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“We won’t go there, Ma,” I said with finality.
I threw her suitcase onto the bed and opened it. I pulled out her things roughly. She tried to stop me but I shook off her hand holding onto my arm. What does she mean we would go at her fiancé’s house to live there? I don’t want to! I would never. “Noah! Stop what you’re doing, Son!” she hysterically shouted. I saw her picking up the items I was throwing, but I didn’t falter. I did the same with her second suitcase. “If you don’t want to come, I won’t force you,” she said, which only made me angrier. I threw the empty suitcase. She flinched and stepped back at what I did. I have never been this angry my whole life—especially not in front of my mother. But I just couldn’t handle it anymore. She’s been rushing things. I’m angry. Damn it, I am furious right now. My dad just died due to a car accident two years ago. That was just two years ago! How come she already got engaged within those years? Wasn’t she just grieving a year ago? What happened then? I wasn’t hoping she would just stay in that phase because seeing her suffer was the last thing I wanted to happen. But she’s getting married so quickly to a man she only recently met. I couldn’t keep up with everything that was happening. Besides, what if he’s a bad person? “What? You’re leaving me too?” I smirked, but I wasn’t pleased. “For whom? For that motherfucker you just met?” “Watch your words, Noah! Don’t call him that. He’s a good man, I promise you,” she said, trying to assure me. “Really? How sure are you? Do you really know him that well? What if he hurts you? What if he cheats on you?” I asked out of frustration. “I love him.” “And what about me? You don’t love me? I am your son, Ma! Don’t tell me you’d choose him over me?” I said weakly. She avoided my gaze. With just that, it seemed like she already answered my question even without speaking. My shoulder slumped as my hopes shattered. I rubbed my face with my hands out of frustration. I took deep breaths. I couldn’t believe this. “Just let me be, Son... Let me be happy,” her voice pleaded. She was now crying. I looked away. I couldn’t stand seeing her cry. “You barely even know him, Ma! What don’t you understand about what I’m saying? I’m just concerned about you! You just met him six months ago, and what? You fell in love with him that fast? Come on, what are you two? In a fucking fairytale love story who fell in love at first sight?” I couldn’t control my anger. It’s like she’s trying to make it seem that I’m the wrong one here. Couldn’t she understand that I’m just concerned? I was stunned when her hand hit my face. My face was turned to the side from the force. My lips parted slightly, and I could taste the blood coming from them. She never laid a hand on me before. “Never raise your voice at me, Noah! I am still your mother! Like what I said earlier, I won’t force you to come with me if you don’t want to!” she shouted back. “Why is it so hard for you to choose me over that man, Ma? You were never like this when dad was still here. Tell me, what happened? Huh? What happened?” I asked repeatedly. When I didn’t get an answer from her, I laughed out of frustration. In the end, I decided to just give up. “Fine! You’ll leave and go with that man? Go ahead! But don’t expect to have someone to come back to,” I said firmly before turning my back on her. I slammed the door shut. If that’s what she wants, then fine! I am just being worried about her because I want to protect her. I almost got depressed when I found out about my father’s death. I don’t think I can handle it if it happens again. It’s terrifying to be left alone. “Behave, Noah...” My mom reminded me as we reached a mansion. Her fiancé’s mansion. I’m still mad at her, but I couldn’t let her be with him in the same house without me. Something bad might happen to her. I don’t trust her fiancé. We got out of my car and entered the mansion. Every part of it, including the furniture, was obviously worth millions. It’s so obvious that her future husband is a wealthy man. We are also well-off, but not to this extent. When we reached the living room, there was a man sitting on the couch. He stood up when he saw us and greeted us with a smile. “Hey there, honey.” He kissed my mom on the cheek, then he looked at me. “Is this Noah?” My mom nodded in response. “Hey there, young boy.” I forced a smile. “Good afternoon, Mr. Salvador,” I greeted him formally. I did a bit of background check on him, so I already know who he is. He is Clyden Salvador—the CEO of one of the most successful companies in the country. Their business also performs well abroad. No wonder they are this rich. “Stop with the formality, Noah. Your mom and I will be married in three months anyway. You better call me Dad or Uncle. Whichever you prefer.” Before I could respond, we all turned to the grand staircase when we heard footsteps coming from there. A man in a three-piece suit stood tall there. His arms were crossed and he had a serious expression on his face. I gulped when his gaze landed on me. His expression changed. There was something in his eyes. It was fiery. I honestly don’t like the way he’s looking at me. He looks like a predator looking at his prey. He looks like he wants to devour me. “Noah, he’s Kayden, my son. He’s twenty-nine years old so you can call him ‘brother’,” said Mr. Salvador. I gulped hard when I saw the corner of his upper lip rose, as if he were amused. “I don’t like him as my brother,” he said that sent shiver down my spine.Wasn’t I just telling him to end things between us an hour ago? Yet, just a few minutes ago, I was making out with him. God, Noah. You’re really out of your mind.Now that I’ve responded to his kisses, will he ever take seriously what I said earlier?I picked up my phone and stormed out of my room until I reached downstairs. I answered the call. It was Wat who called me.“What?” I asked.“Bad mood?” he said, laughing over the phone, but I wasn’t in the mood to laugh back.“Yes, so stop bothering me.” I was about to hang up when he spoke again.“Hey, wait, wait! Don’t hang up, ‘kay? I have something to tell you.”I sighed. “Shoot.”“You still remember the guy I introduced to you at the bar the last time we hung out?”My forehead creased. “What about him?” I know he was talking about Evan.“Dude, he has been coming over here for the past two weeks, looking for you. He was asking for your number,
