud enough for her to hear my voice.The door slowly opened, and I saw my mom’s smiling face.“Are you busy?”“Not really. What’s up?”I noticed she brought a mug of milk for me. She placed it on my bedside table before sitting down at the edge of my bed. I could tell right away from her overly sweet smile that she was trying to butter me up for something.“Can I ask you a favor?”I raised my brow. “What is it?”“Well… we already talked before about our trip to Tagaytay. That’s on Monday, three days from now…” She sighed. “We were hoping you could somehow talk to Kayden.”I frowned. “Talk to him about what?”“To convince him to come with us. You know how he is. He’s always impetuous and doesn’t like being around people. Perhaps if you ask him… he might actually say yes.”I laughed bitterly. “You want me to convince Kayden? Ma, you do realize we barely talk without wanting to kill each other, righ
I was about to ask him how he knew that when I noticed what he was looking at. I had forgotten that Clarisse had given me a lot of hickeys yesterday. “How can you say that?” I am bisexual, while Kayden is gay. He is not attracted to women. He had told me that before. However, he always wants to be the one in control whenever we have sex. I don’t mind being a top or bottom with a man. Whatever my partner wants, I’m fine with it. It’s not a secret anymore to him that I do have sex with someone while being his fuck buddy. We are not exclusive to each other. We simply don’t care about each other’s personal lives. “Because I heard you moaning my name while pleasuring yourself.” My eyes widened at his words. “Were you here the whole time?” “Yes. I was just about to call you for breakfast because your mom asked me to.” He rolled his eyes. “But from what I heard, I feel like you want me as your breakfast instead.” “Arrogant!” I turned away from him and walked toward my walk-in closet.
I froze in place upon hearing that deep voice. I turned around and saw him standing by the stairs with his arms crossed. He was glaring at me as if I had done something to piss him off.“What?” I asked flatly.“I don’t like repeating myself.”I shrugged. “Out.” I showed him the car key in my hand.“At this hour?”“Yeah.”“For what? Who or what are you going to see right now?” he asked in a chilling tone.“Why are you asking?”I noticed his jaw clench.I glanced around to see if anyone else was there. I let out a quiet sigh of relief when I saw that we were the only people in the living room. Maybe everyone was already asleep. After all, it was almost midnight.“You didn’t read my message, did you?”I frowned in confusion at first but eventually understood what he was referring to.“I was too busy earlier. I’ll check it tomorrow. It’s not that important anyway, is it?”He narrowed his eyes at me before looking away. Even without saying a word, I could tell he was mad… and I didn’t even
I caught a glimpse of Franco, my driver, in the rearview mirror. He’s three years older than me. I’m twenty-two, while he’s already twenty-five. He’s the son of my mom’s childhood friend, which is why he was immediately hired when he applied for any job just to support himself financially. He is still studying. Since his mom passed away last year and his dad abandoned them long ago, he has no family left. Even their small business went bankrupt.He’s handsome and tall. Honestly, he could be a model if he wanted to, but he doesn’t. I’ve even offered to refer him to my manager, but he’s turned it down every single time. I guess he’s not into that kind of attention.“Your eyebrows are almost touching, Noah,” Franco’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts.I shot him a glare. “Shut up.”“Let me guess. This is about your brother again? You always get that look on your face whenever he’s on your mind. Honestly, you might as well just kill him in your thoughts.”“He is not my brother, Franco. Y