People are naturally ambiguous—just like Kayden. I honestly have no idea what he’s up to. He’s been acting weird since he came here. First, the fact that he showed up in this house when in fact, I never told him about this place. Second, the moment he hugged me! And mind you, it wasn’t the usual kind of hug. Aside from that, he hates physical touch. So, why did he do that? Lastly, why didn’t he want to let things between us end? If he agrees, he can easily find a replacement for me. God, I hate myself for thinking what shouldn’t be. I thought he would already go back to the mansion after that, but I was totally wrong. I found him in the kitchen, cooking something. Oh, God. He is so stubborn! Using my annoyed tone, I asked, “Why are you still here?” He turned around to face me. But instead of answering my question, he said, “This is almost ready. Wait a minute.” I sighed frustratedly. It seems like I’ll jus
“What?” he said in surprise, his eyebrows furrowed together.“It is exactly what you heard,” I said and turned away from him.I heard the long and heavy strides he took. Before I could even open the door to my bathroom, he had already caught my arm. I closed my eyes in annoyance and tried to control myself from bursting out.“Tell me I heard it wrong,” he demanded, his voice cold.“I’m sure I said it loud enough, so stop pretending. I don’t want this setup anymore. Leave,” I said, still facing away from him.“You don’t get to decide on your own, Noah. After ignoring me for two weeks, this is how you’re going to greet me? Why, huh? Do you have someone else? Have you found someone new? Are you fed up with me? Is that why you want to end this?” he said with a hint of mockery.I harshly pulled my arm away from him. I couldn’t control myself and turned to look at him. I threw him daggers.I huffed, my lips forming into a mocking smirk. “Is that how much of a jerk you are, Kayden?”“What?”
I lightly pushed him away from me, just enough to create space between us. I lifted my gaze to his face. His eyes were dull, as if they were trying to say something.“W-What are you doing here?” I asked in a weak voice.Instead of answering, he just kept staring at me. His hand landed on my head, gently stroking my hair. Using his hand, he brushed my bangs upward. I couldn’t help but close my eyes, savoring his touch. His other hand was now on my waist. Damn, I miss his presence close to me.We’ve only been apart for two weeks, but it feels as if my body has been yearning for something for years already.“Kayden...” I muttered, trying to get his attention. “Why are you here?” I asked again.How did he find out where I was currently staying? Only my close friends knew about this house, but because it had been over a year since we left, I’m sure they wouldn’t think I’m still here.Aside from that, what is he doing here? Is he here to—damn, I might be reading too much into this. He’s goi
I bit my lower lip, trying to hold back a smile as I read his messages. Damn it, why am I happy? I should still be mad at him!But wait... he was waiting for me? I read his message asking me to stop by the restaurant to buy dinner, but I didn’t come home last night. What did he eat then? Or did he even eat at all? Or maybe he just let himself go hungry again?My eyebrows furrowed at that thought. Why am I so mad? What do I care anyway? Even if he gets sick, I shouldn’t care. Yeah, right. I shouldn’t.I sat down on my bed in frustration and pulled my hair. I don’t know at what point in my life I missed the mark, and I’m starting to get confused like this. I feel so lost in my own thoughts. Am I going crazy? If being away from him already affects me this much, how much more when I have to live with him again under the same roof every day? I might completely lose my mind.I am starting to get terrified of where this confusion will lead me.I heaved a sigh before blocking his number. I’ll
As expected, I woke up with a throbbing headache. I pounded my head because of the pain. Fuck hangover. Even though I was feeling dizzy, I still managed to leave my room and go downstairs. My eyes landed on the huge family picture of us hanging on the wall in the living room. We were all wearing formal attire and smiling in that picture. Our family is small, given that I am an only child, but we were so happy and content. There was never a day that our house was not filled with laughter and joy. I sighed heavily as grief started to kick in again. I miss how my life used to be. If I were given the chance to choose which phase of my life to live in, I would choose that time in my life when, even though I wasn’t as successful as I am now, I was the happiest at that moment. I roamed my eyes around the house, reminiscing about all the memories we have built here over the decades. I couldn’t help but feel nostalgic. It’s been over a year since I last visited. We never went back since we s







